However!!! After I do my 30 minutes of stretches/ yoga that I usually don’t feel like getting up to do but I do anyways.. I feel a little bit better! Like I don’t feel excited for the day now but I don’t feel completely disinterested

// it feels like everyone I see posting about the amazing digital circus and the final episode need to go and touch some grass maybe a hug a tree idk, sooo chronically online it’s crazy

Silly me

It’s just so easy to compare to others and feel some form of jealousy

My boyfriend and I have been following the show since it began, he is a bit more into than I but either way we are both very excited for the finale

// my job requires me to walk around a lot… like yesterday and today working I’ve almost walked 10 miles and I know it’s good for me to move around but also I be so tired my body gets so tired from it

//celebrated my boyfriends birthday yesterday, went to the arcade had lots of fun. Super happy it was a good day (:

// life is good, I taught an art class again and hopefully will be able to do even more soon and everything else in life is decent. Nothing too big to worry about but also I still have so much I wanna get done so of course I still feel like stressed. I think it’s just that I have all these chore like things I wanna do and idek how to go about them so I just keep putting them off but I still wanna get it done at some point. I just need to do it to be honest, there isn’t ever a perfect time or perfect way for anything just gotta do it ahhhh

Life changes so fast sometimes

// FINALLY purchased a waterproof art portfolio bag to help store all the art I made in college and highschool. It seems very big and spacious so hopefully I can fit a good amount of my work in there and don’t need another… and hopefully this helps me regain control of my stuff and my space. I’ve let everything get so out of hand but I feel like having this storage option now is really going to help me reorganize and clean up my shit

We always try to 100% games we play together tho and we are not doing great 100% Donkey Kong, all the puzzle pieces and coins are hidden so well!

Wish my family wasn’t so broken, tired of being alone

People can seem very put together without actually having it together

// well I am just exhausted. Did some traveling yesterday and it was fine but it did not go quite as planned and it all took a lot longer than originally thought… have to go back to work tomorrow.. working on final touches and getting final materials to teach this painting class… got my personal property tax bill in the mail today… having some family health issues and such but just trynna get through day by day like usual

I probably am right too tbh, not to toot my own horn but I’m often right about these types of things tee hee 🤷‍♀️

Life is slow, long, boring, fun, exciting, miserable, short, scary, etc… that’s the whole point