Just me and myself

I really like the loneliness that feels like I’ll have a nice moment with a friend someday. Hopeful loneliness. Like ow my heart hurts but I believe in myself.

It’s better than the loneliness that feels like it’s impossible to connect or be loved.

I think it’s just really hard to recognize either. I’m half sure it happens, I just don’t know how to believe it.

They’re making a day when things can be better and they’re calling it tomorrow

It's bleed out and die thursday

Undulates anguilliformly at you to confuse and threaten you with my highly maneuverable body

badgering someone to forgive is also a kind of emotional abuse.

I’d honestly be scared as fuck if a bunch of basic shapes came floating towards me. Yellow Prism. Red Sphere? Fuck that.

wait people sleep with their doors closed????

okay now im curious. reblog this with where youre from and if you sleep with your door open or closed

Idk what person with chronic illness needs to hear this, but you can do things to make your responsibilities nicer for yourself. You can get an ice cream after a blood draw. You can sit down for tv time after an injection. You can pick out the bandaids that have cartoon characters on them instead of the plain ones. Being an adult doesn’t stop you from benefiting from encouragement. Go for whatever fits with your routine/abilities/budget and makes life a little better. A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down etc etc

really love keeping up with my mutuals through their little tags and vent posts. getting updates on how they’re doing is something like: glad to know your job at the library is going well. i’m sorry you haven’t gotten that raise. glad your finals went well. i’m sorry your teacher is so unhelpful. glad your tv show got renewed. i’m sorry they killed your favorite character. glad that you scored tickets to see your favorite artist. i’m sorry they aren’t touring near you at all. glad your cat is doing well. i’m sorry your mom is sick again. glad you’re feeling better now that it’s your favorite season. i’m sorry your meds aren’t working. glad you’re married now. i’m sorry you have to step back for your mental health. glad you’re still here. i’m sorry life is so hard. glad you’re alive, i hope things get easier for you soon

Having an abusive parent is kinda funny in retrospect like mommy why do you have beef with me im 4 i love you

To love someone is to attend a thousand births of who they're becoming

There was a girl on neopets a few years back who had a pet tick. She'd post pics of it in polly pocket playsets. I gotta find it again it sounds too fake