truly do not understand how people just slip into relationships and jobs and opportunities and friend groups and lifestyles. to me there are a million obstacles to navigate in a single basic conversation
I don't understand people who can't. TO me the lines ofctwlationships follow mostly obvious lines that leash peoplextogethwrxin strings and webs thatcin mycmund are as much a part of creaking as the people themselves.
Of course mistlycobvious still leaves lots of room for subjectivity andcthatciscyhe space whereby smdocial anxiety lives.to say nothingness my autistic social deficits which live elsewhere. Specifically iclikextalk a lot about everything. I try dominate conversation be always center attention must need everyone put me firstxplease. Amd don't always noticeci doing it evenvthoughvivknow not to m add kescnormal back and forth conversation super hard. Is called socioemotional reciprocity deficit is item A in autism diagnosis. Snd bad at boundaries mean I try make it everyone else problem to fix. NC I'm also millenial so obviously I'm entitled.
