Fangirling For Many Possible Reasons ヽ(•̀ω•́ )ゝ✧

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Me: what about him

“Well you seemed super into him”

Me: what why

“…dude you were flirting all night”

Me:

i feel like this song perfectly describes how i felt and currently feel after finally accepting myself.

before, i didn't have any reason to live. i had reasons not to die, but i couldn't envision anything worth sticking around for in my future. i didn't care about marrying; i had no motivation to create, since i was always having to censor myself for my family and friends; and i didn't have any desire to chase after a career or dream job.

now? i have SO many reasons to live. I want to see a drag show, and see a pride parade. i want to kiss and hold hands with a girl while she talks about her favorite things. i want to create art for my queer characters and share their stories with everyone. i want to teach kids and give them all the knowledge and advantages and love and support i was never given. i want to get a tattoo, to get blackout drunk, to be loud.

i want to live all the experiences i never even considered chasing because of parents and religions that hid those options from me. i'm sick of perfect rules and tidy ways of thinking. i want to be problematic and contradictory. i want to be kind and free.

i want to fucking live. and i want to live pursuing what makes me happy with people who support me all the way.

I guess the #dogman fandom is dead without @peanutheaddd around. I learned through a freaking tweet that their accounts (and art associated with them) were completely wiped. I am absolutely devastated because of how much love I had toward their work, their beautiful animatics, their gorgeous art style. They were a keystone to the fandom and to have them gone without a trace? It’s a hollow feeling.

If you’re seeing this @peanutheaddd just know your art touched me deep within my soul, your work and AUs forced a yearning out of me I never thought I had. The fan fiction’s you inspired alone is testament to your creativity and even as everyone moves on I’ll still think of your Dusk AU, as I was planning a huge fanfic centered around it.

I almost automatically tagged Idia HAHAHAH so, to change things up a bit, I drew Malleus!!! I was afraid I wouldn't do his facecard justice, but in the end it was SO MUCH fun to do this drawing!!! Honestly, it's kind of my favorite drawing! But I still love Idia, don't worry

UPDATE || Friday May 15th || 2026

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Special thank you to @barbelzoa who works super hard coloring panels alongside me each week!! <3

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

I have so much respect for anyone who previously played it when it was popular, because not only am I struggling with the second boss, but I just realized that I have to give Donald and goofy some potions to help them heal rather than expecting them to heal themselves.

I’m so used to NPC’s having to help themselves and the player just had to focus on their own character. That’s how you know I’m way too used having to worry about my character, then struggling with everyone else.

Why was it that Tarzan’s battle with Clayton the most easiest boss all because he got stuck in a corner?

Also learned that as long as I level up higher, I can beat most of the bosses and I finally figured out how to use most of my magic. I just been beating up most of the minion is more than using my magic, but I have after realizing how easy some of it is I’ve been trying to do a balance of both.

So far, I can see why people enjoyed the first game so much, you have to be both strategic but also very smart to kind of figure out how to dodge the enemies. I also forgot to add that I did not think that Sandman was also one of the people that was a part of the villain group.

I don’t know old PlayStation games too much so I would need someone to help explain to me why I got so excited, overseeing characters from Final Fantasy in kingdom hearts, unless they’re all from the same universe, which would freak me out so much.