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my writing || masterlist
I've written a ton of original fiction, mostly with sapphic and T4T characters. I also wrote a bunch of Marvel fiction in college; it's since been deleted with my old blog, but I'm writing new fics/reworking old ones and have a handful posted here.
You can find all my fics under the "my writing" tag as well as on this list (below the cut). These are in chronological(ish) order unless otherwise noted, and the character(s) listed in parentheses is the main sneezer (for lack of a better term).
You can also find my fics on my AO3, where I use the same username.
Original Characters
These stories follow a queer friend group in the Portland, Maine area. Eddie and Clem are a lesbian couple living in a cabin in the woods south of Portland, where Clem runs an apothecary and dabbles in witchcraft. Eddie can see ghosts, but it's almost never a plot point beyond the first few stories. Jack and Corey are partners and live in Portland; Jack works at a bookstore and Corey is a barista. Frankie lives in Portland and runs a bookstore called Seaside Scribbles, where Eddie and Jack work. There, she meets Penn, a reporter who's new in town. They're all in their late 20s.
Lupe, Charlotte, and Toby are a sapphic polycule in the Portland area. They're all in their early 30s. Lupe is Penn's coworker, and Toby is a supervisor at the coffee shop where Corey works. Charlotte is a teacher.
Sniffles at the Apothecary (Eddie)
An Herbaceous Bath (Eddie)
A Midnight Visitor (Eddie)
Halloween Party Prep (Clem)
Moving Interrupted (Eddie)
Raking Leaves (Clem)
Unexpected Travelers (Eddie)
Bathtub Sneezes (Clem)
Sunflower Maze Mishaps (Eddie)
Christmas Candle (Clem)
Picnic Interrupted (Eddie and Clem)
Tender Loving Care (Clem)
Autumn Leaves (Clem)
Christmas Trees and Head Colds (Clem)
Christmas Lights and Brain Gremlins (Eddie)
Bad Timing pt. 1 (Jack)
Bad Timing pt. 2 (Eddie and Clem)
Bad Timing pt. 3 (Corey)
Bad Timing pt. 4 (Frankie)
Chocolate || Sweethearts pt. 1 (Eddie and Clem)
Taro Tea || Sweethearts pt. 2 (Frankie)
Nerds || Sweethearts pt. 3 (Corey)
Something Special, Reportedly (Frankie)
Strangers or Friends or Fill in the Blank (Penn)
The Trouble with Speed Dating (Penn)
Friendship Bracelets and the Flu (Frankie)
The Quiet Spaces (Frankie)
Found Friend (Clem)
The So-Called Meaning of Dreams (Penn)
Unspoken Things pt. 1 (Frankie)
Unspoken Things pt. 2 (Frankie, Penn)
Unspoken Things pt. 3 (Frankie)
Unspoken Things pt. 4 (Frankie, Penn)
Unspoken Things pt. 5 (Frankie, Penn)
A Break in the Silence (Penn)
The One Thing She Knows (Frankie)
Dyke Night (Penn)
Summertime Sniffles (Lupe)
Miscommunications (Frankie)
Easy and Slow (Jack)
Take Care (Charlotte)
Next Year (Penn)
Anything (Frankie)
Conference Crud (Lupe)
Catching (Charlotte, Toby)
Marvel
Love you, buddy: Canon-compliant Sambucky fics post-Endgame, with a few Bobquin and general Thunderbolts team fics here or there. Listed in vaguely chronological order, not the order in which I wrote them.
Just Five More Minutes (Sam)
If We Fall, I Only Pray Don't Fall Away From Me (Bucky)
Anybody Else But You (Bucky)
The Part of Me That Ain't Around I'm Always Talking To (Sam)
You're All I've Got (Bucky)
Now I Have to Act Like I Can't Read Your Mind (Bob)
I would do it again if I could hold you for a minute: Fics set in an AU where, after the events of Age of Ultron, Steve and company pull Bucky out of Bucharest to begin to recover at the new Avengers facility in Upstate New York. Fics focus on Steve and Bucky's relationship unless otherwise specified.
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no one asked for my thoughts, BUT I have thoughts about Spread Me below the cut (spoilers)
I didn't *love* the book, but it was interesting reading a contagion fetish story outside of a fetish space because it was so ... not how people who are into contagion talk about it here? I am not really into contagion (there are *aspects* of it I can get into/I do love contagion as part of like ... broader snz scenarios, but it's absolutely not the main thing for me, and it can actually squick me out pretty quickly) ... so I can't speak with any authority on this. But I thought it was interesting that there was such a focus on Kinsey wanting to literally fuck a virus, the beauty of viruses, etc. and so little focus on ... idk, illness? What a virus does to a person? And I guess that was part of it -- she complained that the illness presented itself to her as her coworkers when she just wanted *it* -- but I feel like it would have been interesting to get more of a look at what she DID like. Like, there were all those flashbacks; it would have been really interesting to see her be horny about someone having a more benign virus rather than just her feeling guilty for having a fetish. I feel like I came away not totally getting what she even really likes about viruses -- does she like feeling dominated by them, does she like being a voyeur to other people who get sick, is it something else, etc.
To be clear, this isn't me saying the book is/isn't bad, I'm just saying I personally thought it would be interesting to have explored in more depth what she was actually into ... if you're gonna do a contagion fetish story, go all out! Which was really how I felt about the whole book ... I felt like it was holding back in a lot of ways. I wanted it to be more gross, and I wanted it to be hornier with more of a focus on what Kinsey actually liked.
not snz, nsfw and tmi, just having a moment of laughing at myself because. why.
Me, as I’m getting ready to move in a couple of weeks, starting to come to terms with how traumatic circumstances have been for a huge chunk of my life, learning to navigate a new job with very little feedback from higher ups, trying to figure out how to deal with my joints constantly dislocating and my muscles hurting from being tense 24/7 while my POTS is also flaring from the heat, and just generally experiencing a level of stress that makes a medically induced coma seem tempting: You know what my problem is? It’s that I can’t get off without a vibrator. And I need to solve it right this instant.
good morning, i’m making myself dizzy first thing in the morning thinking about waking up next to a partner whose hayfever is active from the moment they wake up
waking up slowly to the sound of them muffling sneezes into the blankets. they’ve rolled away from you, stifling as quietly as possible and trying not to move too much so as not to wake you with their persistent fit even though you’ve assured them that this is your favorite thing to wake up to.
once you’re up, you reach for them to pull them closer, and as soon as they know you’re awake, they turn towards you, sniffling and whining, relieved that they don’t have to hold back these tickly sneezes anymore. they bury their twitching nose into your neck, clinging to you, asking if it’s okay if they sneeze on you, to which you say “of course, love.”
cuddled up all soft in bed with your red-nosed, sneezy partner hitching against your skin, shuddering in the safety of your arms as you stroke a soothing hand down their back. the first dozen words you whisper into their hair every morning is a series of adoring “bless you”s.
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chat is it relatable to just feel absolute despair over being misunderstood? I think this is probably an autism thing, but I just feel so chronically misunderstood and it drives me absolutely up a wall how often people will misinterpret things I said. "Well you actually meant" - no. If I meant that, I would have said it.
This is perhaps a unique experience, but did anyone else have some thing (media, collectable item, etc.) when you were younger that had NOTHING to do with snz, yet you associated with snz for whatever reason to the point that you can’t decouple the two when you revisit it as an adult?
A moment of appreciation for my college bestie, who was a fairly large dude but had the tiniest little rapid sneezes, and who whispered "bless you" under his breath anytime someone in a crowded area sneezed.
What’s that? I seem distracted? Oh, sorry, I was just thinking about someone having such bad allergies that they can’t help crying a little out of frustration
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Not snz and probably delete later, but I actually cannot overstate how getting on T has like. Activated me like a fuckin glow stick in literally every way possible.
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Waking up after you arrive at your hotel with a sniffle and a bit of a sore throat, wondering if it’s the pollen or leftover dryness making you feel off from the plane ride. Stuffing a pack of tissues in your pocket right before you leave, slipping into a convenience store while you’re out to buy some over the counter allergy meds, maybe a nasal spray….
Waking up the next day feeling like you need more sleep. Throat scratchy, nose runny, and your muffling sneezes into your limited supply of tissues throughout the day. Having to pop back to the convenience store to buy more, hoping, praying, it will be enough. The congestion starting to settle in your sinuses says otherwise though… and you wish, for once, it was just allergies.
