Habitually Lost

Hey, um, I really wanted to talk to you guys. Aww man, it was like, it's, there's no way I'm gonna be able to make this, like, not awkward, 'cause it's really awkward for me, but I wrote down a few notes, so I can at least, like, make sure I say the things that I do wanna say. First, where I've been: I've been in rehab for a few months, and, um, since then I've been, you know, back at home, whether it's in Atlanta with my family or in Los Angeles with myself, friends, and whatnot, and trying to... ground myself down to earth and get out of my head. Uh, I have a therapist now, and a psychiatrist. Which is, uh, been really helpful. When I got my bipolar disorder diagnosis I feel like I had known for, like, the past few years, but, but I didn't want to admit to it 'cause I didn't want to have to... take medication and, and uh, I don't know, have people think, think different of me. I mean, I'm already, like, Black and gay. Like, damn, God, give me, like- Give me, like- Come on, Black, gay, bipolar, like, I'm, like, living life on, like, extreme hard mode. Um, yeah. But on a serious note, like, I'm doing much better. I'm doing better, I'm feeling better, I'm creating freely, and there's less, um, fear in my heart and I'm just, like, smelling the roses. I'm smelling the roses, man, it's been seven years. I've been doing music for seven years now. That's crazy. Um. Oh yeah, speaking of music, I want to let you guys know that there is new music on the way. Um, and I'm not getting completely to that just yet, but I'm excited to do that, and... And I'm excited to go on this journey with you guys. This next chapter. Shit, Montourage, like... We, we've been through so much together, like, thank you guys for holding me down and... I love you... and all I wanna do is continue to try and make you proud and make myself proud. So, let's go dreamboy, let's go.

—Did you know that Juneteenth is also celebrated in a part of Mexico? Nacimiento Mexico was once home to thousands who escaped slavery in the US. As many as 10,000 slaves followed a clandestine Southern Underground Railroad to Mexico. —To date, many Black Mexicans from the Texas area retrace a portion of the same route their African American ancestors followed in 1850 when they escaped slavery. —Descendants of slaves who escaped across the southern border observe Texas’s emancipation holiday with their own unique traditions in the village of Nacimiento. —Slave hunters would patrol the southern border for escapees, led by the Texas Rangers but the Mexican army would be there waiting for them (the slave hunters) to turn them away.

1960s: "The Psychic Planet"

1970s (Pertwee): "The Atomic Wyrms"

1970s (Baker): "Dark Matter of Doom"

1980s: "Pazodius"

1990s (VNAs): "The Gravigoth Trilogy: Ruinous Paths"

1990s (EDAs): "Sunday in the Park With The Avignon Papacy"

2000s (Big Finish): "The Boiling Eye"

2000s (RTD): "Destiny of the Ultimate"

2010s (Moffat): "The Little Doctor Who Lived Down The TARDIS"

2010s (Big Finish): "The Revenge of Pazodius"

2010s (Chibnall): "Birthright of the Zatz-Kyzzyx"