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Whenever I think "I've hit rock bottom, it can't be worse than this", the ground shakes and opens up a deeper trench, that swallows me down.

🐌 I'd love to have the opportunity to live a slow life. It will not be lacking anything from this fast-peaced world, but instead add to it. I'd have time to decide what mood I want my outfit to have for the day and maybe even change it halfway, because I'm indecisive. I'd not miss out on the soft breeze because I have to rush to not be late to somewhere. I'd chose to study some niche thing that interested me, study it leisurely, for months, for years, because there isn't a strict deadline for an exam. I'd have time to admire the sunsets. But, alas, I'm not a nobility in ancient China 😔