honestly it's a good thing i'll be on this road trip for a while because i've been spending way too much time endlessly scrolling my youtube recommendations lately. yet again. and so little of what i'm being recommended looks remotely good (or it's stuff i literally JUST watched) so it's wasted time that drains my mood
#and because i've been looking at some crafting and journaling tutorials/inspiration#i've been seeing so much pretentious performative ''my life is amazing because i've given up screens''#which doesn't ring even a little bit true if you're literally posting on the internet about it#and the other offender is the type trying to sell me an expensive lifestyle#girl i'm just trying to enjoy and express myself using whatever i have on hand i don't wanna spend $150 on stationery#or trendy craft kits#it's great that you like your fancy stationery (if you actually do and aren't being a poser or a shill)#but i'm trying to make sustainable habits that serve my wellbeing and happiness. not show off or feel superior to others#also i've been fighting through an ocean of dramaslop and reactionslop. with thumbnails of tubers making obnoxious tuber faces#you know the kind i mean#delete later
