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Many years ago, I wrote a screenplay. I’ve never shown it to anyone. It’s gangly and well, whatever, but I like the story.

I recently reread it, it’s probably been seven or eight years since I’ve read it, and I’ve decided to change it into what could end up being a novel.

My hope is that by doing this will help to kickstart the creative juices.

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ok, so, i've reread both what i wrote and also a re-write i did, several times, in fact. i've made some minor adjustments (mentally) and just outlined the chapters in terms of what, generally, is happening in each and who is in the chapter. kinda a little excited

one thing that i want to be really careful about is doing this writing at my computer, which i use for work. i think i have a second laptop that will work, but i need to figure out how/where i'm going to do this.

i mean, i was going to toss (and by toss i mean stick it in my garage) my second desk that i got when my keyboard tray broke. maybe i need to set that up. i'd be able to move my chair easily enough. maybe this is what i do.

fassyanon

and i have officially started writing. this makes me happy.

fassyanon

Between writing and other stuff I’m doing I’m not necessarily writing every day but today I wrote about 500 words so woohoo! And what I’m finding to be interesting, I’m going back to the way I was writing before which is all the dialogue first and then go back and do all the description and everything else that goes along with it so yeah, it feels like I’m actually getting into writing again.

Woohoo!

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Today is the only day you can summon the energy to reblog this.

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My poor 20-year-old boy is not doing all that well. I’m at the vet and hopefully we will find out what it is and it will be something easy to take care of and not something serious.

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Really not good, we are going to go ahead and do some bloodwork and x-rays. I just wanna be informed in whatever kind of decision I need to make.

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Fuck.

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I’ve been preparing myself for this since Sunday, but it’s still really sucks. I’m not quite ready to say goodbye, I believe that will be Saturday. He went downhill very quickly. I just need to spend some really good cuddle time with him. Luckily, they gave me a very light Painkiller to help ease whatever it is that’s going on in him. I also wanna make sure that, sometimes all you need is a really good sleep and you feel better. I know that’s not going to happen here but at least wanna try that overnight tonight. I’ll see where he is tomorrow, I’m going to get the bare minimum done at work tomorrow, and then I’ll be taking the rest of the day off to spend with him.

The top is one of my favorite pictures of him. The bottom was about 24 hours before he started going downhill (he’s the one on the bottom, his sister was sitting right behind him so I was able to get her too). It’s like I somehow knew.

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lowkey obsessed with my own blog. it has all my favorite things and all the opinions i agree with. best place on the internet maybe ever

fassyanon

My poor 20-year-old boy is not doing all that well. I’m at the vet and hopefully we will find out what it is and it will be something easy to take care of and not something serious.

fassyanon

Really not good, we are going to go ahead and do some bloodwork and x-rays. I just wanna be informed in whatever kind of decision I need to make.

fassyanon

Fuck.

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fassyanon

My poor 20-year-old boy is not doing all that well. I’m at the vet and hopefully we will find out what it is and it will be something easy to take care of and not something serious.

fassyanon

Really not good, we are going to go ahead and do some bloodwork and x-rays. I just wanna be informed in whatever kind of decision I need to make.

dduane

WHAT

Officials say it was an error to add the fictional nation from Black Panther to the list.

fassyanon

I have no idea if this is true or not. I’m imagining that someone somewhere is trying to play a joke on the government and make them appear in competent. They really don’t need any help with that because they actually are.

My poor 20-year-old boy is not doing all that well. I’m at the vet and hopefully we will find out what it is and it will be something easy to take care of and not something serious.

bought something to help me track my sleep and workouts, and bought something really cheap, and yeah, it's only worth what i paid for it (didn't want it to connect to an app).

found something else, but it's new and won't ship for at least a month and just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why can't i have something sooner that isn't fucking black? i don't want to give google or amazon my info, so i'm kinda stuck, but oh well, i'll deal with the delay.

i'm really tired of everything being black or muted in color. i want color in my life!

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Ten People You Want to Get to Know Better (Tag Game)

Tagged by the lovely @izhunny I was just reading your answers for fun, so imagine my surprise when I saw I was tagged!

I've decided my mood needs lifting, and realized the best way to do that is checking tumblr once a day, so after a long break, I'm back. It was really sweet @izhunny noticed that!

Last song: Baby, Now That I Found You by Ella Bright (Off Campus). I don't even know if I was actually listening to it, or if I'm hearing it in my head because it's played on repeat for days now

Currently watching: “The Last Ship” on Netflix. (2014) Watch a show about a pandemic! It'll be sci-fi! Mom and I used to watch it together, but I never finished the series. I've been very nostalgic this summer and landed on that. Speaking of nostalgic, Hubs and I are watching “Perfect Strangers” on Tubi every night. (1986) It's held up pretty well and the silly comedy has us rolling with laughter. They really don't make TV like that anymore.

Current obsession: learning how to sew a zipper AND trying to avoid catching feelings for anyone in the Off Campus cast. I do not have time for that! And I can predict I'm about to become reacquainted with my pre-teen Pompeii obsession as soon as I watch Professor Tom's new show

Currently reading: Physical Book: the Comeback by Lily Chu, audiobook (in the car only): The Redo by Max Monroe, e-book (only while walking the treadmill): My Not So Perfect Summer by Phoebe MacLeod

Currently working on: Writing? Haven't written in AGES, but 5000+ words poured out of me in the last two weeks from a premise built on real life events we've dealt with recently- what if a vacation-home rental owner accidentally gets stranded with her handsome, mysterious guest during a weather related event? No, they aren't snowed in. And I can't decide if he's an actor or sports figure hiding from the real world.

Sewing- I AM going to figure out how to sew a zipper this summer if it kills me. Making zipper pouches and chapstick holders for some family going on a Disney trip this fall. I'm also going to figure out how to do gathers. I have this idea to use some of my school t-shirts and turn them into a patchwork dress.

Personal- gathering info to make an informed decision about retirement

Last Google search query: is the bonnet style on the new Little House series historically accurate?

No Pressure Tagging: @maeve-curry-writes @captainjimothycarter @nuggsmum @fassyanon @lady-meatball @before-we-get-started @astheskycries

If you're reading this consider yourself tagged and play along.

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@avenger-nerd-mom: I have not been tagged in one of these in soooo long. More than happy to play this game:

Last song: I can't just list one song, not capable of that: music i'm using for my walking so it's my walking list: Enter Sandman (Metallica), Dancing Queen (ABBA), Rumour Has It (Adele, Pon de Replay (Rihanna), The Way You Move (Outkast), OR Swedish House Mafia (either Until One or Paradise Again - full albums).

Currently watching: In order of most recent: Reacher, season 3. Sense8 (rewatch: finished season 1), Heroes (rewatch: finished season 1, don't know when i'll continue with season 2), Angel (rewatch: season 5 - in the middle of it). Finished Big Bang Theory (first time watching), Supergirl (kind of a rewatch: in the middle of season 5).

Current obsession: not a true obsession but something i do every day: pay attention to my finances. i really would love to retire right now, but i absolutely cannot afford it. i'm checking my spending and saving, making sure that i'm staying on track so that i can retire when i turn 70 (in 10 years, ugh).

Currently reading: I'm actually not reading anything right now. i'm trying to find an author who has a number of books to read and it's tough. i really don't want to buy anything, but relying on the library can be hit or miss (LA County library anyone? so many people). i want to read at least one work from an author before i commit to a series or the author, but it's hard to find where to start.

Currently working on: hmmm, this one is tough, because where do i start? getting back on a treadmill because i really want to lose weight (i know, i'm supposed to say i want to "be healthy" but what i really want is to be comfortable in my own body and once i am, i'll be healthy)

also: cleaning up my depression house. haven't been depressed for several years, but didn't have the energy to do anything about it. i've had trouble with sleeping for, generally, over 20 years and i have only recently found a supplement that really helps and now i'm getting at least 7 hours a night and that is a huge difference. also, i'm now eating every day, wasn't doing that before, and that really didn't help with having energy and being able to lose weight. my body has been starved for at least 6 years, so need to get it to not be starved anymore.

also: just yesterday i tried painting (paint by numbers) and realized that is just not for me. i also have needlepoint - beginners - because i want to have some kind of real hobby. i knew i wouldn't be able to do it with my glasses so i got one of those 'old lady gadgets' (light with magnification that goes around your neck) and it works well, so once i get things squared away (probably in the next week) i'm going to really pick back up with it.

also: haven't really tried it recently, but i want to get back into writing (been saying this for years) and i think having some kind of creative endeavor (such as the needlepoint) might help my muse. that's what i'm hoping, at least. i have stories!

Personal: gosh, all of the above is really personal, what else? ah, yes: i'm afraid i'm going to need to help one of my 20 yr old cats across the rainbow bridge soon, so there's that.

Last Google search query: i don't do google, i do DuckDuckGo (haven't used google in at least 8 years). it was to find a recipe for a 3-bean salad, and before that alternatives to a fitbit. i don't want something that receives my personal health data, that's mine, not theirs. i don't want them to turn it over to anyone for any reason. i do have something that does a little bit, but i would like more. don't know that i'll be able to find something. ugh, late-stage capitalism.

tagging (no pressure!): @adena-k, @gothic-petal, @evalinawildangel, @polari28, @seitou, @ladyvaderpixetc, @roosterbox, @noegrets, @colorfullydone, @ladyninasayers-ish

also, anyone else who wants to play