foreverranger

Shane is lying face down, ass up in the bed whining as Ilya slowly and methodically preps him with his fingers, stretching his hole so slowly he wants to cry. And they haven't even started yet. "'S enough, Ilya. Please! I'm ready!" Ilya pulls his fingers out with an evil chuckle. "Oh, I did not realise you were one doing all the work, Hollander. You think you are ready for me? Want me to put it straight in?" He smacks his cock against Shane's wet hole, the slap echoing around the room obscenely. "N-no. C-condom. Please Ilya! Condom p-please. Need you." Shane is grinding his hips back against where Ilya's cock rests in the cleft of his ass. His hole is twitching hungrily and he's panting and flushed. Fuck. He looks ruined already. Ilya wants to draw this out even longer.

“What the fuck shane” and he’s maybe a little hard, and Shane is like “I mean it’s really hot. I like it. I just think you’d suck at pulling out” and he’s got a little smirk and Ilya is like woooow. Turns into bickering which turns into play fighting which turns into dry humping- which turns into Shane on his back with his legs slung over Ilya’s hips, Ilya pushing into him bare and slick with lube.

Once he’s all the way inside, mouth panting against Shane’s, Shane stroking his hand through his hair he’s like “make sure you pull out okay?” And Ilya pulls back to catch Shane’s eye and that little gleam he gets in it and oh game on. Ilya is like “of course baby, don’t wanna get you pregnant, metros stand no chance without next season if you’re knocked up” and Shane’s mouth drops open and his cock throbs between them and he lets out a tiny choked sound and oh. Ilya will be investigating that more later.

But it Shane so it’s game on and he swallows and he says “mm only if you can’t control yourself big boy” and Ilya hates how much that turns him on- and then they’re fucking and Shane is squirmy and loud under him, hands all over Ilya’s chest and neck and face and down his back and gripping at his ass and Ilya loooves that he can fuck him like this now, on his back and glued close and not hiding anything between them anymore. Ilyas getting close and his brain is swimming because he won’t prove Shane right- he won’t but fuck it feels so fucking good and Shane is so tight and wet and perfect around him and his cock looks so pretty throbbing and jolting with Ilya’s thrusts and he loves the way Shane shakes around him after he’s cum and Ilya keeps fucking him through it till he fills him and he wants that and he- he can’t he’s going to be good.

And then shane is kissing him, pulling at his hair, scratching at his scalp and saying “m close” Ilya all low and soft and fuck Ilya loves him and only Ilya gets him like this and they both need this so badly- it’s the whole universe, how good this feels. And Ilya needs Shane to feel good, he’s nodding, kissing Shane back the best he can as he fucks him, harder, deeper, presses his legs apart further the leverage down and in the way Shane loves and Shane is whining, throwing his head back and mumbling “Ilya Ilya” and Ilya might die, like this, he thinks one day because it’s too good. It’s already heaven.

“Let go sweetheart” Ilya is mumbling and shane is nodding and he’s slurring out “don’t cum, don’t cum inside remember, you can’ get me pre” and Ilya is fucking him harder then, Shane’s words stuttering until he cums, back bowed and all over his stomach and chest and he’s so fucking tight round Ilya and Ilya is so fucking close. So close. He needs to cum- but he needs to cum inside Shane.

He’s never once had an issue with pulling out, happy to cover tits or face or ass in his cum instead, but Shane is all dazed and shivery and post orgasm gorgeous on his cock and his hands are grabbing soft and open at Ilya’s back and neck, holding him close and Shane loves being full, Ilya knows this, Ilya loves filling him, he stays inside Shane after sex for as long as he can most times and it’s not right it’s not what he wants, to pull out of the warm secure home of Shane’s body, where he belongs, where Shane takes him like it’s devotion. Ilya is shivering, his shoulder wracking as he fucks Shane and his pace is slowed and he tries to force his hips to stay on the out stroke. To pull back- but he can’t, he can’t stop driving in, helpless little fucks of his good because this feels to good, being Shane’s, connected to him, fucking him open, fitting him on him he can’t make himself stop.

Ilya frowns and looks up at Shane and Shane is head back, mouth parted, soft smile as he takes Ilya’s thrusts, his hand on Ilya’s cheek now, thumb rubbing and Shane mumbles after a big content sigh “fuck baby I love your cock” and then Ilya is whining, low and driving into Shane, all the way, sinking his cock so deep it must hurt a bit for Shane, till he has no more space to go and he cums so hard his thigh and lower stomach cramp with it, Shaking as he ruts and pushes up up up into Shane, filling him.

OMG YESSSSS

they have so many remote control toys for him. ilya loves using the plug at conditionings and just in public generally. shane loves it, because a) the pressure is off of him for once and b) he thinks it’s hot, seeing luca squirming and trying to act natural when he’s about to fall apart. luca gets to a point where he hates getting on the bike, because he knows what’s coming. he hates being there at all, because he doesn’t know when they’re gonna turn it on. ilya makes sure that thing is gonna reach his prostate every single time he puts it in, and luca is blushing and whining before it’s even turned on

one day, luca is having a good talk with troy about their upcoming game. ilya isn’t turning on the toy yet. all is well. but then ilya rounds a corner and sees luca talking to troy. he knows that luca has a little bit of a crush on troy, and he grabs shane to make him watch. he turns the thing up to the highest setting, watching as luca squirms and makes soft noises while troy asks him if he’s okay. luca goes to make an escape, but sees ilya, who shakes his head and mouths for him to stay there. he doesn’t turn the thing off or down, and luca ends up cumming in his pants. right there in front of troy. luca has never been more mortified in his life. troy is still concerned, still looking at luca, before he sees ilya & shane and starts connecting dots. he just shakes his head and offers to help luca clean up, which luca accepts

2013

They've been texting.

Not about Hollander's useless boyfriend, which kind of defeats the purpose of why Ilya gave him his number in the first place, but Ilya is in no hurry to remind him of that. He likes what they've got going right now, texting each other inane details about their everyday lives.

It started with Hollander asking about his glute routine, which Ilya took to mean he's been staring at his ass. When he replied to Hollander, saying as much, Hollander sent back an angry emoji and Ilya couldn't hold back a grin, picturing him blushing at his phone.

It gets to a point where they're texting almost daily. It's almost like they're friends, which is what gives Ilya the courage to suggest they hang out after a game again.

Hollander accepts. They play video games and talk shit, and it's fun, even though it's not what Ilya's been chasing Hollander for since they did that CCM commercial. At one point Ilya brings up Hollander's boyfriend, only to get roundly shut down, and well. Message received.

They make arrangements to meet up again after their next game in Boston. Ilya considers cancelling their plans when Sveta texts him, telling him she'll be in town, but he finds he doesn't really want to. So he doesn't.

No need to examine that further.

Sveta still comes to the game and sits in Ilya's seat, looking model gorgeous in his jersey. This is gonna start some rumors, Ilya knows, but he doesn't give a shit. There are worse things to be accused of than dating a beautiful woman.

He reconsiders his stance when Hollander scores and Sveta leaps to her feet cheering. He'd think she was doing it just to annoy him but then, he knows Hollander is her second favorite player. Or her favorite, depending on how recently Ilya pissed her off.

Still, not a great look for Ilya. It banishes any lingering guilt he has for blowing her off, at least.

After the game, he shoots off a quick text to Hollander with his address and be there in 30. He watches in bafflement as the typing dots appear and reappear four times before Hollander replies with a simple thumbs up.

Weird.

That tiny mystery gets solved when Hollander shows up at his place and his first words are, "I thought you'd be hanging out with your girlfriend tonight."

Ilya leans against the door frame, smirking. "You mean Sveta? She's not my girlfriend."

morning run

Shane is delighted and Ilya is embarrassed, especially when Svetlana starts talking about when they first met at age eight and how sweet and sensitive Ilya was.

"He was a little bit of a crybaby," she says with a teasing grin.

Ilya pouts, which does nothing to dispel the crybaby allegations.

"He brought an injured bird home once," Svetlana continues fondly. "When it died, he was inconsolable for days."

"What child wouldn't cry over a dead bird?" Ilya mutters, leaning in when Shane strokes his hair comfortingly.

"We gave it a funeral. Ilyushka carved it a tiny little cross."

Ilya huffs. "Jesus, why are we talking about funerals now? How depressing. Didn't you used to be fun, Sveta?"

Svetlana throws a pillow at him.

Later, once Shane and Ilya are alone in bed, Shane leans his head on Ilya's shoulder and tells him, "I wish I'd known you back then."

"Little crybaby Ilyushka?"

Shane pinches his chest. "Yes, little crybaby Ilyushka, you asshole. Sveta said you were sweet. You probably would've been nice to me."

"Am I not nice to you now?" Ilya wonders. "I always fuck you so good."

"That's not even remotely what I'm talking about. I just mean, maybe we would've been friends." Shane swallows. "I didn't really have any friends back then."

He'd been too weird. Too quiet most of the time, and too loud when he wasn't. He likes the thought that maybe sweet and sensitive Ilya, who cried for days over a dead bird he couldn't save, would have been kinder to him than the other kids were.

Ilya exhales shakily, breath tickling the top of Shane's head. "Yes, of course I would've been your friend. We would be, ah, childhood sweethearts?"

Shane's heart jumps at the idea. "Childhood sweethearts," he echoes happily.

Ilya hums. "Yes, I think so. Poor little Ilyushka would be defenseless against your boring Canadian charm."

"Poor big Ilyushka didn't do such a great job of resisting me, either."

"That is true," Ilya agrees.

chin, tilting his face up to

meet him for a kiss.

getting on his knees during their first hookup without being asked bc he had to have Ilya’s cock in his mouth, had been fantasizing about it. not wanting to let Ilya leave a hookup without having tasted Ilya's cock, bc he always wants a taste. how hot he finds Ilya fucking his mouth w/ his cock to the point of tears. how he loves the sensation of Ilya’s cock becoming hard in his mouth, on his tongue, sighs, moans, eyes roll back when it happens, giving small kisses to it, mouthing gently around it, licking everywhere. how, while sucking Ilya’s cock in the shower, he thought about having a yoga mat in the bathroom for easy access so his knees wouldn’t get tired, so he could suck Ilya’s cock longer. how hard he’s worked at sucking cock, wanting Ilya to feel good, bc Ilya’s cock makes him feel so good. how, sometimes, he gives Ilya’s cock a parting kiss after blowing him. how he can come by simply sucking Ilya’s cock.

how a 2-hour drive w/ a plug in was a must bc he wanted to be so ready for Ilya’s cock, didn’t want to waste any time, how he didn’t even give Ilya a chance to tease him first, just immediately pulled Ilya’s underwear down & got his mouth right on his cock & when Ilya pulled away to try to take back some control, Shane chased after his cock, making Ilya feel worshipped & tearing up at how beautiful Shane looked on his knees for him. how he had to pull over w/ said plug in bc he wanted to come bc of Ilya's cock, not bc of the toy. how eagerly he raises his ass in the air to receive Ilya’s cock.

when Ilya said Shane was the one calling the shots during phone sex, the first thing he asked Ilya to do was to touch his cock bc he needed to see that, even tho he would’ve preferred sitting on Ilya’s lap more than anything, he needed to see Ilya touching his cock. how much he needed to wrap his hand around Ilya’s cock & his cock at the same time, how good that felt to him & Ilya.

how much he loves riding Ilya’s cock, loves bouncing on it, grinding down hard on it, loves watching Ilya panting beneath him, loves the way his ass can reduce Ilya to a puddle by how good it makes Ilya's cock feel. loves it even more when he’s pushed onto his back or pressed onto his stomach bc Ilya knows Shane wants to be fucked harder, deeper, that he wants to feel his cock for days. telling Ilya on several occasions how much he loves his cock.

how bratty and whiny he can be bc he needs Ilya's cock inside him, is desperate for it, wants Ilya to hurry. asking Ilya, “are you gonna fuck me?” or saying “please fuck me” telling him he needs him, needs his cock. how, after so many years, he’s still surprised at how full he feels when Ilya’s cock is inside him, how nothing could ever make him feel as full as Ilya’s cock. how he's been w/ two other men & they couldn't compare to Ilya, couldn't compare to what Ilya's cock does to him. how he loves watching Ilya’s cock shoot bc of him. how wild it makes him feel when Ilya comes inside him bc his body did that to Ilya's cock.

I'm just imagining a Centaurs team where their first line is Ilya/Troy/Marleau and their second line is Shane/Luca/Hayden, like? 😅😂 the tonal whiplash??

yes i put ilya in sha hualing's outfit, i have no regrets

no outfit version under the cut

Shane: Ilya, we are not getting old billboard vinyl sent to our home! *in Russian* And stop talking to my mother about you wanting big photos of me in boxers and a tank top! It's weird!

Ilya: You are so right, moya lyubov. New is much better. Yuna, can we put a condition in Shane's modelling contracts that they make extra copy of billboard for "quality control" and send it to our home?

Whenever this scene shows up I just go on a journey. It's ahah Ilya you're so funny, I love how you know you're charming and hot, I love your confidence. And then he keeps starring and just standing there, panting, and it's already heartbreaking to me on the show but then the GIF has him on a loop forever waiting. For Shane's veredict, for Shane's approval, not of him as a person, of course, but he has a good body. I can fuck you, Shane, I can be funny and sexy for you, Shane, I can annoy you and poke at you, Shane, nothing else, I will not try to be anything more than that, I swear, I learned my lesson, do you want me, do you like me, do you do you do you???

It breaks my heart that Ilya knows he wants more from Shane, but they can't have it, and Shane doesn't want it anyway, he made that clear, so he'll give Shane only what he wants to get from Ilya, he'll be whatever Shane wants him to be. Ilya has settled for what he can get, and he will not ask for more, he knows what happened the last time he tried to see what more would feel like. If Shane really is giving him another chance, Ilya will be soooo cool and chill, he has no inner world, he is Shane's fun, no stress hook up. That's all Shane wants, and to Ilya that sounds about right, that tracks, Ilya is a hot body and a fat wallet, and he should keep whatever else he is to himself because who would want to look at that.

Except then Shane does want to look at that, Shane holds him, Shane asks questions, Shane wants to call on the phone and wants to help, if he can, Shane wishes he spoke Russian so he could learn about Ilya's sadness, Shane makes a whole fucking plan just to be closer to Ilya, to have a chance at a future with Ilya 😭

Sorry to come here and blabber on the ask box, but I felt you would understand and I need to share abt my obsession with this shot. All comments I've seen abt this scene are on Shane putting on sunglasses so no one knows what I'm looking at Hollander, which yes, so correct, but Shane looks so calm and confident and Ilya looks so on edge to me (the panting from the swimming doesn't help) and it drives me crazy (esp because of how Ilya's whole settling for what he can get deal will come back to bite them in the ass in a couple years), and I needed to see someone who also saw it too. I'm sure stuff abt it is out there, I'm not unearthing anything, I just haven't happened to come across it. Thank you if you read all of this ahah

Oh I read it all, because I'm right there with you. The whole Tampa thing is Ilya trying to hit reset on their dynamic. Not that Ilya was trying to propose marriage to Shane with the Tuna Melts, but he was trying to change up their dynamic and just PLAY with Shane more. He wants more time with him, because Shane is his favorite. He wasn't examining it any deeper than that, so he doesn't know he fucked up until he fucked up. To me, tuna melts was him saying "I like you, I want to have a regular thing where we hook up and spend time together, still no strings!" and he didn't think it through or communicate that effectively, so he thinks that EVEN THAT is asking too much of Shane.

So he jokes: You look pretty today. Hollander can you give these kids some money I don't have my wallet. Great goal. Found you! But I wasn't looking for you, haha silly Hollander. Yes, yes, let's meet up in my hotel room. This is normal. We can have it all back Hollander, just the way it was before. And I promise I'll keep it light this time.

Like you said! Ilya thinks his value is in serving other people—being funny, sexy, generous with money, generous with his body. To quote YOU, the philosopher of origin: "If Shane really is giving him another chance, Ilya will be soooo cool and chill, he has no inner world, he is Shane's fun, no stress hook up. That's all Shane wants, and to Ilya that sounds about right, that tracks, Ilya is a hot body and a fat wallet, and he should keep whatever else he is to himself because who would want to look at that."

And then Shane comes in and oh, he's serious. He wants to have a serious conversation but wait! Ilya can still brush this off. He can still make it light because Hollander LOVES when Ilya teases him. So he teases him about being gay, but Shane sees through it. So Ilya goes to his second reliable tactic, getting mean like "oh my god Hollander this is so boring and stupid to talk about" growing into "What the fuck does it matter?" BUT THEN that makes Shane hit him with the "I don't think I can pretend I don't like you anymore" and that throws Ilya. Because what the fuck.

"You don't like me" might be the first sincere thing Ilya has said! "I think I like you a little too much" Stop stop stop Hollander this is too much, this is pointless, this can't happen. YOU said it yourself Hollander, you made me remember that we can't be anything, and now you are—