TheDoctorsNextRegen

You sing "SOMETIMES WISH I'D NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALL" with too much gusto.

Yall I miss christmas so damn much rn.

It is probably because my mental health has dipped and this holiday helps.. 🤷‍♀️

I want the weather and the lights and the trees and the decorations and the music.

I want to go to drive through christmas displays, and go around driving to find christmas lights.

I want hot choclate and sweet treats.

I want the movies, like the grinch and the muppets christmas carol.

I want candy canes and gingerbread houses!

I want to be hoping for snow because i live in the southern states of the USA.

And darn it—

[as a mixed religon person]

—I want sunday mass at my church–celebrating advent and eiphany–I want the smell of incense and peppermint, the angel tree, the choir and parish singing.

I want christmas so bad

Happy Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Yule, Happy Bohdi day, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Boxing day, Happy Ōmisoka, Happy Zarathosht Diso, Happy Holidays!

[ I tried to include every holiday I could find ]

PS. The Muppets Christmas Carol is my favorite

I say "its elementary"

Im unstoppable

HAHA

But i didnt get the fun, hyperfixation, learn everything, consume everything, neurodivergence.

I will hyperfixate on one thing. Only one. I won't watch the rest of the series, Il stay with just the one.

I cant handle the new.

Il hyperfixate on Jurassic World, but only that. Not park, not rebirth. Just Jurassic world.

Heck, I didnt even choose to watch it. My family had to keep the tv remote and turn it on.

I havent chosen to watch a new Tv-show in years, Im lucky I can read and read without struggling.

Do I want to watch Jurassic park? YES.

Am I terrified of the new, of the assumptions i made about charaters being untrue, of having to watch something that I dont know what comes next? YES.

I dont always remeber what I fixated on, and I know the dopamine isnt forever.

Except I've just been reading half the day, listening to lana and taylor half the day, sleep less regular but consuming more coffee, daydreaming, and rewatching my comfort shows.

When you devote a perfume, do you continue to use it?

I've seen 70$ and up perfumes being devoted or on their altar, and I just can't help but wonder if they use it

I'd love to devotee a perfume but I also dont have 70$ or more to buy something I'm not using

"Help. Im still at the resturant.

Sitting crosslegged, in a corner i haunt."

"And we put love first"