Zap XD

He rebranded his youtube channel to Delta Archives

He pretended to delete his discord account.

(what an actual deleted account looks like)

making this a tag game bc why not

yessss tag gameeee we bringing the WHOE SQUAD

mmmm lilac, azure (art), and orchid I think!!!!

okay time for tags!!!! please feel free to ignore!!!!

Azure (fic), tangerine, breeze, and lilac <3

Meli ( @melilotusclover) you are probably tangerine, azure, viridian, lilac, and merlot! :3

But second off.

WHAT THE ACTUAL KENTUCKY FRIED FUCK?

For those that don’t know this was a card that acid gave Scott for his birthday, AFTER SCOTT HAD TOLD AVID HE WAS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THEM FLIRTING WITH HIM.

Also you should be doing this anyway because HE HAS A BOYFRIEND. (Cam isn’t even putting out a statement about his experience with those two, I actually feel so bad for him and hope he can take the time he needs to heal. Same for Scott.)

Then avid spun the narrative to say that Scott was some evil mastermind that they couldn’t say no to.(whilst having an ENTIRE FULL ASS DOCUMENT TO DESTROY HIS LIFE) and then giving him that.

Genuinely disgusting.

(I always put this but, just because the cc! Is a bad person doesn’t mean you can’t like the character they played. Don’t let drama stop you from loving what you love)

The reason why Scott showed the card was to show that he didn't force that aspect into their dynamic (which Avid accused him of) and that Avid was a very active participant in the flirting (they went out of their way to get a card separate from Marm for Scott).

I hope they get help. Not for their sake but for the people who still have to be around them.

Avid is a horrible fucking person and I can’t even begin to describe the disgust I feel knowing he spread rumors about someone ra*ping someone else. (As a person who had that same rumor spread about them.)

Like I said I’m going to take a break from content. The next time you will see me is probably when I post the next chapter of my fic.

Don’t let people affect what you enjoy. Stay safe.

But I can’t do that. Because it’s unproductive. So instead of doing that I’m just going to make a big ass rant and spew out all of my thoughts and feelings about the situation.

So I’ve been in the mytc since like the beginning of the DSMP and have been through this kind of situation multiple times but it’s like the time with Wilbur.

When Wilbur was still a content creator I used to adore him. He was my comfort streamer and I would watch most of if not all of his streams and videos and listen to all of his music. But when it was revealed he was an abuser it absolutely devastated me. I went into a major depression and had multiple panic attacks and mental breakdowns before I finally got help.

And for some time I didn’t even try to trust any of the content creators I watched, including people who have literally changed my life (the life seires people)

Then I found avid and I thought I finally found a good person to connect with again. I thought it was a safe space to talk and be honest and be yourself. I acted the same way I did with Wilbur. I gave them so much time and attention and support and now I have nothing to give all that time to.

I listen to all of their music. I watched all of their streams. I watched all of theirs videos. I almost bought merch. And now it’s just gone.

I honestly don’t really know how to describe how much this hurts. I thought I finally had a chance to be able to trust mytc creators and it was a giant fucking slap in the face.

I’m going to go on a hiatus from posting and writing my fic to not stress myself out and spiral again.

My support goes out to the community and the victims of these two horrible god damn people.

Stay safe and never let those people make you stop loving what you watch.

Now. I saw a creator ( @hopehagia ) talk about the avid and marm situation. And I agree 100%. They were trying to start a cult. The way they painted themselves as the only safe people and forced some people to not talk to anyone else in the creator circle.

Making a hierarchy of people (councils and not) and isolating and excommunicating former members (legs and cam) and making the nebula system. There is also the fact they were trying to control some of the young members of the sever. And threatening some of the older members. They were trying to make a following.

Hell if twitch con didn’t happen it might have worked.

Having your trust broken like that, after finally letting yourself believe you’d found something safe again, is incredibly painful. It makes sense that this feels like more than just disappointment. Losing something you invested so much time, comfort, and care into is a real loss, and it’s okay to grieve that.

I also wanted to say that choosing to step back and take a hiatus sounds like a really healthy decision. Protecting your mental health isn’t weakness or giving up; it’s you taking care of yourself after being hurt. Nothing you love or create is gone forever just because you need space right now.

Even through all this pain, the way you still centered the victims and the community really stood out to me. That says a lot about who you are. What these creators did doesn’t take away your capacity to love stories, creators, or communities, it just means it might take time before that feels safe again.

You don’t owe anyone strength or productivity right now. Please be gentle with yourself. You’re not alone in this, even if it feels that way.

I don’t know how to start wording this but…

I don’t think I’ve ever had a person understand me more than this.

And honestly, I’ve just been reading this over and over again trying to not cry because of how kind you have been.

It didn’t feel right to make the situation seen less bad for the creators because genuinely it was so much worse for them. I only watched legs vod because if I watched another one I would have had a panic attack. And just the stuff in there was enough to almost make me throw up.

Of course it affects me, but it affected so many more people so much worse.

However the thing that happened with Wilbur is happening again so I have scheduled a meeting with my doctor to get me some stronger medication.

And I just want to say thank you for all of the support I have been given for the past 72 hours.

I lost both my safe places (avid and my best friend) and I honestly didn’t know what to do with myself. So I decided to just write. And I received. I’ve received so many messages. And I think communication has genuinely saved me

So thank you. For reaching out. And for showing support. To the victims. To the community. And to me. Thank you.