the "isn't she lovely" montage literally doesn't make sense for any explanation other than the fact that jax is a closeted trans woman
Isn't she lovely? Isn't she wonderful? Isn't she precious? Less than one minute old I never thought through love, we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely? Made from love
and the fact that it plays at the end of her life, when she passes the point of no return
when, in her final moments, she allows herself to be accepted and forgiven after years of pushing people away and self-isolating
when she allows her vulnerability and femininity to be seen not as a point of weakness, but a gift that makes her understood and loveable
although it's devastating, there is tragic beauty in that hug with pomni, where jax lets a small part of herself -- the inner little girl who never got to exist -- be born and realized. through an act of love.
no, it's not a perfect full circle moment, but it's a huge step for her
