(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life
pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)
genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut
warnings: okay so I have no idea if I could get in trouble for this since the reader is yet to turn legal and there's smut so... but y'all know what you're getting yourself into everyone knows that heechul is an oldie lmao (tho I made him 7 years younger, meaning he's 27... just to make sure eehhh)
PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!
After a deep inhale you opened the door, not meeting his eyes for longer than a second. You could already feel your cheeks heating up. It's ridiculous.
"What, are you going to get shy now?" he smirks, slightly punching your left shoulder as a tease.
"I'm going to get my purse, hold on" you said and jogged upstairs to your room and back down to be met with a waiting Heechul who led you outside to his car. It's a quite expensive looking car, some american model probably.
"Where are we going?" you ask him when he starts the car and pulls out of the driveway.
"I don't know" he says, his eyes not leaving the road for even a second.
"What do you mean? Why would you ask me if I'm free if you have nothing planned?" you ask bewildered. It's true, what were his plans then?
"I mean," he started. "I thought we could grab some food" You're surprised by what he's just said. "Yah, what's wrong?"
"I'm not sure if we should, you know, go to a restaurant together. Especially for dinner" you confess and look out of the cars window to avoid his possible gaze. You had no idea why you started smiling when the situation was actually kind of weird, but it somehow flattered you, that he wanted to take you out. Or at least something like that.
"Are you mad at me?" It was uncommon for him to be insecure or care about this kind of stuff so you turned your head to look at him.
"Why would you think that?" you knitted your eyebrows. "I wouldn't say yes to this if I was mad, would I?" you chuckle to lighten the mood and he joins in.
After what seemed like a few minutes, but were actually only a few seconds of silence, you close your eyes and open your mouth.
"Let's just go to a restaurant then, but not here in the neighborhood" you demand. You decide to go to a chinese place half an hour from where you live, since the ratings online seemed to be quite good and the pictures of the inside of the restaurant looked great as well.
If yourself from two weeks ago would've seen you, sitting here in a restaurant at 7pm, having dinner with Heechul, you would've laughed. You never really thought about him being interested in spending time with you because he was.. Heechul. Of course you had a crush on him ever since you were around 11, but the fact that he may or may not feel the same way surprised you.
Heechul drank a glass of wine and looked around the place, with you watching his every move. The chandelier behind you mirrored in the deep of his big brown eyes. And his full and pink lip- OMG!! what are you thinking?? You've only had one glass of wine and haven't even finished that yet so the alcohol can't be an excuse. Seriously what is wrong with you?
"Were you looking at my lips?" He threw you out of your thoughts filled with weird stuff. You slightly panicked and started blinking heavily trying to form a word, but nothing would come out. You're seriously dumb, it's been confirmed.
With heated cheeks you look at him only to see him looking back at you with an unreadable expression. It looks like he's amused by you being caught staring at him. At his lips. A slight smirk appears in his face. He puts down the glass of wine and crosses his arms in front of his chest.
"I checked out your boob slit too so I will let you go just this once" smirking, he took another sip of his wine, finishing the glass in one, not leaving your eyes as he did so.
"What??" you shriek and immediately pull up your blouse to cover up. You didn't notice him staring and even though it was a bit uncomfortable for you, it should feel a lot more uncomfortable. What is it about him that makes you feel this way?
"Why didn't you tell me that it was too liberal?" you cover your face into the palms of your hands and stop breathing at what he says next.
"Why do you think I didn't tell you?"
Why are you having this feeling in your stomach. Why and how is he doing that. He always teased you, your whole life. That's probably why you liked him in the first place, but to be teased in a kind of sexual way is new to you. Not only with him, but in general. Is this how it feels like to have butterflies inside your stomach?
"Heechul," you stare at him, biting your lip. "what is this whole situation?"
He looks at you, his smirk dropping at your question. You can literally see him thinking about what to say next. Because the truth is he doesn't know either.
"It will sound so wrong, no matter how I say this," He seems nervous. That's another side of him you can't remember to have ever seen before. "the truth is, I don't regret what happened. At all. And I know you're not legal yet but-"
"I feel the same way!!" you announce. Out of breath because of the pressure that was building up inside of you when he said that.
He looks at you, shocked. His eyes completely focused on you until he pulls out his wallet, smashing the money on the table.
"What are you doi-" you ask confused at how hastily he grabs his jacket and walks over to you. He grabs your wrist and jacket with the other hand and pulls you towards the exit of the place right into the dark. He doesn't respond when you ask your question again and once you're in the parking lot, he pushes you against the side of his car and before you can even make a noise, he slams his lips against yours, kissing you hard, while his hands found the bottom of your skirt, slightly pulling it up.
The sexual tension that was starting to build up was no joke. You could already feel his erection pressed against your lower stomach. You gasped against the passionate kiss and thats when he took the opportunity to move his lips towards your neck, starting to attack it with kisses and soft bites.
The feeling of his bulge pressed against you was starting to feel uncomfortable and just when you were wondering if it wasn't too tight in his pants, he impatiently moved you to the side to open the back door of his car telling you to crawl inside, almost pushing you when he climbed in after you.
He closed the door and crawled over you, only to start kissing you again. Only that this time, his hand moved under your skirt, moving it upwards until your skirt was completely on your waist.
You started unbuttoning your blouse, throwing it to the side, while he took of his shirt. You've seen his torso already but even though he had almost non-existing muscles, it was such a turn on to feel his bare skin against your palms. His skin was hot and so was yours. You could already feel the wetness in your panties, which was starting to feel uncomfortable.
Heechul started attacking your neck for the second time and you grabbed his thic hair to get a hold on something. He placed both of his hands on each side of your hip and pulled down your panties in one.
"Tell me if you want me to stop" he said in between wet kissed on your neck and all you could reply was "please don't stop". He pulled down his pants as well, leaving the both of you almost completely naked on top of each other, your skirt and bra being the only pieces of clothing in the game.
You felt his dick on you and craved for it. You wanted him so badly that you starting moaning like crazy. You've never wanted anything more than you wanted his dick inside of you right in this Moment, you were sure of that.
Heechul grabbed inside the bag on the back of the passenger seat and pulled out a package of condoms. Of course he would drive around with condoms. He planned this whole thing, you're sure of that. But you didn't mind. It only took him a second to roll it over.
He looked at you with lustful eyes, waiting for you to make a move but your heart was beating so freaking fast, that you were overwhelmed and literally had no idea what to do. All you could think of was to kiss him and that's what you did.
You placed your arms around his body, resting your hands on the back of his shoulders. Heechul grabbed his dick and placed it in front of your entrance, disconnecting your lips.
"Do you really want this?"
Did you want this? Was this right? What are his intentions? A thousand of questions were Floating around inside your head but all you knew was that you wanted it indeed. So much. "I do." you breathed out, too horny to use your voice.
"This could still hurt so tell me when it does, okay?" his eyes stared into yours with sincerity and care?
You nodded as fast as you could because fuck you couldn't wait any longer to feel him inside of you. It seemed like nothing else mattered to you right now. All you wanted was to spend this Moment with him.
When the tip of his dick entered you, his head dropped into the side of your neck. You closed your eyes at the pleasure and waited for him to move deeper. When he did so, you cried out a bit at the pain. He moved deeper and deeper until he came to a stop when he filled you up completely. He gave you a few seconds to adjust to the size, until you told him to start moving and that's what he did.
At first his movements were a bit slow, so that he wouldn't hurt you, but soon he started speeding up and even though it still hurt a bit, it was a good kind of pain. The pleasure overweights.
Everytime he pushed in, he hit that one spot that made you roll your eyes at the feeling. Last time, when you were still a virgin, he was hurting you so much. He asked if he should stop every minute after seeing you cry nonstop, but you told him to keep going so that's what he did. This time it was a lot less painful. There were still a few tears in the corner of your eyes, but you didn't care.
Heechul started to speed up until you could feel him getting closer to the edge. "I'm.. s-so... close" he announced and moved his right hand to your clitoris to give you that last push you needed.
"H-Heechul I'm... c-co-" you screamed out and that's when you came. Your eyes were closed already but all you could see was black and a few stars. Heechul came right after you, still riding out your orgasm and spilled into the condom, falling on top of you out of exhaustion.
Neither of you moved for the next two minutes, as you were simply enjoying the moment, until you heard your phone vibrating in the purse that was laying on the ground of the car next to your head.
Heechul got up and told you to answer it. You grabbed inside your purse and took out your phone. You blushed at the caller ID. It was Taehyung.
You declined the call and shoved the phone back into the purse and sat up. "You didn't have to ignore the call" Heechul spoke up while rolling off the used condom, knotting it afterwards so nothing would flow out.
"Oh, no it's okay. It was just Taehyung" Uncomfortably you covered your breasts and pulled your skirt down. Heechul watched you and chuckled at you still being shy.
"Isn't he your best friend?" he asked while putting on his clothes again. He grabbed a pack of tissues and handed one to you so you could clean up.
Confused, you looked at him, not getting what he meant at first. "Or do you want me to-" he started but you interrupted him lowkey freaking out.
"Oh!! No!... n-no! but thanks" hastily you grabbed the tissue from him to clean up.
"Oh and, yeah he is. But you know that?" you look at him in confusion. Why would he ask a question when he already knew the answer to it?
"No I was just wondering. You never know, maybe you like him or something like that" he said and opened the back door to walk over to the drivers door. You did the same after dresssing again.
"Tae and I are definitely only friends. He doesn't feel any different either." He nods, looking out the window into the dark, mumbling something you couldn't quite catch. "Good" But you let it go.
You clap down the mirror of the passenger seat and almost choke at what you see. Your whole neck is covered in love bites and hikeys!! How are you going to cover them up, no make up could ever do that job.
You look at him with fear in your eyes but he only laughs. "Wear a scarf or something". Of course it was nothing to him because he wasn't going to be the one Walking around with a scarf for the next week.That will be so obvious! It's spring outside and you're going to walk around wearing a fucking scarf. So dumb seriously.
After a short while of just sitting there next to each other, him layed back with closed eyes, he suddenly speaks up. "You improved".
"Do you mean it or do you only say that because you don't want to hurt my feelings?" you smile onto your lap, not believing him at all. Heechul taps his right hand on your head, to proove that he's being sincere and says "You're cute.", giving you a soft smile.
"I'm not a baby" you announce, pushing his hand off of your head and rolled your eyes once again.
"I know" he simply said and started the engine to take you home after the night.
Half an hour later he stopped the car two houses away from your house so that if Leeteuk and your mom were already home, they wouldn't see where you're coming from.
"So, thank you I guess." you said. "For the dinner and, well." you gave out a little laugh, looking at him one last time.
The car was dark but the moonlight outside gave the whole situation a magical kind of feeling. His eyes shined bright and so did yours.
"I should get going" he nodded at your announcement, sending you off with his famous smirk once again.
"Good night and don't forget to cover your neck. We don't want people to see my art, do we?" he winked and then drove away. You stood there, speechless, smiling at his words.
What did Kim Heechul do to you...
a/n: this is actually the first smut that I'm kinda.. proud of so please tell me what you think ^^
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