gently suffering.

Peter Orlovsky, c. 1955, NY.

~Eve Sedgwick

scrubbing the love out of the floorboards

‘CAUSE I’M IN THE MOOD FOR IT, so yes why not?

♣️ Scorpio Risings aren’t actually purely intimidating most of the times, their energy can be difficult to read but actually are friendly people to have around, they simply mind their own business.

♣️ Also Scorpio Risings (never discovered why) have a thing with pink. 

 ♣️ Mars in the 3rd people can get argumentative for no apparent reason lol haahaha 

 ♣️ Mars in Aquarius have explosive tempers, remember that Aquarius is ruled by Uranus, the unstable planet par excellence. 

 ♣️ Mars Conjunct Venus folks are true sweethearts, they value their family so much… *i’m melting* 

 ♣️ Heavy Sagittarius = Purple 

 ♣️ 11H Uranus are lowkey geniuses, these people often analyze everything, even when they seem to socialize and having fun, they’re knowledgeable about so much stuff, knowledge is a thing that often drive them, they love to learn and do it quite quickly. 

 ♣️ Aries Mercury is everything but stupid. They learn things so fastly that’s scary, I’m not surprised Einsten had this placement. 

 ♣️ Leo Mercuries are oddly good at math & stategy games. 

 ♣️ I’ve met few Aquarius Stelliums who are actually disinterested in alcohol and having s*x. They’re not extremely important matters for them. 

 ♣️ Sagittarius Risings have that self-deprecating humour and often irritate people for no apparent reason lmao. 

 ♣️ I’ve met few Leos with Cancer Moon being petty a$$ bitc*es, seriously, they’ll pit a cute facade to you and then talk shit behind your back. 

 ♣️ Libra Suns & Scorpio Moon combo cries when they think their makeup & hair is not well-done. 

 ♣️ Exclamation points (!) are Water & Earth Signs stuff, most Leos type with no caps & quite unexpressedly, Aries people are ALL CAPS, and Air Signs love emojis, gifs and memes.

 ♣️ Taurus Suns with Cancer Mars are the chillest people alive, unless you make them angry 

 ♣️ Beautiful Women often have Cancer placements. 

 ♣️ The real intimidating Rising Sign is Capricorn, they just look superior, they literally ooze an unexplainable aura, they’re just beautiful. Men with this placement are either true gentlemen who want nothing but respect or crazy narcissists who only want power.

♣️ Met few Aries who are more interested in the justice field and fair-play more than Libras 

 ♣️ Cancer Risings are mysterious but keep things funny to hide their demons. Remember their 12H is in Gemini = Joking and lying about their secrets.

 ♣️ Gemini Mars undeveloped is a huge “cheater” indicator, since these people get bored easily they won’t mind leaving you behind and seek something new. 

 ♣️ Leo Mars = tempers and screams

 ♣️ Virgo Stelliums are huge horror fans for no apparent reason. 

 ♣️ Capricorns love language is all but touch lmao, most of them hate hugs or just too much physical contact, they’re so awkward in those situations hahahah. 

 ♣️ Mutable Dominants energy is so easy to spot lmao, they’re such adaptable and cheerful people to have around lol. 

 ♣️ Fixed Dominants are just sexy and elegant, Mutable are more awkward. 

 ♣️ Cardinal Dominants are more unstable than Mutables. 

 ♣️ The real gossiper is Cancer/Virgo with Leo Mars/Venus. 

 ♣️ Pluto in the 8H Retrograde kinda lower the effect of this placement to a less “intense” degree, its energies are easier to handle somehow, you’re more aware of it. 

 ♣️ Jupiter Retrograde = “I hate school-type of knowledge, I’d rather follow my own laws and philosophy”  

 ♣️ Mars in 1H/8H culture is remaining fit/being complimented about losing weight even though they’ve slept & ate cheetos all day. 

 ♣️ Venus conj. Ascendant struggle with their self-image a lot. 

 ♣️ Mars Conj. Venus is also a common football player aspect.

 ♣️ Sun in the 12H are wise people, no matter what they do, they look at the world with an objective perspective, it’s like they’ve been living here since centuries. 

 ♣️ Virgo Venus culture is insulting you as a love language.

 ♣️ Libra Venus often attract physically beautiful partners, also they’re often beautiful people themselves, very symmetrical & harmonic looks. 

 ♣️ Why do Virgos and Scorpios look so similar? I mean, wow. 

 ♣️ Pisces Moons with heavy Aquarius actually feel discomfort when crying, they struggle managing emotions. 

 ♣️ Never, and i say never, trick a Gemini Moon, they already know when you’re trying to do so. 

 ♣️ Never, and i say never, put a Moon Square Uranus in a position where she/he has to show you how cold their hearts can get. 

 ♣️ Taurus Moons love neck kisses.

 ♣️ Pisces Moons/Venus/Mars are often into feet, also they start walking a lot when anxious

♣️ Sun in the 8H have intimidating glares, like fuck i can’t even look at you when you talk, I’m already fuc*ing you in my mind

 ♣️ Mars Opposite Saturn have a crazy work ethic, these people are just naturally disciplined like wtf, as a Gemini Mars i can do nothing but applauding.

 ♣️ Virgo Moons/Moon in a Virgo Degree (6°, 18°) seem cold and detached or almost judgemental but they’re actually true sweethearts, they’re caring and friendly people 

 ♣️ Your ideal friends are represented by the 11H & 5H, this house show us the people we like to befriend the most. 

 ♣️ The House where your Chiron is in represent the sign that will help you heal the most.

Ex. = A Chiron in the 2H could find comfort through Taurus people, or just people with Taurus typical characteristics 

♣️ The Sign of the House your Lilith falls into is the sign for your ideal “partner in crime” also with your Lilith Sign & degree. Ex. = Lilith in Sagittarius in the 6H at 28° can appreciate a Virgo Sun, Sagittarius Rising or vice versa a Sagi Sun and virgo rising with a Cancer Moon… There are multiple combos available. 

♣️ Your 9th & 3rd House signs represent the sign that makes the best teacher for you, how your ideal teacher has to be. 

Ex. (1) = A Gemini 3rd House with a Sagittarius 9H will appreciate talkative teachers, friendly but very flexible and knowledgeable. 

Ex. (2) = An Aries 3rd with a Libra 9th will appreciate straightforward teachers, those who go straight to the point without any chit chat or complicating things 

♣️ Lilith Conj. Ascendant is a very intimidating placement to have in a woman’s chart, strong “bo$$ bit*h energy”. 

 ♣️ Lilith Square Sun is a common placement in those people with abusive fathers / deeply wounded ego. 

 ♣️ Sun Square Pluto are toxic without even noticing, also manipulative and scary whan angered.

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