Iâll have to make a pinned intro post later but just so weâre clear- this is a trans friendly blog!! I am literally all for healthy disagreement and have little interest in surrounding myself in an echo chamber but just not on this one!!! Terfs pls just scroll along I am not interested <3
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watching psych. and lassiter is fishing with his dad. you KNOW lassie is pining for shawn and his dad is just listening in disbelief. the way they look at each other?? itâs all there i promise
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Re-reading boyfriend material by Alexis hall- because Iâm on a fluffy British romance kick or whatever, sue me- and if youâre not familiar, it follows a guy whoâs father abandoned him at age 3 who comes back when heâs 28 to tell the main character heâs got cancer and wants to make amends.
I conveniently forgot about that part, because the first time I read it was before my father who abandoned me as a toddler came back into my life trying to make amends, and I made the choice (not so much a choice- he lived a state over and I had a sick toddler to take care of. not that I fought too hard to make it work) to let him die without meeting me. A bit more of a difficult read thus time around.
I love Rocktiz, but I can't draw him with human Grace because I'm just too attached to the interspecie bond between Grace and Rocky. It's the soul of the movie and its so beautiful.
The human Rocky AU and eridian Grace AU down there, since i really liked the linearts its a shame they're so hidden
Look Iâm white so take what I say with a grain of salt, but from everything Iâve seen of Psych so far, I love that Gus isnt Shawnâs black best friend. Heâs Shawnâs best friend who is also black. A show genuinely can become so boring by playing out tropes. While a show like this could easily make Gus the black best friend trope, he is just Shawnâs best friend. Especially for a show made in the 2000âs itâs such a refresh. Heâs Shawnâs best friend first and the quirky guy second, it never feels like his quirky bits get in the way of being a guy. And thatâs it is they treat him like a person not just some side character to be put in for laughs. I know I donât talk about him a lot on this blog but I adore Gus and itâs not hard to say at all that Psych wouldnât be psych without Gus.
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Every time I see a trailer for Wildwood- the newest Laika stop motion film- I CRY. The world has become saturated with so much fucking garbage, be it ai fruit love island with ten million likes or insincere fake Reddit posts read by a robot so people on tik tok can rage against archetypical social villains THAT ARE NOT FUCKING REAL or cheap shitty cgi models of cartoon characters dropped into stores with no soul and
Wildwood is so real. Prue has small eyes and messy hair and lines on her face. Every character looks wholly and completely different because they built this movie from the ground up, they lovingly painted and maneuvered each face and every articulation and it has so much goddamn soul, so much human in it.
Anyway I better see all of you in the theater when wildwood drops, and go read Piranesi by Susanna Clarke while youâre at it so youâre ready for the next one.
Toddler has been watching so much Frozen that Iâm actually toying with the idea of a fan fic. I think Iâve really hit the threshold of toddler parent fatigue when Iâm like, âyou know what? letâs unpack Elsaâs daddy issues a little further huh?â
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shassie but in the sense that shawn goes after lassie in season one because he's still in his self-destructive era and thinks lassie's going to treat him like shit; something he both needs (because if he knows the outcome of the relationship, then technically HE'S the one in control) and craves (hello daddy issues)
and then shawn having no idea what to do when lassie is actually a pretty good boyfriend. he's not perfect of course but he genuinely loves and cares for him and shawn starts buffering because this isn't how it was supposed to go
anyway alexa play townie by mitski and nauseous by conan gray
The Significance of Transport in Psych (The Pilot Episode)
(hi! doing a LONG and i mean LONG post here discussing mostly Shawn's motorcycle vs driving the blueberry and what that means for the characters. hopefully some of it makes sense and im not stating the obvious hgshds)
In the beginning of the pilot episode of Psych, Shawn arrives on his motorcycle to SBPD in order to collect the check for the crime he solved. At this point, it serves to show that Shawn Spencer is The Cool Guy (ŃĐź) with his Cool Leather Jacket and his Cool Motorcycle, he's charismatic and has no trouble with women. Notably, James Roday Rodriguez didnât want to ride the motorbike, although for the show he was offered lessons (as stated on The Psychologist Are In podcast in their first episode with JRR), so because of that fact alone The Cool Guy image, that the writers initially had in mind, transforms ( later in the series they even make a reference to it â Shawn saying âHave you ever seen me actually ride it?â).
The second vehicle we see in the show is the famous Blueberry â just a nameless company car for now, but it already reveals more about the characters. Gus drives a company car, has a job, wears a full-on suit, and heâs presented as a contrast to Shawn, who drives a motorcycle, canât or wonât hold down a job and doesnât need to dress formally. And yet, they are friends, Shawn is perfectly comfortable in the passenger seat of Gusâ car, thatâs his place, next to Gus.
And then, when the case they're investigating becomes too much, Gus drives away and leaves his best friend stranded to investigate alone. Because Gus is done with Shawnâs antics and heâs his own person and can do whatever he wants.
A scene later, Shawn breaking into Gus' house and convincing him to help him again, the bond between Shawn and Gus re-establishes, when Shawn says âLetâs go, Iâm driving, where are your keys? Nevermind, I got them!â.
Gus driving away in his car and leaving Shawn proved that he has autonomy, now that scene shows how close Gus allowed Shawn to get to him, how much Shawn is ingrained into his life and how much he trusts Shawn. Indeed, in the next scene, Shawn is behind the wheel. It also demonstrates that they are equals â both of them can be in the driverâs seat despite the fact that the car belongs to Gus, Gus trusts Shawn enough with the car despite Shawn being portrayed as very much not the most responsible person, especially compared to Gus.
Third transport Shawn is seen in is the police car, Lassiter is behind the wheel, Lucinda Barry and he are driving both Shawn and Gus to the crime scene. Shawn is backseating Lassiter and telling him where to drive, Gus supplies the correct details, and this is pretty much the dynamic of the show in a nutshell. Lassiter is seemingly in charge, but he has to rely on Shawn to direct him, and Shawn has to rely on Gus to keep him on track.
Lassiter also provides the means to support Shawnâs antics â the car, same as Gus, but heâs also the one whoâs able to execute Shawnâs plans, he has the power, the authority that comes with being the head detective that Shawn doesnât have. And Shawn doesnât need to have it because Lassiter has it, and Shawn has Lassiter. Much like at this point Shawn doesnât need a car â Gus has a car, and Shawn has Gus.Â
Later in the episode,Shawn drives to Henry on the motorcycle. Instead of inviting Shawn in, Henry says : "I was on my way out to lunch. You can come with me, if you don't bring this thing [the motorcycle]â. The motorcycle is Shawnâs means of being independent and showing that independence, the way Shawn lives his life is tied to it. Henry disregards that, he judges Shawnâs way of living, while Shawn is with his father he has to play by his fatherâs rules, thus, leaving the bike. Henry sees the fact that Shawn drives the motorcycle as a sign of his immaturity, in his eyes, a person who drives a motorcycle is not a reliable person, and that defies everything Henry thought his son should be. So, the fourth venicle Shawn gets into on screen is Henryâs truck.Â
The âcompany carâ is mentioned once again when Shawn tells Gus he needs to tail someone and he canât use his motorcycle, since itâs not very âstealth-likeâ. This could be an example of how Shawnâs life is changing. In this instance the motorcycle becomes impractical, unusable for Shawnâs purposes, for his new job as a "psychic" consultant. That scene results in Shawn on the passenger seat, yet directing Gus where to turn. When Shawn and Gus sit in the car, Shawn uses his binoculars and says to Gus that they need to stop on their way back and buy new ones. Guster replies âWhy donât you just take your big loud motorcycle?â. And one hand, itâs Gus bantering with Shawn, making a callback to their earlier conversation, but it also serves to show that Shawn needs Gus. For the job, for the car, but most importantly, because Gus is his best friend. So by asking Gus for the car he includes him in his life, which is especially important because Shawn has been gone for so long. Gusâ feelings towards the motorcycle, similar to Henry, might also be negative. He may not judge Shawn and critique him as much as Henry does, but in my opinion, Gus might very well despise the motorcycle because itâs what allowed Shawn to get away, what allowed Shawn to leave him. And as long as Shawn has his motorcycle, whoâs to guarantee he wonât leave again? And so he's taunting Shawn, reminding him that they need each other (subconsciously, at least, in my interpretation).
From this perspective, a scene later, Shawn trying to steal the bag from Katarina McCallum, becomes more than just comedic. Shawn gets out of the car to get the bag, then with it runs back to the Blueberry â but thereâs no-one in the driverâs seat, Gus and he collide. This exchange happens:
Shawn: You were supposed to stay in the car!
Gus: You didnât tell me!
So, to break it down: Shawn runs off somewhere without telling Gus, which is a very in-character thing of him to do. Now, keeping in mind the fact that Shawn left Santa Barbara for several years, Gusâ reaction is very interesting. He is shown as the most responsible, sensible person of the duo, and yet he leaves the car, blindly following Shawn to help him. Gus has been abandoned before and heâs not getting left behind this time. Unfortunately for them, it ends badly: Katarina catches up to them while theyâre stumbling and the smooth escape becomes impossible.
To summarize: firstly, Shawn needs to work on his communication skills, secondly, Shawnâs and Gusâ dynamic works better when on of them â primarily Gus â stays on the ground. In this instance, Shawn doesnât need someone who follows him, he needs someone he can come back to. And he will come back, but Gus has to wait and let Shawn do it on his own.Â
And building from that context, in the next scene Shawn stays in the car while Gus goes to retrieve the bag. He shows Gus that heâs here, heâs back.
Until he leaves the car. Without telling Gus. Because Gus was a decoy. And yet, it works â the scene ends with Shawn jumping in the car head first while Gus is hurriedly driving away and making their escape, because ultimately, Gus always has Shawnâs back.Â
Almost at the end of the episode, Lassiter tries to force Shawn in the police car. That scene is also very telling for both of their characters â Lassiter trying to control Shawn, to make him play by the rules, because thatâs how Lassiter lives. But Shawn stays unchanged, Lassiterâs attempts practically donât affect him. Shawn stays a âfree spiritâ, he doesnât let people contain him. The struggle between Lassiter and Shawn is, no doubt, extremely physical, but it also shows their dynamic on several other layers.
The scene ends with both Shawn and Gus leaning against the police car. The door through which Lassiter attempted to shove Shawn stays open.Â
Now, the pilot episode started with Shawn riding the motorcycle. It ended with Shawn and Gus, together, in the Blueberry, Shawn behind the wheel.Â
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also, some statistics:
the blueberry is seen on 5 separate occasions, Gus and Shawn always together in it
the motorcycle â 2 times
the police car â 2 times, Lassie&Lucinda&Shawn&Gus and Lasiter trying to shove Shawn in the car
Henry's truck â 2 times, we don't see Shawn drive with him, in the end of the episode Henry also drives alone (with the newspaper that has an article about Shawn)
which again, proves how important Shawn&Gus is :")
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