insane

Some people heal. Some people just get quieter.

find someone you can share your sadness with, someone who knows how to lift your heart when it feels heavy, who stays awake with you when you can’t sleep, who lets you be alone but never truly leaves you. find that gem because in the end that’s all you’ll ever need.

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

"why aren't you open with me?" *flashbacks to every time I've done that* idk man I guess that's just how I am

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

There is violence in the way I hold myself together

i’ve really been going through it mentally lately. my self worth and self confidence is at an all time low. looking at myself makes me wanna rip all my skin off. i just wish i could have a new me. start all over again and make the perfect me. maybe then someone will like me.