// new coping mechanism is singing This is the life by Hannah Montana whenever I start thinking negatively

I don’t need to be doing what everyone else is doing to be living my life and doing well.

// BWAHAHAHA I was right karma is real. Hope it always comes for him

//starting my period and wanting to do absolutely nothing but lay in bed and eat all of the things that will definitely upset my stomach but they taste so goooood

// got to see friends from college over the weekend and ahh it was so nice. It’s been so hard to see everyone since we’ve all gotten different/ more jobs . I wish I could hangout with them all more often

// feeling like gods strongest soldier today as I went out to a party last night, stayed out late, stayed up late and STILL woke up at 7 am this morning and did my hour of yoga/ stretches before having to go to work/ do stuff

Those are great

// me when I’m trying to make progress on something, and technically I am because I am learning and figuring it out, but I am no where closer to the final product so it feels like no progress

However!!! After I do my 30 minutes of stretches/ yoga that I usually don’t feel like getting up to do but I do anyways.. I feel a little bit better! Like I don’t feel excited for the day now but I don’t feel completely disinterested

// it feels like everyone I see posting about the amazing digital circus and the final episode need to go and touch some grass maybe a hug a tree idk, sooo chronically online it’s crazy

Silly me

It’s just so easy to compare to others and feel some form of jealousy

My boyfriend and I have been following the show since it began, he is a bit more into than I but either way we are both very excited for the finale

// my job requires me to walk around a lot… like yesterday and today working I’ve almost walked 10 miles and I know it’s good for me to move around but also I be so tired my body gets so tired from it

//celebrated my boyfriends birthday yesterday, went to the arcade had lots of fun. Super happy it was a good day (:

// life is good, I taught an art class again and hopefully will be able to do even more soon and everything else in life is decent. Nothing too big to worry about but also I still have so much I wanna get done so of course I still feel like stressed. I think it’s just that I have all these chore like things I wanna do and idek how to go about them so I just keep putting them off but I still wanna get it done at some point. I just need to do it to be honest, there isn’t ever a perfect time or perfect way for anything just gotta do it ahhhh

Life changes so fast sometimes