Is there a word for occupying the space where normies think you're a freak and freaks think you're a normie?

shane and ilya watch how to lose a guy in ten days and ilya says “I’m surprised she did not lose him as soon as she said his first name” and shane tackles him into the couch

I adore that in the hospital Shane's heart rate goes down instead of up when he sees Ilya. I know a racing heart is common around someone you're attracted to but the lower bpm reads as him feeling so comfortable and safe that even his perpetually active sympathetic nervous system calms tf down. And this is when he's actively concussed with a broken bone btw!!! Holding Ilya's hand physically reduces Shane's stress so much his heart rate drops 20bpm and his oxygen saturation goes to 100%. That's insane. Forget whatever medications they had him on Ilya is his drug of choice for sure

ilya was cracking one of the self deprecating jokes like i’m lazy to shane and shane scrunches his face then yells out to the living room “MOM, DAD, ILYA’S PICKING ON HIMSELF AGAIN” and yuna and david fake gasps and yells back “DEFAMATION ON MY SON!” and shane grins and gives ilya a peck while ilya’s brain short circuit because apparently he was just scolded for defaming… himself?

it’s very sad but very dear to me that while ilya in the long game is very depressed and has absolutely zero self esteem and thinks of himself as the worst captain ever, in role model that is just demonstrably untrue. like. troy’s internal monologue about him is just how it’s crazy that he’s on the same team as him and that he’s so good at everything. harris is so happily confused about his antics. luca haas hero worships him. the rest of the team is obviously just incredibly fond of him. every time we catch a glimpse of him he’s being great with kids and dogs or is supporting his friends in some way. his speech and resolve is the entire motivation behind the centaurs making it to the playoffs. like! ilya rozanov i fear you will never know how loved you are

"i feel besquintled", said no one ever. because that's not a word.