Dying of love but it's okay (16386 words) by prufrocks
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Dustin Henderson, Robin Buckley
Summary:
âBut this,â Steve says, waving his hands between the two of them, âthis is a one-time thing.â
Steve could swear he sees a flash of hurt across Eddieâs face, but itâs gone before he can be sure.
âAlright,â Eddie says.
âNot because youâre a dude.â Steve needs to make that clear. âJust so you know. Itâs entirely because itâs you, because youâre so fucking annoying.â
âYeah, yeah, sure,â Eddie says, and at least heâs smiling now.
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They argue. They hook up. They promise never to do it again. The cycle repeats, until it doesn't.
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Card: 1990s | Prompt: Spice Girls | Song: Wannabe | Word Count: 1990 | Rating: T | POV: Steve | Relationships: Steve & Corroded Coffin, Steddie | CW: Drug Use (Weed) | Tags: Canon Divergence, Pre-Season 4 | Read on ao3
for @corrodedcoffinfest
Steve loves Eddie. Sometimes he can't quite believe that they're together. It took him a month to ask Eddie out and they almost didn't go on a date because Eddie just stared at him for a minute before he blurted out yes. Eddie's been a great boyfriend, but there's one thing Steve has struggled with.
Corroded Coffin.
Steve knows how important Eddie's bandmates are to him. That's one of the first things he brought up on their first date. Eddie talked about them becoming friends, Gareth joining the band, and how they hope someday they can make it out of Hawkins. Steve knows how important friends are. Realizing that your friends are assholes who you don't want to be around gives a person a greater appreciation of making friends. Which is why for the past month he's been worried about what he'll say to them.
He's seen them a couple of times when he drops the kids off for Hellfire and given a head nod and 'hey' after attending one of their gigs. But he's never had a full-fledged conversation with any of them. Gareth, at least makes sense, he was a baby freshman when Steve was a senior. Jeff and Les were only a grade behind so he must of had at least one class with them.
Eddie told him he had nothing to worry about. The guys were sure to love him because Eddie loved him. It's a sweet sentiment, but not something that Steve is going to keep his hopes up about it. He's decided that he'll get to know each of them one on one. Surely, then they'll see that he's a good boyfriend and perfect for Eddie.
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Steve decides to call Jeff first. He seems to be the most open to Steve hanging out with them.
"Hello?"
"Hey, is this Jeff? It's Steve."
"Uh, Steve? Eddie isn't here," Jeff replies.
"I know," Steve bounces his knee. "I thought we could hang out sometime. I want to get to know you better."
"Really?" Jeff's confusion comes across clearly and part of Steve is kicking himself for not having the conversation in person.
"Yeah. You can come over to my house or I can go to yours. Or, we can go somewhere else?" He sounds desperate and in a way he is. He wants to be a good boyfriend, damnit.
"You can probably come over to my house. Does Saturday at two work?"
Steve lets out a heavy exhale. "Sure. I'll see you then."
Steve is anxious when he gets to Jeff's house. The front lawn has roses bushes under the windows and there's an abandoned trike and bike. When Jeff answers the door, he hears little kid screams.
"Don't worry that's just my siblings." He nods towards the back of the house. "They've been competitive shits all day and I need a break from being referee."
Jeff guides him to the garage, where amongst all the outdoor toys, folding chairs, and a space where presumably a car would go, is a small card table with paints, a magnify glass on a stand, lamp, and little pieces, that upon further inspection, might be people.
Steve sits down on one of the metal folding chairs. "What's this?"
Jeff sits down and begins pouring some paint into a little palette. "You've seen our game table when you pick up Dustin, Lucas, and Mike right?"
Steve nods.
"These are mini figs. They're the characters and creatures that we use to represent us."
"Why do you have to paint them?"
Jeff picks one up and hands it to Steve. It's a man wielding a hammer.Â
"You can buy them pre-done, but people like to customize. It makes character design more fun."
"Do you paint all of them for Hellfire?"
Jeff shakes his head. "Nah, Eddie does it for most of his that he uses for our campaigns so it doesn't spoil anything. Except sometimes he gets behind so I help."
Steve watches as Jeff mixes paints and picks out a brush. It's slow, methodical work and Steve doesn't think he would be cut out for it. He occasionally asks Jeff questions, but for the most part keeps quiet. The only time Jeff gets up is because his siblings stop shouting.
He returns with a shrug. "It's when they're quiet that you know they're doing something they shouldn't."
Steve thinks about Dustin and The Party with Dart and is glad that Jeff's siblings can't get into any trouble like that.Â
A few hours later, Steve is sore from sitting in the metal chair and trying his best not to grimace.Â
Jeff looks up from his work, eye large in the magnified lens. "Oh shit, I guess that's not really comfy is it?"
Steve huffs a laugh. "Not really."
"Sorry, dude. I got so in the zone I forgot you were there."
Steve stands up and shakes his legs out. "I could have said something." He didn't really want to though. The last couple of years have been hectic and just sitting for a couple of hours and not expected to do anything is quite the relief.
Jeff stands. "Next time you come over, we should do something that's a little more active."
Steve smiles. There's going to be a next time.
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After nailing it with Jeff, Steve's more confident when he calls Les. Les easily accepts and Steve heads over the following Friday. He's confidence falters when an older woman answers the door.
"Uh, hi? Les invited me over."
The woman's face lights up. "Ulysses your friend is here!"
Steve hears quick footsteps and then Les appears down the hallway.
"Thanks, Grandma," Les says as he jerks his head forward, "Follow me," he tells Steve.
They walk back the way Les came and enter his bedroom. It reminds Steve of Eddie's a little. Band posters cover the wall and there's a bookcase heaving under the weight of the books strategically shelved there. It's not as messy though, or maybe Les tried to tidy up before Steve arrived. He flops down on the bed, hands running over a handmade quilt.
"So, Ulysses?" Steve says.
"Ugh," Les groans. "It's a family name. Did you know that people used to looooove naming their kids after presidents? My grandma is really the only one who calls me that anymore." He sends a pointed look to Steve.
"Got it." Steve replies. He watches as Les moves around the room. Les grabs an album, cat eyes staring back at Steve, as he puts the record on. Tinkly music starts to play and then trumpets join in.
Steve does his best to suppress a grimace. "What's this?"
Les smiles and then lights a joint. As he exhales he hands the joint to Steve. He happily takes it. "It's a musical. Cats. The guys don't really like this kind of stuff."
Steve's knowledge of musicals starts and ends with The Sound of Music. He doesn't even remember much, just some happy, bouncy songs and thinking Julie Andrews looked pretty. He takes another hit before handing the joint back to Les. Hopefully, this one isn't too bad.Â
Steve doesn't know if it's his high or the musical itself, but it's odd. Firstly, everyone seems to be cats and the names are just long enough he can't keep track of everyone. Les seems to be having a good time though. He sings most of the songs and it's been interesting to hear him. Usually he sings backup for the band. His voice is nice, a smooth tenor, that occasionally breaks out into giggles.
Les gets up to switch records. "Hey, do you want to stay for dinner? My grandma is making meatloaf."Â
His high is starting to wear off and his stomach growls. "Sure."
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Scheduling Gareth's one-on-one was easy. Gareth had invited Steve over himself. Clearly Jeff and Les had filled him in and he decided to take the first step. Steve hopes that means good things. He rings the doorbell. Gareth opens the door.
"Hey, thanks for inviting me over man," Steve says as he steps inside.
Gareth scoffs. "You've already talked to Les and Jeff. Clearly I was the last person on your little list."
Steve grimaces. It wasn't like he was hiding what he was doing, but he thought he was a little more subtle. Gareth leads him to the kitchen where ingredients are all lined up on the counter.
"What are we doing?" Steve asks.
Gareth picks up a spoon. "Making cookies."
Steve relaxes, he can do this. He grabs an apron off a hook and ignores Gareth's smirk.
"What do you want me to do?"
Gareth hands the spoon to him. "Measure out the dry ingredients. The sugar goes in one bowl and the rest goes in the other."
He takes the spoon and follows along with the recipe. It's quiet, minus the whir of the stand mixer, and there's something amusing about the fact that all the guys seem to like to the quiet. Steve doesn't think it's a tactic to freak him out.
He and Gareth actually work well together. Whenever Steve hands over a utensil or the next ingredient, Gareth's brows furrow for a second before accepting. When Gareth speeds up the mixer too soon and flour goes everywhere, Steve laughs and helps wipe the counter. It isn't until the cookies are in the oven that Gareth leans on the counter and gives Steve an assessing look.
"Jeff, Les, and I have talked about what you're doing."
Steve sits on a dining room chair and grips his hands on his thighs.
"When Jeff first told us that you wanted to hang out with him we didn't believe him. We know you love Eddie, you can't hide that from us."
Steve smiles.
"But, we just assumed you would hang around us enough to keep the peace." Gareth pauses and looks at Steve expectantly.
"You're right, I do want to keep the peace," Steve begins, "but I also know how important you all are to Eddie. I know we don't have to be friends, but I think we should be friendly. I've had friendships fail and I didn't want you all to think I would come between you and Eddie. I want to be a good boyfriend."
Gareth's face softens. "We know you're a good boyfriend. Even before all this 'getting to know you' shit. If you weren't good do you think we'd let you stay?" The timer beeps and Gareth quickly opens the over door to peek through. He grabs an oven mitt and brings the sheet tray out and sets it on the stovetop. "Now, stop worrying about your boyfriend's friends and eat a fucking cookie."Â
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Steve laughs over the sound of Gareth's Bugs Bunny impression. They're in the kitchen, ostensively to make lunch, but the pasta reached done a long time ago, and the sandwiches are half made. Jeff and Les are grabbing dishes down, playful bumping into each other as they sing along to the radio.Â
None of them notice Eddie until he clears his throat. They all stop and stare at him.
"It sounds like you're all having fun."
Steve sidles up to Eddie and kisses his cheek. "Yeah. I like when the guys come over."
Eddie wraps his arm around Steve. "Is this what happens when you use the ol' Harrington charm? My friends suddenly ditch me for my boyfriend?"
Steve rolls his eyes. "As if I didn't have to work for it. You're friends have high standards. I'm surprised you passed the test."
Eddie lets Steve go and dramatically flings himself onto the barstool. "Well, go on then. Have fun while I waste away over here."
The guys all laugh as they go back to their tasks. Steve leans over Eddie gives him a kiss. "As if you don't love having us all together," Steve says.
Eddie looks at Steve with the purest expression of love. "It's the best."Â
pairing: steddie | rating: G | WC: 746 | ao3
tags: platonic stobin, meet cute, alternate first meeting, kiss cam
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Robin wasnât especially happy to come to the game with him, but Steve is grateful for her making the best of it. He knows sheâs only there because Lucas had an unexpected family obligation, and she felt bad for him when he was lamenting either missing it or going alone.
At least she seems to be having an okay time. She and Steve periodically lean in close to make each other giggle about the dude three rows down whoâs definitely not getting another date. To everyone around them, they must look like theyâre having the time of their lives.
Unfortunately, theyâre also two young adults of opposite sexes, which puts them on a very particular radar.
Content to chatter with Robin between plays, Steve hardly pays attention to the music the stadium organist is banging out, nor is he really aware of whatâs happening on the giant screen beyond second base. The danger doesnât even occur to him when he sees the camera over the dugout pointed right at them.
The first sign is the look on Robinâs face. One second sheâs laughing at one of Steveâs dumb jokes; the next sheâs staring across the diamond, aghast. It has Steve whipping his head around to see whatâs so shocking, and his eyes land on the screen just in time to see a version of himself doing the same, on a momentâs delay. A gaudy pink frame, made up of heart-shaped bubbles, surrounds the two of them.
Steve turns back to Robin, her eyes as wide as heâs ever seen them. That expression communicates two important things to him.
One: She does not want to kiss him. Thatâs nothing new, and it doesnât bother him at all. If anything, heâs a little grossed out by the fact that he ever entertained the thought, even if the last time he did was a million years ago.
Two: Theyâre watching. Steve, theyâre watching us. Itâs a silent plea to make them stop watching. He knows how she feels, because thereâs a chittering murmur starting up in the crowd, and suddenly he feels surrounded by strangers who are desperate to witness their embarrassment.
What Steve does next isnât an ideaâitâs more of a reflex. He turns away from Robin, and before he knows it heâs got his lips locked with the guy sitting on his other side.
He didnât clock it until he was already yanking him in by the front of his shirt, but the stranger heâs kissing is a guy. Even though long curls tickle his cheeks, Steve has enough experience to know the difference in an instant. The problem is, he canât bring himself to careâpartly because the guy is starting to recover his wits, and instead of shoving Steve away and kicking his teeth in, heâs kissing back.
Heâs a good kisser, too. A great one. As suddenly as he initiated the kiss, Steve loses control of it, and he fucking melts. He feels his shoulders droop as all the tension falls out of them. He somehow manages to cup the guyâs jaw with his palm, despite his arms going all numb and tingly like heâs been lying on them for a while.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, Steve is aware of the fact that he basically just outed himself to an entire stadium full of people, many of them now laughing and wolf-whistling. Thatâs not what breaks the kiss, though. Instead, itâs Robin tapping him on the shoulder and gently clearing her throat.
âUh, dingus? Theyâve moved on.â
Steve isnât the one to pull back, either. The strangerâs smirk disconnects from his lips and murmurs, âWow. Turns out I love baseball.â
Eyes fluttering open, Steve spots an older man in the seat beyond him, suppressing a grin.
Robin leans across and says to the stranger, âThanks for taking one for the team.â
Blushing, Steve mumbles, âYeah. Thanks, man.â
âThe pleasureâs all mine, big boy,â the stranger replies, still smirking.
The last couple innings go by without further incident. But as they stand up to leave at the end of the game, Steve feels a folded scrap of paper being slipped directly into his hand. He opens it slowly as the stranger departs with a coy look over his shoulder.
Steve has to blink several times before his eyes can focus on what it says. Once he manages it, his breath catches when he sees seven digits and a single word:Â Eddie.
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I think when Eddie is out of town, which happens with a degree of frequency given that he's a musician, Steve is sad, but fine. He has a routine. Running every morning, work, going to the local park and cafe on his off days.
He misses Eddie like a limb, but he knows how to be on his own.
If, for any reason, Steve has to be gone while Eddie is home, it's another story. Eddie is a feral, wilted chihuahua. He's showing up at everyone's house, lamenting about being left alone. He sleeps on the couch just to be dramatic. He sends Steve postcards every day, even if most of the trips are too short for any of them to actually reach him.
Steve has learned to brace himself when he opens the door, ready for Eddie to leap into his arms and, more than likely, lick his face.
Steve and Robin have a day off tomorrow, so they decide theyâre having a slumber party tonight.
Face masks, pedicures, junk food, and their favorite movies.
Eddie knows theyâre having this slumber party. But, being the boyfriend menace he is, he thinks it would be funny to have a panty raid.
However, he never expected to have a face mask on his face, his hair braided, his nails painted (better than heâs done it), and shoving food into his mouth while heâs crying watching Beaches. He uses the pair of Steveâs underwear he stole, to wipe his tears away.
Safe to say, Eddie will be invited to the next one. If only to keep Steveâs underwear safe.
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Max knows Eddie likes Steve. Max knows Steve is oblivious. So what's a girl to do when her very overprotective friends are orbiting each other? Set them up and watch as they either figure their shit out or crash and burn.
She had demanded Steve take her to this music festival since he needs "to discover better music" and Eddie was a part of that demand since it was apparently a "Rock and Metal" festival, now she'll never admit this but Eddie got her hooked to Anthrax, but she's a diehard Joan Jett fan and she will fight anyone of they say otherwise. But now she's sitting in the backseat watching Eddie fail to be subtle while it all flies over Steve's head.
"y'know Harrington this is a great place to meet people." Eddie said jokingly.
"I'm not gonna meet someone at a concert, love the confidence Ed but that's not me anymore." Steve said with a small sigh.
The rest of the ride was pretty much silent except for the occasional, "that's not a bad one" or a "ok that's sick I like that one" from Steve as Eddie had brought some cassettes to expose Steve to the music he'd be hearing.
When they arrived Max soon realized just how out of place her and Steve looked. Everyone else was in leather jackets band shirts and ripped jeans. Max only matched them with her wild hair but after that she looked like a princess compared to these people. Steve didn't look all they intimidated by this sight rather he smiled. Eddie was used to the sight considering he got right into the crowd.
"c'mon you two let's get you fitted in some appropriate attire!" Eddie said as he grabbed Steve's hand and dragged him away, Max sprinted after them. Once they reached a tent that was suitable for their needs Eddie let go of Steve's hand his face somewhat red.
"Shit sorry man didn't mean to just latch myself onto you." Eddie said sheepishly. Steve just chuckled a bit.
"Relax man it's fine glad you're excited." Steve said casually.
"Yeah but maybe slow down? I'm already out of breath and we haven't seen a performance yet!" Max gasped for air. Eddie laughed nervously but they entered the tent and looked around, Eddie was helping them both find stuff, he grabbed an Anthrax shirt along with a denim vest that he quickly found pins to put onto. She was already wearing jeans that he refused to cut up since they were still good, Max just took his knife and did it herself. After that he helped Steve who had found an Iron Maiden shirt he liked and Eddie once more gave Steve his Dio vest. Steve had grown attached to it after the upsidedown jokingly saying he'd have to make his own. Eddie had brought an alternative vest instead and put that on after. They paid and left to go see who was performing.
Max had stuck herself next to Steve that way Eddie was on the other side of Steve. They were walking for a while since the festival was packed full of people, Eddie managed to get around just fine while Max and Steve struggled a bit but caught up to Eddie as the first band was performing. Eddie was having the time of his life, Max was starting to get into it, while Steve just kinda stood there. After a few songs they got off stage and a small break ensued. People began pushing and shoving their way towards them as they made their way out. Eddie managed to get out and dragged Steve with him but Max unfortunately got split from the group. Max had gotten shoved to the ground after someone told her to move out of the way. She thought she was about to be trampled by people but a sharp voice yelled out.
"The fuck are you animals!?" Eddie yelled from above. People's heads snapped up at him. Steve lifted Max up and Eddie proceeded to yell at the people near.
"I get wanting to get some beer and food but Jesus Christ watch where you're fucking going next time!" Eddie yelled with fury. Eddie motioned them forward so they could get close to the stage. They waited and chatted as the next band was setting up. Max turned her head to see that it was her favorite band. Anthrax was getting ready and Eddie and Steve were unaware as they were talking to each other. Max didn't pay attention as she had her eyes glued onto the scene unfolding in front of her. Soon a sound came from the mic making Steve and Eddie shut up and look in front of them.
Anthrax put on a killer show and Max will admit she went wild during the whole thing. But she couldn't help but notice Steve was holding Eddie's hand during one of the songs. After a few more bands they packed up and left. Max was beyond satisfied for the day but what happened back at the car made her day even better. She had gone to the bathroom and told the boys to wait for her. When she got back Eddie and Steve were kissing subtly. They split apart as soon as she cleared her throat.
"oh uh hey you ready?" Steve said nervously.
"yeah as long as you and your boyfriend are done making out" Max said with a smirk. Their faces went red as Max slid into the backseat and laid down.
Needless to say her mission was accomplished. With the benefit of seeing an amazing show.
Steve thinks friends are like the embers that float up from a firepit. Tiny bright specks against the dark, beautiful and a little scary. They drift for a while, and then they start falling, straight toward him, and thatâs when his stomach knots up.
Heâs been burned before. Thatâs what it feels like, anyway. People get close, closer, closest, all that light right in front of his faceâand then theyâre gone. The light fizzles out. And heâs in the dark again. So when an ember starts dropping into his orbit now, his whole body tenses on instinct. He doesnât even know if heâs afraid of getting burned or afraid of watching it go out when it finally reaches him.
Eddie lands softer than anyone heâs ever met. One day heâs just this bright thing across a cafeteria, across a trailer park, across a field full of kids. Then heâs on Steveâs couch. In his kitchen. In his passenger seat. On the floor of his bedroom, laughing at his own joke. Right up against Steveâs skin.
It should burn. This ember on his skin. Steve waits for it to. His brain keeps insisting, any second now, this is going to hurt. He keeps his shoulders up around his ears, keeps a little distance tucked inside his chest, like thatâll make it easier when Eddie fizzles.
But it doesnât hurt. He looks at the ember, bright against his skin, and it doesnât hurt and it doesnât dim.
It justâŚglows. Itâs warm where Eddie presses up against his life, not scalding. Itâs the kind of heat you lean into without meaning to. A hand on his shoulder. A knee against his on the couch. A voice at his side going, âHey, you awake?â
Sometimes, when itâs late and theyâre the only ones left by the dying fire in the Harrington backyard, Steve looks down and realizes heâs stopped bracing. Eddieâs light is right there on his skin and he isnât flinching; heâs just admiring and holding his breath like heâs afraid to accidentally blow it out.
The thing is, embers always go out. Steve knows that. He can feel that fear like a ghost burn under the surface, even while heâs sitting there, bathed in Eddieâs warmth. He doesnât know how to believe in an ember that might stay.
Eddie doesnât know any of that. He just knows that every time Steve looks up, Eddie will still be thereâfalling closer, landing softer, refusing to drift away.
This is for @steddiemicrofic June prompt "Pride" | rating: G | wc: 481 | cw: referenced bullying
summary: Amelia gets sent to the Principal's office.
AO3
Eddie's been in the principalâs office for fighting his entire school career. The only reason he had to repeat senior year so many times was due to his amount of suspensions.
So, sitting across from an oak desk was par for the course really.
What wasn't however, was Steve sitting next to him and Amelia pouting outside the door.
âShe did what?â Steve asked.
âAmelia broke Justinâs nose,â the principal repeated. âThis type of behavior is not toleratedââ
âWhy?â Eddie interrupted.
âWhat?â
âWhy'd she break that kidâs nose?â
âWhy doesn't matter, violence is not acceptable,â he replied with pursed lips.
âSheâs normally not a fighter, right? So that kid must have done something,â Steve said. âDid you even ask her?â
The principalâs silence said all they needed to hear.
âAmelia, can you come in here please?â Eddie called.
Amelia quietly stepped into the office, eyes cast down, and bottom lip quivering.
âAmelia, why did you hit your classmate?â Steve asked softly. The girl shrugged once.
âAmelia,â Eddie didn't need to say anything else for the truth to explode out.
âHe kept shoving worms in Terryâs face!! Terry asked him to stop but he didn't. So I made him stop!â She stomps her little foot to emphasize her point.
âDid you tell the recess attendant?â Steve, ever the guidance counselor, asked.
âYeah, the first ten times it happened. But they never do anything!â Amelia's red in the face from exertion, moments away from angry tears.
Eddie turned back to the principal with a raised eyebrow.
âSounds like your school does condone this kind of behavior if you wonât stop bullies.â
âRegardless, she still hit a student,â the man implored. Eddie was done with this guy.
âAnd I've never been prouder,â he declared. âSuspend her or don't, but she's getting ice cream on the way home.â
âYou're going to reward violence?â The principal scoffed.
âI'm rewarding her for standing up for her friend,â Eddie corrected.
âMr. Munson, you're a guidance counselor, surely you canââ the man tried, but Steve chuckled condescendingly.
âMaybe, if your teachers were more capable of handling bullies, you'd be talking to Justin's parents about their son's behavior instead of trying to get us to punish our little paladin,â Steve shrugged.
âOkay, now I've never been prouder,â Eddie said, beaming at his husband.
The principal sighed and shook his head.
âWe'll give her a warning this time, but if it happens again it'll be a three day suspension.â
âAre you gonna make Justin stop shoving worms in Terry's face?â Amelia glared at the man, crossing her arms.
The principal blinked at the girl, taking in her righteous anger. A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âI will,â he promised.
âThen I won't hit him again,â Amelia replied, sticking out a hand for a shake. He took it, agreeing to the deal.
Eddie had promised that it would only be a last resort. They weren't exactly overflowing with an abundance of good parents around them as examples, and frankly, Eddie wasn't sure he counted her among them. Still, they'd never tried to keep a very tiny human being alive, and he'd pinned her number to the corkboard with a sigh. Teenagers, he told Steve repeatedly, were not the same as infants. And although he understood arguments that their teenagers were a special kind of stupid, who had actually been very hard to keep alive, Eddie maintained they should have a backup plan available in case something got tricky when the baby arrived. He was, after all, only three months old. They might need help.
And here they were. At last resort. And earlier than he'd expected.
He sighed and dialed, hoping that Steve wouldn't hear the phone from the other room where he was in the rocking chair beside the crib.
"Help," he said.
"I'll be there in six minutes."
When Joyce arrived, she shoved a glass casserole dish into his hands and immediately went to the kitchen to wash her hands. She looked at Eddie expectantly.
"He won't sleep," Eddie said simply.
She smiled. "Well, babies not sleeping isâ"
"No. The baby sleeps fine. It's Steve. Steve won't sleep."
Confusingly, Joyce smiled wider and patted him on the shoulder. "Ah," she said. "The firstborn problem. Where is he?"
"Nursery," Eddie sighed.
"On it. Why don't you go grab a shower?"
The suggestion was gentle, but Eddie still chuckled. He definitely needed that, even he could admit it. When he reemerged from the bathroom in a waft of cinnamon-scented soap, he found Steve, sprawled fully clothed on top of the duvet.
"Joyce said she'll watch him," Steve murmured, exhausted.
Eddie frowned. He moved to Steve and started pulling layers of clothing off of him. He offered Steve the soft grey tee he preferred to sleep in, but let him keep his boxers. It felt like more work than it was worth to get him into different pants. He was disappointed; he'd been hoping that Joyce would offer a better solution than someone else pointlessly watching the baby, but. Still. Sleep was sleep.
They both fell asleep immediately; Eddie dreamed of a unicorn that fed off the native honeysuckle in their yard. Just as the Protect Unicorns Society was telling him the house was going to be taken over by the government, Eddie awoke to a sharp cry, followed by the sound of Steve bolting out of bed.
Eddie followed at a more sedate pace, curious and also alarmed by Steve's movement. In the nursery, Joyce stood in the middle of the room, holding the baby, a bottle of formula in one hand as she rocked.
"Oh, look at that. Less than two minutes and you're both here," she teased with a grin. "It's almost like you're going to hear your child no matter how tired you are. Eddie, I declare you on shift. Steve, go back to bed. He's safe. He's got two great dads. Shifts, boys. You'll survive this."
Eddie took the baby and smiled at Steve. Joyce put both her hands on Steve's shoulders and squeezed.
"It's hard. It's scary. It never gets less hard or less scary," she said gently. "But you've got this. Don't make Eddie call me again. He hated it."
Steve looked at Eddie over Joyce's head and gave him a small smile at the sight of the baby, curled into his chest, quietly calming down. She patted him once more and left.
"We've got this?" Steve asked quietly.
Eddie grinned. "We've got this.â
He shifted the baby to a more comfortable position. The tiny weight in his arms felt both impossibly fragile and remarkably sturdy. He watched Steve's shoulders drop, the tension visibly draining away.
"Joyce is right about shifts, you know," Eddie continued, keeping his voice low and soothing as much for Steve as for the baby.
Steve ran a hand through his disheveled hair. "But you have that commission due next week. You need sleep, too."
"Hey, I've pulled all-nighters for way less important reasons." Eddie smiled, carefully settling into the rocking chair. "Remember when I stayed up three nights straight to finish that D&D campaign for the kids?"
"That was different. This isâŚ" Steve gestured vaguely at the baby, who had started to drift off again, tiny fingers curling around Eddie's shirt.
"This is everything," Eddie finished for him. âThis is everything."
june prompt: pride | wc: 481 | rated: G | tags: eddie reflects on past mistakes and lessons learned, post vecna - everybody lives, established relationship | also on ao3
If Eddie had to name his own most toxic trait, it would have to be the false sense of pride he's worn like an armour for years. This performative act of freakish superiority that carried him over the table tops of the high school cafeteria, presenting his personal agenda as the only valuable truth in condemnation of society's conformity doctrine.
The pride of being a herder to his flock of lost sheep, a leader to all those young, susceptible minds that would've followed him blindly because they believed in him to have it all figured out. Believed that he'd always look out for them, watching over them from high up the pedestal he'd built on the lies he kept telling himself.
A pride that nearly cost him everything. First his freedom when he ran instead of asking for help, then again when he didn't run and almost paid with his life for it, overconfidently ignoring his limits and fears when he should've accepted his weakness.
He's learned his lessons, most of them unwillingly, has the physical and emotional scars to remind him whenever he threatens to slip back into old patterns.
He still finds it hard sometimes not to let his pride get in the way of his happiness, is still learning to accept these new truths life taught him.
You can be a cog in a machine and still fight for what's right; you donât have to do it alone.
People can enjoy stupid ball games and be a nerd at the same time.
Heroism isn't defined by strength or status or age, it's what you do when push comes to shove.
Friendship comes in all shapes and colours and sizes. From the bossy little girl that has more courage in her little finger than any soldier wielding a gun. Over the curly haired teen whose heart is even bigger than his brains. Right to the guy Eddie always wanted to hate on principle but fell hard and fast for once he allowed himself to really get to know him.
  "What are you thinking about?" Steve's voice filters through Eddie's thoughts, pulling him back from wherever he drifted off to.
  "Hm? Oh, um, just- how lucky I am."
It's not the whole truth but itâs part of it. Because Eddie is lucky to have been found by this group of mismatched characters he couldn't imagine his life without now. Especially the man in his arms, who keeps him grounded while simultaneously lifting him up to the greatest heights.
  "Because you have me?" Steve teases, smiling against Eddie's lips when he kisses him.
  "Because you make me a better person," Eddie agrees and pulls Steve back against his chest, letting his fingers glide over bed-warm skin.
  "You make me a better person, too," Steve whispers back, sleepy and content, and it makes Eddie's chest swell.
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After becoming friends with Steve, Robin told Eddie two words: âgood luck.â
He didnât understand it at first until he watched Steve going on failed dates after failed dates, or watching a short relationship end in a terrible break-up and Steve moping around.
Eddie didnât want to count how many times heâs seen Steveâs heart break.
So now heâs on a mission: keep Steve from dating.
Heâs ruining every opportunity Steve gets for dates, making plans with him almost every weekend and after a while, Steve stops asking girls out and Eddie feels accomplished.
At least, he did until Steve kissed him goodbye after movie night and now Eddieâs so fucking confused.
Dustin, who wins the chance to have lunch with his favourite band and watch them practice for the upcoming tour, but he is a minor so it's a big no no for him to go alone. It would be very lame to take his mother with him so he goes with the best option: Steve.
Suddenly the day is less nerding out with his favourite band and more watching Eddie Munson try to get into Steve's pants