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truthfully it’s been really difficult at some points being so far from my friends. when i think about my best friends my heart REALLY pulls, i wish they could be ten minutes away from me no matter where i live.

i don’t think i’ve ever felt more proud of myself though. and i’m very grateful for the life my partner and i are creating for ourselves. the world feels so much more ~explorable~ , i feel like so much more is possible here than in slc.

thank u to god and my lover and my mother

some pictures of my magic fairy home, i’m moving out sometime by the end of june (probably in 3 1/2 weeks or so) and ive lived here for the past 4 1/2 years :)

i think it’ll be a long long time til i live in a home this nice and big again, all the shrines i’ve made here through the years makes my heart warm and i yearn to tell my younger self how funny and cool i think they are (and how much better it gets).

i fell in love with my partner here & met some of my best friends here. i think the layout of this home will haunt my dreams for the rest of my life, once a month or so i dream i find a baby horse near our creek soft feet touching the water.

i hope whoever lives in my room next feels whatever magic that kept me alive and growing, feels whatever magic that kept my friends alive and growing.

i love you i love you i love you

Peter De Potter, A Spartan for a Single Bed, erotic zine, issue 3, published november 2024, limited edition

Andy Warhol (1928-1987), Airplane, 1983