what do I call you?

call me silas, jules, julie, or SJ!

my pronouns are they/he/she/xe (in order of preference) but you don’t have to do that thing where you switch up the pronouns every other sentence. I hate that! just mix it up sometimes.

what the heck are you?

I’m some sort of genderfluid bigender bisexual! sometimes I will call myself a trans guy but just know I’m still a #girl too.

what do you post?

I mostly post about star trek, my art, my life, LGBTQ history, selfies, and stuff I think looks cool. I don’t often post sexual/nude/nsfw stuff but it wouldn’t be totally be out of place for me!

how do you tag things?

I don’t tag for things super thoroughly! like just in general. I always tag for major things like nudity, rape, abuse, racism, transphobia, ect. and mutuals can message me to tell me something they need tagged. I don’t really tag for or censor LGBTQ related slurs if it’s being reclaimed!

#adventures is my personal tag

#vibes is for my sense of identity/gender

#glow is for my selfies but I’m not posting and keeping them up here much here anymore!

#fave is for my fave posts

where else can I find you?

don’t mention/link this blog when talking about my art please!

@silasjulian (original art work)

@deepspacequeer (my star trek collages)

@sj-wip (work in progress blog)

@gender-transcender (mental health & feel-good blog)

@androgyne-android (art inspo)

@transtrek (trans star trek content)

I’m on bluesky as glowfriend as well!

ok maybe I’m way past being able to be one of the girls w like anyone really… which makes me sad. people know my gender in theory like I tell them but it’s not internalized and it’s not applied to me at all if that makes sense….

idk like I’ve wondered if I’d like going off T and having longer hair. like present in a way where I would be seen as a woman in some sense. because it’s confusing I get sad about not being able to be accepted as a girl/woman. but ultimately I’m pretty comfortable in my body and don’t want it to change besides some weight insecurity and my top surgery being uneven.

I just wish how I am naturally and how I’m comfortable presenting myself didn’t make me totally a man. like some maleness is there, sure. but it’s like all I am to people now…if I am one of the girls it’s more like “one of the girls who’s a gay guy that we allow to be one of us” than actually any connection to them. idk. it’s like they don’t even think of me as being trans or bisexual sometimes either.