I woke up this morning from a dead sleep. You know how it's sometimes SO hard to wake up? That's how it felt. Except it didn't go away after a few minutes. I didn't get up and eat. I didn't get dressed. I didn't do any of the things I should have done today. I have been laying on the couch since I sat down this morning. My girlfriend brought me my medicine and got me something to eat during one of the times I was awake. I have been sleeping most of the day and I've woken up a few times. Even as I'm writing this I'm yawning and trying not to close my eyes because I have a final due in an hour. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. I tried my girlfriend. She is supportive and said it's okay if I sleep. But I need to get up. I thought of the people I usually call my friends. But none of them every really talk to me or let me know they care about me. I thought of some family members but I grew up hiding everything from them. How am I supposed to feel comfortable sharing my struggles now? They don't ask. I went to psych twice in a month and they don't ask. I never see anyone. The only people who seem interested in seeing me are my six year old sister, my old neighbor who is a pervert, and my new neighbor who does meth and has a warrant out for her arrest. Im doing my best but I wish I had more support and love