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being a system is great because. well. i forgot

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I hate when people say they've been bed rotting when what they mean is sleeping all day or just relaxing. You can be in bed during the day without bedrotting, it's only bedrotting when its negatively affecting your life. If its not causijg problems with your mood, health, obligations or relationships I think you should double check if it still applies. Cuz it totally could still be bedrotting but that means it's still inherently not a good thing

Saying this as someone who bedrotted for a year with literal mold growing in my bed because none of the adults were willing to help me out. And I'm not allowed to touch the washer or dryer bc the pipes are messed up and it'll overflow the sink with raw sewerage. Like bedrotting isn't cutesie, it's gotten to the point I had pissed myself in bed as a young kid and didn't have the motivation to move or get help because I was already stuck in the unhealthy lifestyle of bedrotting. Not everyone has such severe cases but as someone who does its really just degrading to hear somebody say they've been bedrotting when they have never gone through any sort of struggles because of it.

#sysabyss #traumagenic system #actually traumagenic #tw neglect #<< implied so tagging it just in case #bed rotting #actually bedrotting #endos not for you #depression sure is a bitch huh #also to anyone disgusted by this #yeah thats the fucking point #bedrotting isnt supposed to be aesthetic or palatable its a sign of illness

kankoshi-san

Reminder to respect all trauma, even if it’s “not severe” enough in your opinion.

Me and my partner made good progress on be bettwr today

He was freaking out over past bad actions and one of our motherly type of ppl came out to try and help and be patient with him tell him is okay and he calm down and a little came out to try and help a bit and then the motherly person switches to Sal (Sally Face fictve) and also slowly pull out one of our littles qnd we had fun let eachother talk abt being actual little kids and without judge and just as kids would talk

And I think that was good good bc usually he's more cautious abt talk abt that stuff and our littles only really come out when flashbacks lately cuz before they were lovey dovey holders cuz it wasn't as ruined for them bc main trauma holder from preteen stuff tried protect them so they would be okay but so anyway we both were able open up feel safe better and go through the day without any arguing or hurt happening

My dog threw up though (she's OK we just accidentally fed pizza crust too much upset her tummy but she's better now) and we told her sorry and that she good girl cuz she was anxious she'd be in trouble for throw up all over the carpet

Sorry if this worded bad or typing error is still jist littles frotning so not great at type and words cuz no help

#tw emetophobia #tw emeto #tw vomit

interstellarsystem

We are a simple system. A guy fronts for 6 hours and leaves, and miraculously during that time, all 4 apples we owned disappeared. Something ate them, and it totally wasn't that guy. Him having "likes apples" in his SimplyPlural description has nothing to do with this event at all. Simply a coincidence.

genociderjirai

We have an alter who fronts only to stare at herself in the mirror (confidence booster) and eat everything that our ARFID can handle at the time. As soon as she's done eating or staring at the body she instantly leaves and we have to clean up the mess from our dyspraxic ass making 12 pb&j sandwiches

#sysabyss

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gracedeg

System Roles!!

Different headmates in your system might have different roles, such as:

Rat Bastard

stargazers-satellite

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

enbuggsblurr

This applies to systems too. It doesn’t matter if “you” as in the specific alter you are right now didn’t do it, you as a whole person still did it and need to apologize and take responsibility regardless.

psychotic-tbh

Stop saying…

“Psychotic/Schizophrenic” when you mean: unpredictable, unhinged, unreal, etc.

“Bipolar” when you mean: polarized, scattered, fickle, unstable, etc.

“Delusional” when you mean: unrealistic, unreasonable, close-minded, stubborn, etc.

“[insert “R” slur in relation to intellectual disabilities]” when you mean: unreasonable, unintelligent/ridiculous, immature, etc.

“OCD” when you mean: particular, neat, overbearing, etc.

“Narcissistic” when you mean selfish, abusive, manipulative, etc.

Note: I’m NOT saying that these are synonymous. This is also not an exhaustive list.

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