Full of Thoughts

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This space is dedicated to my love of Stranger Things!

I do not consider myself a writer, and you won't find any long-form fics here, but I needed a space to dump all my Steddie brainworms.

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A cat.

As much as they love each other, they have very different ways of living and the adjustment period was...trying. When they finally reach an equilibrium, they decide that they take a note from Robin and Vicky and get a cat. Steve still wants those little nuggets, and since Eddie had bargained down to four, they need some experience sharing responsibility for a living being.

Picking a cat is a whole separate ordeal. Eddie wanted every cat with a missing eye, a lost limb, or any other special need. Steve was more practical, trying to point out to Eddie that with both their meager salaries, they wouldn't be able to care for a special needs cat, bribing him with the right to pick any two cats he wanted when they were 40.

In the end, they bring home Puddles, a runt of a black tuxedo boy with a nick in his ear. He hides for the first week, cowering under the bed so long that they worry ever adjust.

Steve and Eddie have been together for years, decades, even. They live a good life, but when Steve is about to turn 50, his memory starts to go. It's different every day what he remembers. Sometimes he has almost all his memories and the days are peaceful.

Others, he finds himself in various stages of life. Because of their impact, he often finds himself in the mind of his late teenage self, someone still in the middle of fighting for his life. Someone who barely knows Eddie and doesn't even like him.