when you are an insomniac and buy sleepytime tea even though you know it’s not going to work 🙃

today was one of the best days I’ve had in a while.. spent it with some of the only people I’ve ever trusted.. unfortunately as soon as I allowed myself too much time to think everything changed and the anxiety and sadness began :/

I’m just so tired 😞

one year ago I got this tattoo... as a reminder that my life was to be my way, and on the terms I chose. I decided to write my own story and it was the greatest I’ve ever felt. just a constant reminder of my rebirth, and the struggles I faced to get to where I am today. Everyday after this, my life was on my terms. And whoever disagreed was gladly shown the door. It took so much to get to where I am.

Today was super overwhelming... I love what I do for work, the beginning of my career... but it’s so damn hard when you have shitty management who always look at you when they need someone to blame other than themselves. Thankful everyday for my job though, it’s helped shape me into the person I am today. I just pray for better days... I don’t want to fall because of this.