I go by many names, but around here, you can just call me Ghost.
I’m a thirty-something spectral entity, former cat mom (but forever a cat enthusiast), and avid enjoyer of horror, sci-fi, fantasy, anime, and witchcraft. When I’m not lurking in the shadows (or under a cozy blanket), I dabble in photography, art, writing, gaming, or losing myself in a good book (or, let’s be honest, devouring fanfics).
I also have a habit of spiraling down research rabbit holes—whether it's ancient myths, obscure folklore, bushcraft skills, or the best way to survive a hypothetical apocalypse. And, of course, no deep dive is complete without a soundtrack of hard rock and metal playing in the background.
Other than that, my About | FAQs page holds all the answers (or at least the ones I’m willing to part with). And if curiosity still gnaws at you, my Ask Box is always open.
📌 Current Fixation: Watching various isekai anime and reading lots of books.
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one time I went over to a friend's house and their housemate was making paper in the living room, and we saw this big tub full of water they were using to dissolve old scrap paper into a slurry, and everyone was immediately like "oh, you need scrap paper?" and started turning out their jacket pockets and producing expired coupons and bus tickets and crumpled receipts and old shopping lists and whatever else they'd been carrying round with them for no good reason, and passing it all to the paper-making housemate to make sure it was suitable before it got torn up and dropped into the tub, while people took turns stirring the slurry with a big wooden stick. it was strangely ritualistic, like presenting an offering to some kind of temple elder for inspection before placing it in a watery shrine to be devoured and reformed. pulp for the pulp god.
OP: Why couldn’t traditional Chinese Yinpiao银票/silver drafts be forged if they were merely slips of paper? (cr大明宝钞,渐越)
Traditional Chinese yinpiao/silver drafts were paper vouchers issued by private banks starting from the Song Dynasty(960–1279). People could exchange these slips for physical silver at bank branches across the country.
Silver drafts were made in multiple copies with matching serrated seal edges. One copy went to the customer and others stayed at the bank. All edges had to fit perfectly together to withdraw silver. The unique split edge marks were almost impossible to copy.
This mechanism is known as qifeng骑缝 (split-joint seal) in China. It first originated in the Western Zhou Dynasty (1046–771 BC). The Rites of Zhou records that contracts were written on bamboo or wooden slips in duplicate. Notches and marks were carved in the middle before splitting the slips, with each party keeping one half. The two halves would be matched by their notches for verification.
During the Spring and Autumn and Warring States periods (770–221 BC), this idea evolved into hufu虎符/tiger tally tokens. A military tally was split into two pieces with identical inscriptions carved along the split edge. Troops could only be deployed if the patterns and characters on both halves perfectly aligned, serving as a metal version of the split-joint anti-counterfeiting system.
The technology matured in the Tang Dynasty (618–907). Government documents and private contracts commonly used split-joint seals stamped across the dividing line. The Chinese character "hetong合同" (contract) was written across the middle before the paper was torn apart, so the complete characters would only appear when the two halves were put together. This split-coupon system was later adopted for Song Dynasty (960–1279) jiaozi paper money and yinpiao/silver drafts of the Ming and Qing dynasties (1368–1912).
Official Song dynasty paper money (Jiaozi交子) was abolished in 1107. Private silver drafts issued by Qing-era piaohao票行 (ancient exchange banks) vanished completely in 1951, hit hard by modern banks and currency reforms. Nowadays silver drafts no longer circulate as currency. Their collectible value depends on their rarity and physical condition.
Split-joint seals (骑缝章qifengzhang)are still widely used on important paper documents in modern China, an anti-tampering technique passed down from ancient times. They are applied across the edge of multi-page contracts, bidding documents and official archives. If any page is removed or replaced, the broken seal pattern can prove the file has been altered.
Book Review - Cold Storage (Cold Storage #1) by David Koepp
For readers of Andy Weir and Noah Hawley comes an astonishing debut by the screenwriter of Jurassic Park: a wild and terrifying adventure about three strangers who must work together to contain a highly contagious, deadly organism.
When Pentagon bioterror operative Roberto Diaz was sent to investigate a suspected biochemical attack, he found something far worse: a highly mutative organism capable of extinction-level destruction. He contained it and buried it in cold storage deep beneath a little-used military repository.
Now, after decades of festering in a forgotten sub-basement, the specimen has found its way out and is on a lethal feeding frenzy. Only Diaz knows how to stop it.
He races across the country to help two unwitting security guards—one an ex-con, the other a single mother. Over one harrowing night, the unlikely trio must figure out how to quarantine this horror again. All they have is luck, fearlessness, and a mordant sense of humor. Will that be enough to save all of humanity?
3 stars: ⭐⭐⭐
Funny enough, while reading this I kept thinking, this sounds familiar. At first I thought maybe I'd already read it, but after looking it up I realized I was remembering the film adaptation of the same name starring Joe Keery and Liam Neeson, which I'd watched a while ago.
Having seen the film before reading the book gave me a lot more context and backstory for the characters and certain scenes. It also made me realize that some things were probably better left unexplained or unknown. For example, the film never gives us the Cordyceps-like fungus's perspective, while the book does. I'm not sure how I feel about that reveal. While it didn't necessarily make the story scarier for me, I can see how some people might find it more unsettling to learn that the fungus is sentient enough to think, adapt, and respond to its environment. Others may prefer the uncertainty of not knowing exactly what it's capable of.
I listened to the audiobook, and I thought it was decent, but not amazing. There were aspects of the film that I preferred a bit more, while the book handled other elements better. Neither version completely outshined the other for me—they each had their own strengths and weaknesses.
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Every instinct tells him to run. Every memory tells him he can’t.
Special Agent Daniel Stansfield is ready for a change. Burnt out and defeated by the job, it’s his last day with the FBI. But before he can turn in his badge, he’s summoned back to Denver, the city he ran from four years ago, with a chilling it's happening again.
Seemingly innocent people are waking up on the side of the highway, with no memory of how they got there, wearing the skin of victims they've allegedly never met. And they each share one haunting a strand of a stranger’s hair is tied around their tongue.
Now Daniel is pulled back into the gruesome cycle, and every clue leads him deeper into the shadows of his own past. He will have to confront the ghosts of his traumatic childhood and face what’s been hunting him all along— before he and the people he loves become the next victims.
Perfect for fans of The Shining and Longlegs, bestselling author CJ Leede’s Headlights is a pulse-pounding hunt across the frozen wilderness of Colorado.
3 stars: ⭐⭐⭐
Quite a slow start, which took a while to pull me in, and even then I wasn't fully hooked. At first, I thought there was going to be a paranormal element, especially with the protagonist's uncanny ability to sense when something bad is about to happen. Of course, he's in denial, but he also knows he's not entirely mentally sound due to his childhood trauma and PTSD. So you don't really know what's going on until much closer to the end.
There are also constant references to wolves in the beginning. I kept expecting all of that to build toward something significant involving them. But it doesn't. Instead, it's background information that only makes sense later when everything comes together.
That said... I definitely had a "WTF?" reaction to the romance. You'll know exactly what I mean when you get there.
I don't know how to describe this book, but it makes me think of Hannibal (the TV show) mixed with The Shining. It's got the grisly murder investigation, cannibalism, and a growing sense of madness. At times, you don't know if the protagonist is losing touch with reality or if something supernatural is actually happening.
Overall, I found it mildly interesting, but not particularly memorable. I wish it had fully hooked me, but I think part of the reason it didn't is that I just didn't care all that much about the protagonist or the other characters.
I also think listening to the audiobook helped keep my attention, so if you're finding yourself struggling to get into the book, it might be worth giving the audiobook a try instead.
Book Review - Sweet Berries (Cambric Creek, #2) by C.M. Nascosta
Grace has a job she loves, a community she adores, and plenty of friends . . . but her lack of bedroom action has left this event planner too horny to think.
When one ill-advised night at the bar leads to her giving an exhibitionistic show to an unknown presence outside her bedroom window, she thinks she’s hit a new low. When her voyeur turns out to be a nebbishly charming mothman, Grace needs to decide if she can trust her body — and her heart — with this garnet-eyed stranger before he flys out of her life for good.
Sweet Berries is a monster/human romance featuring high heat and a lot of heart, with a guaranteed HEA. It is the second book in the Cambric Creek Steamy Sweet Monster Romance series.
2.5 stars: ⭐⭐⭐
Ehhh, I’m not really sure how to rate this one. I was all in because… a Mothman romance? How could I not be intrigued? But unfortunately, this one just wasn’t for me.
My biggest issue was that I just didn’t care about the protagonist, Grace, which made it difficult for me to buy into the romance. Since I wasn’t invested in her as a character, the relationship didn’t feel as emotionally satisfying as I wanted it to. I went in hoping for more of a sugary-sweet, cute romance with a side of spice, but instead, it felt like everyone was permanently stuck in horny mode. The focus leaned much more toward smut than romance, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but it just wasn’t what I was hoping for — especially after the monster was described as being more of a timid guy.
I also think this book will appeal more to readers who aren’t bothered by the unusual anatomy, voyeuristic elements, mentions of bodily fluids, or explicit oral scenes. I don’t mind some spice or unconventional elements, but there were moments where it felt a bit too much for me.
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Book Review - Sticks and Stones (Khargals of Duras #4) by Tamsin Ley
Sticks and Stones is a a standalone novel, and the fourth story in the collaborative, multi-author, sci fi series, Khargals of Duras.
What's worse than being stalked by a gargoyle?
Falling in love with one.
Angie's made it her mission to hold onto the home that is last piece of her heritage. But when a mysterious man makes an offer on the life-sized gargoyle in her garden, she quickly discovers her property holds more than sentimental heirlooms. Beneath its stony facade hides a world where legends are more than mythology, and ancient stories have roots from beyond the stars. The stone sentinel that's guarded her family for generations is not only alive—
He's a sexy-as-hell alien who can't leave well enough alone.
Sten’s ship crashed on Earth centuries ago, and he has watched Angie's family for generations, sworn to protect his deceased friend's bloodline. He never understood what could drive a Khargal to break the Prime Directive and fall in love with a human, let alone procreate, but Angie makes Sten consider things beyond mere duty. She's resourceful, funny, and her smile is enough to melt a statue's heart.
And now she's in danger.
Unaware of her alien ancestry, Angie has no idea what's at stake. With enemies closing in, Sten is forced to break the silence he's maintained for centuries. Can he convince this stubborn human she belongs on another world? More importantly, can he convince her she belongs by his side?
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Khargals of Duras
A thousand years ago, a Khargal scouting party left Duras, only to crash on a planet called Earth.
Injured and outnumbered, the stranded Khargals hid among stone effigies and observed the slow evolution of the planet’s primitive inhabitants. With no means of returning to Duras, they watched from their shadowy perches and faded into legend, becoming the mythical gargoyles.
Until today. Long after any hope for rescue had died, the distress signal has finally been answered.
It's time to go home.
3 stars: ⭐⭐⭐
I completely forgot this was sitting on my TBR shelf until I was looking around for a quick read, and at around 177 pages, this seemed like the perfect choice. I originally added it to my list because I was on a nonhuman romance kick and saw gargoyles and immediately thought, Hell yes, sign me up.
A big part of the appeal probably comes from the fact that I can't be the only one who remembers watching the animated '90s series Gargoyles as a kid and thinking, "Oooooh, I like this," while absolutely shipping Goliath and Elisa. So naturally, the idea of a gargoyle romance was something I had to check out.
Obviously, with such a short story, you're not going to get a deep plot or a cast of fully developed characters. I knew that going in, but man... all it did was make me want to go read some Gargoyles fanfiction instead. This was nice, but it didn't quite scratch that itch.
That said, I do appreciate the author choosing something different. It was refreshing to read about gargoyles instead of the usual endless parade of werewolves, vampires, fae, demons, and blue alien warriors. XD
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