no but seriously who is fitz if not repressed? who is he without the walls he was forced to put up by galen, regal, will, burrich? he never gets past his hang-ups and self-blame because if he DID! he would FALL APART!
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no but seriously who is fitz if not repressed? who is he without the walls he was forced to put up by galen, regal, will, burrich? he never gets past his hang-ups and self-blame because if he DID! he would FALL APART!

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if i may. the concept of fitz being a repressed touch-me-not is so juicy to me because there is no way this man could be normal about anything. his concept of masculinity is incredibly rigid and there would have to be an irrational period of unbearable stupidity on his behalf before he would manage to remotely process the experience of attraction that he perceives as incongruous and backwards. the fool would be cautious but wouldn’t reject him because he would be too busy losing his mind that FITZ, the guy who he’s been in love with since his teen years, is showing affection in that way at all.
i think the angst potential is the most insane thing about this because fitz would be ouroboros-devouring himself internally in trying to rationalise what he’s doing in a way that fits within the parameters he’s used to, and the fool would eventually push him away, coming to the conclusion that fitz is actually somehow disgusted by him or he’s just working through something else and using the fool as some miserable coping mechanism. of course fitz doesn’t intend to hurt him and values the fool more than anything, and his refusal to open himself up like that is really a subconscious way of protecting the fool from himself. he is TERRIFIED of opening that door and reckoning with the entirety of his past and fractured self-concept because he thinks if he does something will break inside him
I've recently started reading the Realm of the Elderlings series for the first time and I've never fallen in love with a book series so fast!! I feel CRAZY! Here's some Fitz + The Fool (pls no spoilers in the replies I beg)
anyone else ever think about this one
imagine being dutiful in fool’s errand when fitz is like please get behind me then flies into a berserker rage and massacres literally 30 people in a dead end tunnel to protect him like ok he didn’t think this guy was normal or sane at any point but then his friend/master/whatever has to step right in front of him while his sword is still swinging bc fitz is not personally capable of defusing the situation and is like fitz stop killing everyone!! haha just give him a second he just does this sometimes lol. and then fitz does actually stop and now the whole situation is just fckin mind boggling. dutiful is really the only person to witness firsthand the insanity of their dynamic until assassin’s fate

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genuinely recommended rote to 2 friends with a waiver disclaiming the possibility of misery and suffering
for me the reason rote literally feels like crack is robin hobb continually orchestrates what you want to happen to a painful extent. her characters’ flaws, miscommunications and mistakes are constantly on page and you always want this or that to be rectified, put into the light, or resolved but these potentials are pretty much always denied. her narrative arcs are well thought out but you will Never get what you want and you’re just left clutching the books and rocking back and forth. definitely recommend tho
fitz is thee unreliable narrator ever he’s so fucking funny like his logic clearly makes perfect sense to him bc he is Very Intelligent Very Well Trained and sometimes he’ll make an observation that’s almost normal and you get baited into thinking omg he’s making a genuine self-actualising realisation and then he follows it up with the most batshit irrational repressed self-hating sentence you’ve ever read. this repeats for 9 books and the whole time you’re thinking Stupid Idiot Please Learn Surely You Cannot Go On Like This while fitz is like this is my unbiased factual autobiography and now you understand why i am awful. you must also have witnessed how normal and platonic i am about my close male friend the fool