whatever

been pretty lonely today. wanting to make more friends. if anyone’s up to be friends, my DMs are open 🩷

my heart is hurting but i did what i needed to.

first day i’ve smiled in a while. i hope to start feeling like myself again soon

i really wish 2026 never happened to me. 2025 wasn’t much better but 2026 has absolutely been one of the worst years of my life. i’m a bad luck charm to myself and everyone who has ever met me

part of me wonders if i’m ever gonna be worthy of love. honestly i don’t think it’s in the cards for me. that’s something im learning to accept

started my new job today. my anxiety is really peaked right now because of it and the day i had. i just need something to calm me

i started out this week so strong. i thought i was really making strides. turns out a concert will just mask that until you come back down from that high lol

life’s been feeling a bit easier lately like i don’t feel like i have to stay stressed 24/7 and that i can relax and having people in your life that make that an easier task is so nice. i’m hoping this feeling stays this time.

been constantly playing my switch 2 but needing human interaction again. so hi i wanna make friends again. my DMs are open

losing someone in your life who’s still alive and the sadness that comes with it hits you in the most random of times. it never hits like a wave pool, it hits like a 50 foot storm wave that hits you like a brick wall.

constantly fighting with my mind is so exhausting. i want to believe im worthy of being loved but idk if ill ever feel that way. i just want someone to come along and be so tender with me and make me truly believe im worth being loved. because i know ill give that right back easily.