invisible.

I'm so annoyed that my face claim for one of my character's kids for my rp- turned-fic is a tr*mp supporter and I'm really tired of having to be reminded of it every time they post something on social media. Like I keep telling myself that they are a child (well teenager, but still) and they're just a product of their apparently nasty parents, but still. That kid needs to have a rude awakening and realize what he's supporting because it is not a good look.

My dog passed away, and now I have nothing. I don't know how to continue on without her. She was my everything. She was the only reason I got up in the morning. She was the only good thing left in this shitty world. And now she's gone... and I don't know how I'm supposed to keep going when all I want to do is get back to her.

I want to [redacted].

Am I procrastinating writing because it's hard or am I procrastinating because it's almost done and I don't want it to be over because then I won't have a reason to live project?

Repeatedly having to learn the hard way that no one is ever going to care about me as much as I care about them really fucking sucks.