mad

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

i wake up angry that i’m alive. i go to bed angry that i didn’t have the guts to end it

(no beers in) do you ever just feel like you’re poisonous to everyone around you?

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

It's going to sound cringy but it's getting harder to pretend being ok

i don’t feel safe telling anyone how i feel anymore because it only ever ends badly

andddd this morning i already wanna put a bullet in my fucking head

So tired of being me

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me watch every single one of my favorite people give up on me

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay

I understand suicide prevention is important, but maybe more people would open up about suicidal thoughts if it didn’t get you spoken over, called selfish, and chained up.

im really sick of wanting to die every night