Fractal!!

I wanted to last year but I 'never got round to it'. I kill a lot of plants (not on purpose. ADHD and constant watering is hard, and sometimes it's just me confused as fuck about why I suddenly have x thing happening to my leaves) and kind of felt it was hopeless anyway.

Then I was reading your posts, and how you were seeing biodiversity in even small little hopeful changes. And I was like. Hey. Even if I do kill the plants. They will feed insects for a little, while they survive, and after, I can put them in my compost pile and they will feed more insects, and the flowers (if I get any) will feed bees (which are my special children) and so, even if it doesn't give me food, and even if they die, it might be worth it to try.

I never ate the cilantro. Turns out my flatmate has the soap gene. But it flowered like CRAZY and there were SO many happy pollinators.

I ate so many green onion shoots. The bulbs I still haven't pulled because they just keep giving me shoots to eat.

The mint is going HAM and also the insects loved the flowers.

The cucumber plants went absolutely APESHIT and produced flowers ALL SUMMER, and they were BEAUTIFUL, and I couldn't walk outside without a bee or, occasionally, a butterfly dropping by. It's STILL FLOWERING in NOVEMBER in PHILLY and now I have ladybugs and fireflies. FIREFLIES! I didn't see a single one last year and now they love my balcony and I love them so much. I only got two cucumbers but I don't even care.

I had a bunch of nonedibles in a little greenhouse thing, and they flowered too, and I'd find random bugs (a grasshopper. Huge. Massive) in there hanging out. They died when the greenhouse got blown over but they lasted longer than I ever expected to keep a plant alive.

The birds came by my balcony despite the cat avidly watching them by the window. More types of birds, too. And my little compost box is constantly happy with fruit flies and regular flies and things I don't recognize. I never did get around to buying worms, but I haven't had to because the insects are having a blast in there and every time I think "oh, it'll be full" it is, once again, not full because it has been broken down further.

There is a tiny ecosystem on my 6th floor apartment balcony because you get excited about plants, and it was inspiring enough to get me off my ass. Because even if I didn't eat my plants, you reminded me SOMETHING ELSE WOULD.

A little doodle that I made yesterday to bless my pulls... my first ever s6 and e6

Mornye about Luuk.

im doing, so well. please give my daughter back

i like to think its got like. the solaris iii equivalent to trashy white girl pop on there, but also some good rock or metal mixed in, as well as some rap songs she loves yelling along to at the top of her lungs while speeding down the road. and some guilty-pleasure songs. of course. rave music too probably.

she makes unique playlists for friends too - the one she has w mornye is more rock than anything else, with some funky remixes of classical songs that are really good spins on the original song's technique and melodies and harmonies.

her playlist for chisa... electro? im getting the vibe of metal and a sprinkle of electro swing music, with some of lynae's favorite rap songs she got chisa to like in there, and a handful of embarrassing, guilty-pleasure pop love songs chisa is too shy to admit she likes, where lynae will scream-sing along to them without hesitation. also fleet snowfluff music is 100% on there.