PICK UP THE PHONE FUCKER

when it comes down to it everything is about ghosts except ghosts, which are about love

It intrigues me how the characters are cartoonish exaggerations of themselves up until they hit soft tissue, then they just flip the script. Matt is the clingy one trying to hitch himself to Jay’s star power. Jay has mommy issues. Matt’s biggest anxiety is being left behind by Jay. Jay’s biggest anxiety is being judged and misunderstood and perceived as uncool. Okay sure.

I blinked and 5 hours were gone. to think that this morning I told myself I was going to seriously lock in at my job lmao

we really just spent the whole day rapid-fire blogging about one interview welcome BACK hot mash summer

what if you were 40 and your career was taking off in a way you kind of never anticipated and you had to make sacrifices for that success that you weren't really comfortable with and you were getting married and premiering your movie and your childhood best friend keeps getting older and so do you and when you look at him you see your own age reflected back and it scares you so you find a younger version of him to look at instead so you won't have to think about it and all your films are about how it would feel to come home to a house that suddenly doesn't feel like your home and you don't recognize the things you've filled it with like you used to and it's all getting less familiar and things can never go back and in the movies it kills you but in your real life this is good this is what you asked for this is what you've always been working towards right? what then?

at the end of the day i don’t feel bad for jay mccarrol like this is your bed buddy. ‘i hitched my wagon to his star’ or whatever. yeah. now watch him relive your shared youth with younger better looking standins for you ad infinitum and get married and have an illustrious successful career. you wanted it. hamster loves the wheel bird loves the cage etc. sisyphus rubbing his hard on against the boulder