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It took them a second, to process what was happeningânot because they didnât recognize Griffith, they did, just⌠there was a way in which seeing a familiar face in an unfamiliar setting rendered the entire experience unfamiliar, everything just out of joint, as if Afric had gone and moved all their furniture an inch to the left, or like seeing their primary school teacher at the shops. It had never occurred to them, in some strange way, that Griffith existed outside the university library. That he didnât just⌠cease to be when Cian wasnât there, watching him exist.Â
But there he was, at the front door to Cianâs apartment, and Cian had answered it, barefoot, messy-haired, in pajama pants and an oversized jumper, still half-bleary with some mix of hangover and sleep. And they had invited him in with a little yeah, Griff, course, before fully processing that he was there, their mind only clicking into place as he crossed the threshold into the apartment.
The apartment which was, all things considered, a fucking mess. Theyâd spent yesterday working on the floor by the couch, their papers and books spread out across the coffee table, six or seven different half-empty stained mugs of cold tea and a few crisp bags scattered there. Their room was worse, they knew, hadnât been cleaned in weeks, clothes on the floor, some theirs and some not, but they had mercifully thought to close the door on their way out, the only thing to assuage their momentary panic at worrying if Griffithâkind Griffith, put-together Griffith, who always looked about three hours more well-rested than Cian did and usually had homemade baked goodsâwould judge them for the absolute mess their life had very recently and very suddenly become.
   âSorry, er⌠forâŚâ they started, and then gestured around, leaving the mess unsaid. âHere, let me justââ
They shifted into motion, shoving the chip bags into the most empty of the mugs, picking up a few mugs at a time to get them off the floor and table and hopefully into the sink, though there were enough dishes in the sink that that probably wouldnât really solve the mess problem all that much.
   âRight, ahâ Hi. Hello. Clearly I wasnât expecting company, but⌠itâs good. To see you, I mean. Are those lemon bars?â
Griffith bit back a grin, not sure how theyâd take it, but he couldnât help his own flare of amusement when Cian opened the door and presented him with their just-out-of-bed look - soft, scruffy and eyes unfocused - clearly a touch out-of-sorts as they invited Griffith into their apartment.Â
Griffith tried not to wince the moment he stepped across the threshold - so, there was a place that could be even messier than Zionâs - but unlike his slob of a best friend, there was an organized chaos to Cianâs apartment. Haphazard stacks of books, an assortment of papers scattered about with empty mugs of what was probably coffee placed strategically in easy-to-reach locations. Something that resembled Griffithâs own desk after a grueling final - a fact he told himself repeatedly, like a mantra, as his own fingers twitched with the need to pick up and clean. He was already enough of a nutcase after all for coming to visit unannounced.Â
âNo need to apologize, I didnât give any prior notice, after all.â Griffithâs words were strangely formal, as if he was suddenly just realizing how awkward it was for him just to come to their door with a plate of baked goods in one hand and not well-thought out but good enough intentions in the other.Â
âHere-â Unable to suppress the urge any longer, Griffith easily manoeuvred the precariously balanced mugs from Cianâs arms into his own, replacing them with his cling film wrapped plate of goodies. â-as an apology for coming over without asking first, Iâll help you clean up.âÂ


















