Helly-poison❤️

|| I'm an artist, and I'm very much into MCYT ||

This blog is mostly SFW, but still can contain some slightly suggestive matirials, depictions of violence and so on. Be aware.

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|| MCYT media I enjoy_ed || aka I probably drew some fanart for those

Vampires smp • The Flight smp • Bannerfall smp • Footage from an afterlife • SFAWTDE • Whitepine • (to be continued) (big POW fan as you can see)

|| Tag list ||

You see, I don't use any special fandoms/characters tags. You can always find my stuff using normal tags like #vsmp for Vampires fanart and other content. Still...

#my art • what it says

#helly talks • longreads, walls of text, everything like that

#helly answers • short answers on things ppl sending me in the ask box

#nothing burger post or #personal • occasional vent posts or just something that I don't know how else to label, or general personal stuff, like how my day went and other things like that.

#(Louis) can also be paired with #talks or #answers • now, this is a special one. Im discovering my plurality only now and I need space to talk about it, reflect on my experience, share my thoughts, see what works for me and what doesn't, etc. If any of my posts are tagged as (Louis) pls call me Louis in the comment section, not Helly! Also, use he/they/it pronouns, not she.

BTW I'm AU Louis, not canon, so don't be surprised If I behave differently from what you'd expect.

*If post not tagged as (Louis) it means Helly made it.

|| Art boundaries ||

• do not use anything for commercial purposes.

• don't feed anything to AI.

• pfp/banners/edits/voiceovers OKEY with credit.

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Fell free to ask me anything anytime or dm! I won't bite :³

SONA REF UNDER THE CUT!!

(also, dude, you mentioned the thing abt the parasol and now he wants one. sighhhhh)

(we also have a slight annoyance /silly towards our sg. i think it's natural, tbh. /sillyyy)

I (or any of headmates) didn't even come up with that detail (the parasol), we just saw Lifeseries vamp Scott art holding one, and mine... I simply got informed he have a parasol now, too. Cool. And now I'm infecting other folk's alters with this idea, it seems xD Can I count that as an achievement?

Always in the background. The thing is, we never got any memories from him and he never needs to be in front. That's why for months I thought of him as my comfort character with whom I just talk sometimes, and sometimes he also has his own opinion on things, his own... personality bleeding in the way he talks with me. So what, I guess I just made it all up.

WELL, now I don't think so. But don't rush to say hi to him, because, I tell you, he's never here, he doesn't take any responsibility for our body or our mind. He's just like a cheerleader for me and Helly while we're actively playing football. But he's also here for his own amusement, to like... comment on our actions, tease us, most of the time, especially if we're struggling (we both "hate" him for that).

On the other hand, he's pretty chill, calm, so he's not a problem at all.

And in true Scott Goldsmith fashion, he never seems wanting to work (front) 🤌

Oh well... whatever.

This is all just to make a note that I need to draw not just myself (Louis), but Scott too, and give him a cute parasol.

Family dinner🍴

Fruit juices, like grapes, are a bit on the nose but definitely work. Cherry, pomegranate, cranberry, and beetroot drinks are also good it you want to switch it up with flavors that are more sour or tart. You can also use things like beetroot as a natural dye to make other drinks, foods, and such red (minecraft being irl accurate)

Shirley Temple's are great if you want something sweet and fizzy.

I enjoy ciders in the fall time, there is both alcoholic and non-alcoholic versions.

Drinking them in a fancy glass completes the experience

OHHH wait, all of these options are so good! Thanks for the suggestion. (Pomegranate juice🤤 ... I love it, by the way, but it's a shame that even a small bottle is quite expensive.)

Oh, and I think I need something specifically more sour, like wine; any red liquid won't do. Although, it will be interesting to experiment in the kitchen and add beetroot juice to different dishes to change their color.

...I definitely like anything red. Two days ago, I made a currant pie, and I love the rich red color of those berries after baking. It looked so good!!

Okay, anyway, I'll consider alternative options.

So I added Starbells to the residents✨

(I actually drew this some time ago, but forgot. having alters does funny things to your memory)

I'm using a separate tag for this, and I probably won't leave it in a pinned post. Because it's... more of a personal thing, I guess.

I'm also thinking about starting a separate blog for myself, but then... I have trouble maintaining multiple blogs; I keep forgetting. I don't want to take up Helly's space, but I have a feeling it'll be pointless. I'll forget, or I'll become too lazy to update it.

So, for now, I'll do everything in this blog. I apologize if this is annoying, I just really can't handle maintaining multiple spaces.

I really want to lay my hands on a bottle and drink some. But I'm not sure our body can handle it, because in the past... Helly had really bad poisoning and the smell alone used to make it sick. Things better now, but I'm still not sure.

But my desire is so strong. Okay, we'll see.

Also... lettuce. I constantly crave lettuce leaves, so there's a lot of them in our systems right now, ummm... I don't know. Helly ate vegetables a lot before me, but I crave them even more. So it's... interesting.