what is grief if not love preserving

also LOVED Ellis pulling Mel aside to reassure her in a way that didn't cause excess stress. Mel has anxiously mentioned "not being able to talk about it" multiple times this season to multiple different people and Ellis went "okay well we're not talking about it you're listening to me monologue" just to make sure she was offering her reassurance that would affirm her own belief in Mel AND the fact that she and Mel did nothing wrong. that they did that spinal tap perfectly and the aftermath had nothing to do with the tap. god I love Dr. Parker Ellis

when langdon said human mouths are filthy why did he then look right at mel when he said some more than others why did he do that seriously guys why hello hello is anyone there can anyone hear me why did he do that