I've said this before but it bears repeating. You need to stop drowning yourself in irony and fake selves. Say something true and beautiful today or else.
You need to be earnest. You need to stop hiding yourself into falsehoods, before you can no longer separate them from you. There is no difference between pretending to do something as a bit and doing it earnestly, given time. You need to be earnest.
You cannot assemble a self out of bits and jokes and trolling. Speak with your heart open and bleeding, rather than see it covered in layers of poison












