certified champion of lost causes

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

for all the love I never got to give (thirteenrose, what I've affectionately dubbed my grief fic despite it being a club fic)

Daemon AU (timepetals, and a daemon au yup that's it)

Belle/Rose (explicit selfcest fic I'll finish one day)

elevenrose???? (reunionfic, finished, waiting for editing)

the dynamic is so fucked up I'm trying to eat it (meredith/addison a grey's anatomy fic despite never having watched the show)

gala thing am I ever going to finish this? (thirteenrose why did I even start this one?)

my extremely daft and not well thought out DW and Broadchurch crossover (bethrose my beloved you are so long and I adore you)

jackie character study (self explanatory I hope)

nine turns into thirteen (what am I even doing anymore. probably not going to finish this one)

the -tober (thirteenrose kinktober fic that's multiple years late to being finished oops)

thirteen dress drabble (thirteenrose ofc. probably not finishing)

And then not really with anything written but existing ever presently in my mind are:

beloved cam's gift fic (explicit ninerose I WILL WRITE THIS I SWEAR)

ten and sixteen fuck shit and each other up (explicit tensixteen bc they could be so BAD)

So. Uh. Turns out I only have one wip that has a genuine title and everything else gets funky with it.

I have a fuckload of wips so I'll only be listing ones that I more or less recently worked on, have something solid for and care about. Also most of this will be song lyrics lol

Doctor Who:

let everybody know (you're coming back for me) [Doctor/Rose, the Doctor keeps seeing the words Bad Wolf, eventual reunion]

come find me [Ten/Rose, musician au + soulmate au, the Doctor being hopeless af, I have like 2k words of it but it's a right mess]

it's hard to know that you still care [TenToo/Rose, them coming to terms with eachother, planned out for 4 chapters but fighting me]

hold me down until I'm fine [Ten&Martha, canon complaiant Smith and Jones fic]

the Doctor had a shred of communication skills [Ten~Martha, them having an actual conversation post-42. I'll figure out something better to call it... eventually]

things are better if I stay [Ten&Martha, wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey]

character analysis of the Time Lord Victorious [dunno what to call this one but it's what it says on the tin]

would you let me, baby, lose on losing dogs [Ten&Martha, Martha sees her favourite ice-skating performance live and the Doctor is an angst lord]

you don't mean nothing at all to me [Doctor/Martha, 5+1 things, multiple incarnations]

stubborn companion [10/Reader, post-JE, someone sneaks into the TARDIS despite the Doctor's instance that he doesn't need a companion]

Girl from Mars [fem!Ten/Donna]

try now we can only lose (and our love become a funeral pyre) [14/Simm!Master]

nothing to pray to you know [Doctor/Rose, Bad Wolf is like legit a goddess and the Doctor is a guilty mess]

Non-DW:

and we'll make our escape [Broadchurch, transfemme!Hardy/Tess, their marriage is failing and they accidentally fall in love with eachother on an anonymous support forum for closeted queer people (Tess is bi)]

sleeping dogs lie (at your feet) [The Bridge, Saga Norén/Alice Sabroe]

all I do is for you (Night Agent, Diane/Michelle)

can't say what it means [Helluva Boss, Blitzø/Stolas, canon divergence in which Blitzø visits Stolas in the hospital post Western Energy]

-the big bang theory theme song

-my fish hat

-texting my girlfriend

1. my sister

2. the scott/kipp kiss scene in hr

3. tumblr mooties (you included)

4. good music

chocolate cake in forty five minutes

going to a baseball game and my team won and it was perfect

katsudon for lunch

texting my best friend

-really good soup for dinner

-going on a long walk with my friend

-starting a new craft project

-My mooties (you tagging me, fast checking in on me, denum messaging me this morning)

- Like Real People Do by hozier

- My friend and I bought 2 lemonade and she liked mine better and hated hers and I didnt really care for either so we switched and everyone is happy now (see how hard it is to come up with things that bring me joy in finals season)

-my awesome husband, obviously - the fact that it's walt whitman's birthday - my new sunglasses that were absolutely legally acquired

good omens fanart

all photos from prom yesterday

that it's sunny outside!

Making my mom happy

Being outside

KAZ-CHOW

mangoes

fitted clothes

Music

Texting my best friend

Telling her my chosen name

The fact they trusted me enough to come out to me!!!!!!!!!

I love her

my dog

Sweet messages from moots <333333333333

uhh i dont have much but:

messaging a mutual abt our favourite characters

finding out that i’m going bowling with my friends this weekend

planning an outfit for said outing, ft the hand me down red velvet waistcoat i never have the chance to wear

Things that have made me happy today:

Talking to my moot about our favorite characters and headcanons

Potentially getting my new drawing tablet next week as I'm going to start learning drawing!

Playing dnd with new friends over the weekend!

Working on my fic and not hating it immediately!

Feeling grateful for this community and fandom

Taking nature pictures

Happy to be atleast on the top of head there , let's see :—

Mango milkshake

Icecream

My moots

My grade

Jackfruit curry

The PLAGUEROUND

Tag time

@babyblankyerror @localcelestialcreature62 @thenoellebird @noodlesandchips @weedletum @chaoticallystupd21 @1lovelylavender @rangerofthesouth (get tagged twice, suckka) @quantumm76 @mrecury42 @ilovedesserts25 @themeeperscreepers @tepaofthevalleyofthewind @totallynotluna @therainatdawn @threepigeonsinasuitcase (new moots alert) @pandora-audax @aurite-aj @greenbunny7 @galactic-squiddo @gravity-falls-fanatic89 @mincetheungratefulbrat (ik you've already done it , but we're good )

freinds. my beloved fucking friens.

just another day of school done, thats good enough :)

UHH

My friends

Feeling absolutely pumped to do a crazy cosplay video idea

Mangoes from my friend

A completed crochet project

colleague who was super kind and helpful

sun

music

my cousin coming over

my meringues coming out okay

my mom buying my favourite cookies

my dog being a cutie patootie