I hate ruminating on what could have been. Out here thinking "if only I locked in when I was 13" are we serious

absolutely hate it when the pleasurable activity procrastination hits. i’m going to do something fun that brings me joy but not yet. yeah, not yet. not yet. maybe i shouldn’t do it at all, it’s not that fun

no, YOU have to do it scared. IM going to fruitlessly wait for the perfect moment forever

(no beers in) do you guys think i'm redeemable

we still don't actually know where posts come from

do you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? have you moved to a brand new city and taught yourself how to die? will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? when will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die?

Considering introducing a controlled burn to the prairies of my mind

Find the object that you treasure most and take it to a bridge over a busy highway. Hold it out with both hands as far as you can reach, and count the number of fingers you dare to remove from your grip. Repeat this with your second, third and fourth most valued, sentimental posessions. The resulting 4-digit code will open the safe where I keep my Yu-gi-oh! collection

Do you ever see people you know being friends/socializing with each other and think Damn. They're probably having so much fun and interesting conversations. Sadly I can't join them due to not being ensouled

the thing about getting out of the torment nexus is that you do start thinking "man if you ignore the torment i used to have a lot of fun in the torment nexus"