RatherNot

this man.

this.

man.

(boy?)

literally everything i've ever wanted to look like as a person.

look at him!

LOOK

his earring, his hair, his slutty ass belly button

he is amazing

he is my everything

he is everything i've ever wanted to be

also the only piece of media that i have been more heartbroken by is when Matthew dies in the 80s anne of green gables tv movies

junicorn

day 01

I nearly tagged this "oh big stretch" , lol. I'm glad other people see it too

😮

tagged by @sonicemp3! (i just realised your user is "so nice mp3", not "sonic mp3", pls excuse me while i rot in embarrassment lolll my b)

anyways thanks! also this is about to be so longwinded bc i am unable to be concise

last song : struggling to remember but it was probably either can't love by can't be blue & HAN (from straykids, he was the whole reason i listened in the first place and i'm in love w the song, the guitar is amazing, i will def be checking out their other music) ... or it was MARTYR by EKOH which is loud and depressing and basically sums up my music taste!

currently watching : Unforgotten Night (thai bl, rewatching it bc it's one of my faves) and any video Shawna Ripari posts on YT bc her vibes are immaculate and we love sustainability and conscious consumerism! also i am technically currently watching Doom at Your Service but i have 3 eps left bc i can't bring myself to finish it (i've had 3 eps left since nov 😭). AND i've also been following this dude on YT who just discovered stray kids and is watching through their mvs and content! his name is VyScope on YT and i love his reactions bc he genuinely appreciates their music and it's so fun to see him experience all these things for the first time!

current obsession : i actually don't think i have any current obsessions lowkey (a rarity for me) but i am always obsessed w leverage, elementary, and stray kids. a couple days ago i was scrolling tumblr and found a couple of very in-depth character analyses of elementary and i was so excited! character analysis is my fuckin' jam! also if you want my rants about bl or asian dramas in general i do that here: @yeahhabsolutely

currently reading :

1. Son of a Wanted Man by Louis L'Amour - he is my #1 favourite author and i love his books so much, i literally own all of his books, and i'm almost done reading all of them! i have like 10ish left. he was the most famous/most popular western author of the 20th century! if you want book suggestions, hmu i am always down to talk ab him and his books!

2. Sick Houses by Leila Taylor - literally such a cool book, it is about the architecture of horror-related houses and structures! i actually can't watch horror because i am a grade-a wuss, but this book combines architecture and sociology which is one of my fave combos! i am almost done it, but have been so busy that i haven't gotten around to finishing it yet. i can't recommend this book enough it is SO interesting! this is part of the book description on Libby: "Sick Houses crosses the threshold of eerie spaces to explore how different types of architecture become vessels for terror and how these spaces, meant to shelter us, instead become the source of our deepest fears."

currently working on : nothing nothing at all meep meep no thoughts (eta: i am actually working on a crocheted baby blanket for a friend! i literally remembered immediately after i posted this lol)

last google search : kinda depressing, but i looked up house fires in my city bc there were some recently and it prompted me to get renter's insurance (i moved recently and it had slipped my mind until this reminded me). 4 houses burnt down and also damaged other houses and cars on the block so that sucks 😬

tag 10: ... gonna be honest i don't really talk to/interact with very many people on here so there's not 10 - @windydayandrain, @mossterious, @kitty-muzz, @stompmesqueezeme, @fullbodycringe, @lightningbeluga (i think this is all my moots but if i forgot u i'm so sorry 💜)

bye now!

Last song: ummm do I count the last one I chose (Tamebsz by Angine de Poitrine) the last one that I heard on streaming radio (Hair Down by Samm Henshaw) or the one stuck in my head on repeat (Magic of the Sale by Teethe).

Currently watching: Elementary (second watch), Bob's Burgers (first watch), Starfleet Academy (first watch), Colombo (first watch), Flight of the Conchords (first watch)

Currently reading: The Seven Surrenders by Ada Palmer. If "enlightenment-era hot mess sci-fi" were a genre, this would be it. Ok ok, it's a lot deeper than that, but, man, is it deliberately messy

Current obsession: I know it doesn't really fit the theme but... Pickleball? I love how I can just show up to the local public court and join a team like I'm playing fortnite fills or something, except I'm getting exercise and no one is saying the N-word. My opponent might be 12 or 75, and that's part of the fun for me.

Currently working on: learning FreeCAD because I'm reeaaally late to the party on 3d printing and I wanted to learn a tool for making designing stuff. It's hard, lol. Putting ethernet cable in my house because the walls have that kind of plaster that hates wi-fi but I'm still pretty early in that project, it might not go anywhere. "Working on" getting my ass back to a museum cause it's been a few months since I consumed high culture.

$825,000/3 br/1 ba

Santa Fe, NM