of course it stops being warm and sunny as soon as I get some time off
#I'm not gonna get to experience any summer this year am I? 😐#I'm actually so pissed off about this 😭#I just want to get to lay in the sun and bake for a little while 😭😭😭#if I don't get at least two properly hot and sunny days in the next two weeks I may kill myself actually#I spend 6+ months suffering every year. only making it through by reminding myself that summer will come#and now I didn't even get that.#you don't understand the depths of the despair I just felt checking the weather app to see nothing but cloudy and 18° for the next week#personal
