Nicholas, reblog pls!!

But I can’t do that. Because it’s unproductive. So instead of doing that I’m just going to make a big ass rant and spew out all of my thoughts and feelings about the situation.

So I’ve been in the mytc since like the beginning of the DSMP and have been through this kind of situation multiple times but it’s like the time with Wilbur.

When Wilbur was still a content creator I used to adore him. He was my comfort streamer and I would watch most of if not all of his streams and videos and listen to all of his music. But when it was revealed he was an abuser it absolutely devastated me. I went into a major depression and had multiple panic attacks and mental breakdowns before I finally got help.

And for some time I didn’t even try to trust any of the content creators I watched, including people who have literally changed my life (the life seires people)

Then I found avid and I thought I finally found a good person to connect with again. I thought it was a safe space to talk and be honest and be yourself. I acted the same way I did with Wilbur. I gave them so much time and attention and support and now I have nothing to give all that time to.

I listen to all of their music. I watched all of their streams. I watched all of theirs videos. I almost bought merch. And now it’s just gone.

I honestly don’t really know how to describe how much this hurts. I thought I finally had a chance to be able to trust mytc creators and it was a giant fucking slap in the face.

I’m going to go on a hiatus from posting and writing my fic to not stress myself out and spiral again.

My support goes out to the community and the victims of these two horrible god damn people.

Stay safe and never let those people make you stop loving what you watch.

- Legundo: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791831237>

- Rubyco_: [VOD was not saved]

- AcornBandit: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791883606>

- NatureofGaming: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791894832>

- Anathra: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791913954>

- Devonsdesk: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791936368> (More detailed "talk" video will come later after SBK finale goes live)

- Doovid: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791976444>

- VikingPilot: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2792016412>

- SadMilkMan: <https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2792017543>