i can be needy;

“shit.” brooklyn let out a deep sigh, averting her eyes to the bedspread. she had known the moment cynthia had begun to speak that this was where the conversation was about to go. “can we not do this right now?” brooklyn hated hooking up with friends for this exact reason. things got weird, people’s feelings got involved, and people always got hurt. brooklyn had lost enough people in her life, she didn’t want this situation be the reason she lost cynthia too. “do you seriously want to stop,” she finally asked her gaze moving back up to meet her friends. she wasn’t trying to label things, but she also didn’t want to stop. “why does everything need a label. it’s us. we are having a good time. labels complicate shit.”

“are we doing this again,” kayleigh questioned as she took him in fully. things had started out complicated. i mean he was ryan’s teacher. she was going to keep it strictly friendly, but then one night it got a little too friendly. kayleigh would have been lying if she said she didn’t want it to happen. except now things had become even more confusing. they were definitely more than friends, but what exactly were they? and every time they tried to talk about what was happening between them, the conversation would quickly dissolve as their lips met. “ryan’s in the other room sleep, so i’m not sure we should be doing...whatever this is going to turn out to be,” she said crossing her arms against her chest.

“but --,” she let the words fall short as she met the other’s gaze. they had been avoiding this conversation for so long. well addi hadn’t been avoiding it persay, but when her best friend started to kiss her...things got a bit f u z z y. addi bit her lip, willing herself to put space between them. “we can’t just make out every time i try to talk to you about this. we have definitely crossed the lines here. we can’t just say that we are best friends anymore,” she said softly a small pout on her lips. the worse part of it all though was as much as she wanted to have this conversation, she also wanted to feel the other’s lips against her own again. 

apparently highly difficult. also funny because said person who was all upset that my rules page wasn’t accessible didn’t even read it.

thank you love! i went to double check the link because i was so confused. I don’t understand the pettiness tbh.

i actually have my mobile navi with MY rules and all my pages in my description because i want to make sure my links are accessible to everyone including those who are on a computer or mobile. however if someone would like it in a post i would definitely make it available. i just am someone who likes to have a clear understanding of what someone is looking for before i interact and i’m not gonna apologize for that. also if you have a problem with my posts you can easily message me and we can talk off anon. 

if i can’t find your rules page 9 times out of 10 i won’t interact. 

“what exactly did you want me to say,” she asked turning away from her girlfriend. the two had been dating in secret for so long it was sometimes hard to know what to say to others when her lack of relationship came up. “they didn’t mean anything about it, they were trying to help. i’ve tried to get out of it, but they won’t take no for an answer.” ava sat down on the couch looking up at belinda as she tilted her head to the side. “are you really mad at me? it’s not like i planned this.”