私の世界は孤独です

Despite Matt being in a half daze, he heard every words, he just didn't know exactly how to respond to what he heard. Sure, he really fucking cared about the dumb blond, but he didn't have the capacity to admit it to himself or Mello. Practically being yanked down, the red head fell into the bed quite easily when tugged on, trying to keep his head straight he pushed the blond down as well. "Go to sleep then Mellz..." he spoke half awake himself.

He didn't know how to feel anymore, he wanted to scream, no, yell at the blond for even thinking about leaving in the first place. Matt just couldn't bring himself to yell at someone so injured no matter how angry and intoxicated he was, "Ju-just stay still..." The red head sighed, finishing wrapping the gauze around the boy's head. "Ya gotta be more careful Mellz, I can't always be 'round to help ya."

It was becoming hard to hold back his true feelings, hold back the reason he was so wasted that night.

“I can’t walk on my own. It’s really hard Matt.” Shakily he reached back out to him, scared of falling again. “I don’t feel well. I feel funny. Matt? Matt I’m scared.” He was trying so hard to find the right words, failing and almost on the border of saying things that would make no sense.

"Ya should just be glad I'm here for ya," He spoke in the best way he could, but it all still came out in a huge slur.

He finally made it back, slamming the door open as he stumbled in. He still hadn’t gotten closer to being over whatever he’d been drugged with. “Matt? Matt where the hell are you?” He rubbed the back of his head, flinching as it stung and feeling almost dizzy as he pulled back a red hand. Dizzier. He closed the door, stumbling his way very loudly toward Matt’s room. He wasn’t very far outside the door when he fell, unconscious for a few moments. He tried pulling himself up, leaning on Matt’s door frame. “M-matt?” He moved too quickly, his vision going dark as his head forced him back down on his knees. How long had he been out and what had they done?

The small noise going completely past him until he finally heard his name right next to his door. Jumping up, he toppled the bottle onto the floor as it rolled out of his lap quickly, stumbling to the door he threw it open to see an injured blond at his feet. Many emotions flooded his mind, he was still extremely angry at his blond friend but seeing him like this struck an entirely different feeling. Dropping to his knees, he put his hand on Mello's shoulder, "Mellz! Mellz what happened!?"

Mello thwacks his forehead and kisses him, and Matt can barely make out the “Yes, I’ll marry you, you absolute idiot” before he lets out a whoop and tackle-hugs Mello so hard that they both fall over in the middle of the park.

I wonder what he had to say after Mello came back, bloody and burned.

📚 Studying in the library ✏️ Going to a new class 🔬 Working in the science lab 💯 Getting a good grade on an assignment ❌ Failing an exam 🍑 Eating lunch outside on a nice day 📝 Hearing gossip about a new student 📖 Daydreaming during a lecture 💁 Being called to the Principle’s office 🎨 Taking an art class 🎊 Graduation ceremony 📱 Getting caught texting in class 📎 A classmate asking to borrow something 📌 Getting randomly called on and not knowing the answer ✂️ Stage fright while giving a presentation 

xiv-xion and light-me-up-matt are too cute! I could watch they’re bickering all day!