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So it turns out I am very very unhappy with the way this blog is. I feel like I should have waited until I had more hc stuff for Chara before I made it haha. I don’t like the way I was doing it
So I’m making a new blog. I just finished my brand new about page for it. If anyone still wants to interact with me, I’ll drop you a link. Until then
A sentence meme of my favorite Halsey lyrics
From all her songs/albums. I love Halsey so freaking much. So I’m gonna make another Halsey meme. Also, I realize that her new album has less quotes than the others, but I haven’t listened to it as much yet! Cut for length because it’s long.
“Throw me in the deep end, watch me drown.”
“ I’m helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine.”
“Viral mess turned dreams into an empire.“
“Survival of the richest, the city’s ours until the fall.”
“They’re Monaco and Hamptons bound, but we don’t feel like outsiders at all.“
“What kind of dough have you been spending?“
“What kind of bubblegum have you been blowing lately?“
“All we do is think about the feelings that we hide.”
“And California never felt like home to me until I had you on the open road.”
“Your laugh echoes down the highway carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness. It’s bliss.”
“Would it really kill you if we kissed?“
“And there’s a storm you’re starting now.”
“I’m a wanderess.”
“Don’t belong to no city. Don’t belong to no man.”
“I’m the violence in the pouring rain. I’m a hurricane.”
“I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me.”
“Didn’t know where we were running to. But don’t look back.”
“Feet first, don’t fall. We’ll be running again.”
“I’m searching for something that I can’t reach…“
“I like the sad eyes, bad guys, mouth full of white lies.”
“And I swear “I hate you” when you leave.”
“My ghost, where’d you go?”
“I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me.”
“What happened to the soul that you used to be?“
“I love him but I know I’m gonna leave him…”
“You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.”
“You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece.”
“I’m covered in the colors, Pulled apart at the seams.”
“And now he’s so devoid of color. He don’t know what it means.”
“I know I’ve only felt religion when I’ve lied with you.”
“You were red and you liked me ‘cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky. And you decided purple just wasn’t for you.”
“Everybody wants to know if we fucked on the bathroom sink.”
“We wrote a story in the fog on the windows that night But the ending is the same every damn time.”
“They think I’m insane, they think my lover is strange.”
“But I don’t have to fucking tell them anything.”
“I don’t have to fucking tell you anything.”
“That’s the beauty of a secret. You know you’re supposed to keep it.”
“They know you walk like you’re a God, they can’t believe I made you weak.”
“These days I can’t seem to make this right. Well, is this fine? Will it be alright?”
“When his hair falls in his face, And his hands so cold they shake.”
“Now we’re lost somewhere in outer space. In a hotel room where demons play.”
“I’ve got a lover. A love like religion.”
“I’m such a fool for sacrifice.”
“I’m such a fool to pay this price.”
“I found the savior. I don’t think he remembers. 'Cause he’s off to pay his crimes. And he’s got no time for mine.”
“Every single night pray the sun’ll rise.”
“I was as pure as a river, But now I think I’m possessed.”
“I’ve been cold since you left.”
“You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold.”
“'Cause I’ve done some things that I can’t speak of.”
“I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave.”
“I came here so you’d come for me.”
“I’m begging you to keep on haunting me.”
“You weren’t looking for me.”
“Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?“
“Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?“
“You can’t wake up, this is not a dream.”
“You’re part of a machine, you are not a human being.”
“ Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline.“
“Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold.”
“Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?“
“I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning.”
“My mind’s like a deadly disease.”
“I’m bigger than my body. I’m colder than this home.”
“I’m meaner than my demons. I’m bigger than these bones.”
“Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.”
“I couldn’t stand the person inside me. I turned all the mirrors around.”
"Oh, baby girl, you know we’re gonna be legends.”
“ I know you wanna go to heaven but you’re human tonight."
“You know the two of us are just young gods.”
“I’m the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon.”
"If you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight.”
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「 ❀ 」 » itsyourbestnightmare . ⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ your sins are mine ˎˊ˗
Oh good! They did remember him! It was all just a bad moment or maybe they mistook him for someone else or even just a bad dream! They were still his best friend to the very end and he didn’t do anything to enrage them! Everything was going to be fine. He wasn’t going to die again.
“Of course you would! It’s, uh,…Anyway, it’s Flowey now but you can call me that if you really want! I don’t mind! Also, that was all my fault! I should I listened to what you had to say during the plan and uh…”
“I just wanted to see what you were doing?”
「 ❀ 」 “Weak.”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ That’s the first thing that comes to her mind, and the first thing that slips from her lips. Asriel is so weak. Even after everything, he still wants her to love him. Does he even love her anymore? Can he? Or is this simply fear? Is he afraid of her like everyone else? What a surprisingly apathetic feeling. She doesn’t even care anymore. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」”You should want me dead, brother. More than anyone in this world.”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ Well, perhaps she’s projecting. The fact that Asriel, as a soulless flower, still wanted her approval made her feel ill. She always wanted Asriel to love her. ANYONE to love her, despite how repulsive she is. And yet, she can only feel annoyance. He’s so damn weak. And so is she. Or else this wouldn’t bother her. That’s Flowey. A living monument to HER SINS. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」”So are you scared of me? Or do you pity me? Can you?”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ The last thing she wants is WORTHLESS PITY. ˎˊ˗

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i’m sorry if my words have convinced you i’m a good person.
「 ❀ 」 » princelygod . ⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ not the boy i knew ˎˊ˗
“Man, everyone treats killing like it’s some sort of terrible fate or anything. Everyone’s gonna die– heck, some people’re better off dead. Yet all ya humans do is complain and complain. If I remember right, you’re the ones that sealed monsterkind underground so they could slowly suffer and die.
Yet you all act like you’re up on some pure pedestals and that ‘you can get better’. What jokes.”
「 ❀ 」“Well, that’s the tea people.”
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i just want to thank all those who’ve destroyed me into the person i am today
True Detective Sentence Meme: Season One (another of my favorites, well, the first season at least.)
WARNING: Triggering content, NSFW content, religion/death/violence/sex/drugs/suicide mentioned. Lots of foul language
Regular Quotes
I’d consider myself a realist, alright? But in philosophical terms I’m what’s called a pessimist…
Oh, just a regular type dude… with a big ass dick.
People out here, it’s like they don’t even know the outside world exists. Might as well be living on the fucking Moon.
It’s all one ghetto man.
Stop saying shit like that. It’s unprofessional.
So what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning?
I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it’s obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.
Let’s make the car a place of silent reflection from now on.
Can I ask you something? You’re a Christian, yeah?
I know who I am. And after all these years, there’s a victory in that.
Can you get pills pretty easy?
Listen, when you’re at my house, I want you to chill the fuck out.
There’s nothing I can do about it. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but… I’m gonna have a drink.
Given how long its taken for me to reconcile my nature, I can’t figure I’d forgo it on your account.
Hmm. That sounds God-fucking-awful.
Isn’t that a beautiful way to go out, painlessly as a happy child?
Trouble with dying later is you’ve already grown up. The damage is done. It’s too late.
I can be hard to live with. I don’t mean to, but I can be… critical.
Sometimes I think I’m just not good for people, that it’s not good for them to be around me.
Such holy bullshit from you. It’s a woman’s body, ain’t it? A woman’s choice.
Girls walk this Earth all the time screwin’ for free. Why is it you add business to the mix and boys like you can’t stand the thought? I’ll tell you. It’s cause suddenly you don’t own it the way you thought you did.
Is shitting on any moment of decency part of your job description?
Nothing man, sorry, forget it.
You got some self loathing to do this morning, that’s fine, but it ain’t worth losing your hands over.
What’s your deal?
I don’t have “a deal”.
You’re kinda strange, like you might be dangerous.
Of course I’m dangerous. I’m police. I can do terrible things to people with impunity.
Now what do you mean exactly… these visions you mentioned.
Shiiiiit, just what have you two heard about me?
What the hell good is cake if you can’t eat it?
You know, throughout history, I bet every old man probably said the same thing. And old men die, and the world keeps spinnin’.
What do you think the average IQ of this group is, huh?
Just observation and deduction. I see a propensity for obesity. Poverty. A yen for fairy tales.
I think it’s safe to say nobody here’s gonna be splitting the atom.
You see that. Your fucking attitude.
Not everybody wants to sit alone in an empty room beating off to murder manuals.
Yeah, well if the common good’s gotta make up fairy tales, then it’s not good for anybody.
Well, I don’t use ten dollar words as much as you, but for a guy who sees no point in existence, you sure fret about it an awful lot.
I mean, can you imagine if people didn’t believe, what things they’d get up to?
Exact same thing they do now. Just out in the open.
Bullshit. It’d be a fucking freak show of murder and debauchery and you know it.
If the only thing keeping a person decent is the expectation of divine reward, then brother that person is a piece of shit; and I’d like to get as many of them out in the open as possible.
Well, I guess your judgment is infallible, piece-of-shit-wise.
You figure it’s all a scam, huh? All them folks? They just wrong?
People incapable of guilt usually do have a good time.
Do you wonder ever if you’re a bad man?
World needs bad men. We keep the other bad men from the door.
But I think I’m all fucked up.
You don’t have to fall in love at first sight, you know.
Every time I think you’ve hit a ceiling, you, you keep raising the bar. You’re like the Michael Jordan of being a son of a bitch.
Fuuuck! Hell of a bedside manner you’ve got.
Ahh, you know, being stupid is different than going in sick, and this is a bar, not a fuckin’ bedside.
All the dick swagger you roll, you can’t spot crazy pussy?
So, enough with the self-improvement-penance-hand-wringing shit. Let’s go to work.
Oh God damn it, I am so done talking to you like a man.
What the fuck you think I want with you, huh?
I’m sorry. What are you suggesting, exactly?
I will skull-fuck you, you bitch!
This is none of my business… I don’t want to hear it.
Do you know the good years when you’re in them, or do you just wait for them until you get ass cancer?
What always happens between men and women? Reality.
Someone once told me time is a flat circle.
The newspapers are gonna be tough on you.
No, buddy, without me… there is no you.
Yeah. Fuck this. Fuck this world.
You know, people that give me advice, I reckon they’re talking to themselves.
A man’s game charges a man’s price. Take that away from this, if nothing else.
I’m the person least in the need of counseling in this entire fucking state.
Thought maybe we should talk.
If you get the opportunity, you should kill yourself.
Hey, man, look. Why don’t you just get out of here, please? I don’t want to get arrested. Just - just get… before I do something to you.
I slept with someone… And you know him/her… You’re close.
Oh… Now, what-what are you saying?… What - what are you - what the fuck are you saying to me?
Life’s barely long enough to get good at one thing. So be careful what you get good at.
If you were drowning, I’d throw you a fuckin’ barbell.
Why would I ever help you?
Hey. You better get those jumper cables ready, the motherfucker is lying.
Get on out of here, you’re classin’ the place up.
My family’s been here a long, long time.
He ain’t gonna talk with you.
I got a car battery and two jumper cables argue different.
A man remembers his debts.
Fuck, I don’t like this place… Nothing grows in the right direction.
What happened in my head is not something that gets better.
Well you know what, I just got here; I was gonna leave, but then you woke up - Jesus, what’s your fuckin’ problem?
Not a care in the world.
I’m not supposed to be here.
Yeah… well, I’ll come back by tomorrow, buddy.
Don’t ever change, man.
Agh. Ah, fuck. Ah, he got me pretty good…
Do I strike you as a talker or a doer?
You’ll rip out your fucking stitches. Stop it.
This is the place.
Everybody’s got a choice, ____… Shit, I sure blamed you.
There you go… Everybody’s got a choice.
It’s hard to find something in a man who rejects people as much as you do, you know that?
Come die with me, little priest.
The DEEP SHIT™
I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution.
There can be a burden in authority, in vigilance, like a father’s burden.
I think the honorable thing for our species to do is to deny our programming. Stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction - one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.
This place is like somebody’s memory of a town, and the memory is fading.
I contemplate the moment in the garden; the idea of allowing your own crucifixion.
I don’t sleep, I just dream.
You got kids? I think of the hubris it must take, to yank a sole out of nonexistence into this meat; a force of life into this thresher.
I know who I am. And after all these years, there’s a victory in that.
Yeah, back then, the visions, yeah most of the time I was convinced… Shit… I’d lost it. But there were other times… I thought I was mainlining the secret truth of the universe.
I mean, it’s like somethin’s got your name on it, like a bullet or a nail in the road…
People… so goddamn frail they’d rather put a coin in the wishing well than buy dinner.
This… This is what I’m talking about. This is what I mean when I’m talkin’ about time, and death, and futility.
They welcomed it… not at first, but… right there in the last instant. It’s an unmistakable relief. See, cause they were afraid, and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just… let go.
All your life–you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain–it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person.
And like a lot of dreams, there’s a monster at the end of it.
You see, we all got what I call a life trap - a gene deep certainty that things will be different…
Nothing’s ever fulfilled, not until the very end. And closure - nothing is ever over.
I have seen the finale of thousands of lives, man. Young, old, each one so sure of their realness. You know that their sensory experience constituted a unique individual with purpose and meaning. So certain that they were more than biological puppet. The truth wills out, and everybody sees. Once the strings are cut, all fall down.
In eternity, where there is no time, nothing can grow. Nothing can become. Nothing changes. So Death created time to grow the things that it would kill.
And you are reborn, but into the same life that you’ve always been born into. I mean, how many times have we had this conversation? Well, who knows?
When you can’t remember your lives, you can’t change your lives, and that is the terrible and the secret fate of all life. You’re trapped by that nightmare you keep waking up into.
I can see your soul at the edges of your eyes. It’s corrosive, like acid.
Sometimes… this feeling like life has slipped through your fingers… like the future is behind you, like it’s always been behind you.
There’s a shadow on you, son.
I saw you in my dream. You’re in Carcosa now with me… He sees you… You’ll do this again… Time is a flat circle.
There’s no such thing as forgiveness. People just have short memories.
All my life I wanted to be nearer to God. But the only nearness - silence.
Some people, no matter where they look, they see themselves.
You see, sometimes people… mistake a child as an answer for something, you know, like a way to change their story.
Look, as sentient meat, however illusory our identities are, we craft those identities by making value judgments: everybody judges, all the time. Now, you got a problem with that… You’re livin’ wrong.
Once there was only dark. If you ask me, the light’s winning.

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Hey, it’s Anna again with a second Undertale blog. This time, it’s Chara. Let her into your blog and she totally won’t kill you OR possess you. This blog is 100% crossover and OC friendly. She has a Danganronpa verse (2 of them!) and she is also an anomaly that can probably just enter your universe as a ghost. Looking for Undertale, Danganronpa, and horror verses to write in!
I keep going back to watch this video it just captures my sense of humour perfectly
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Intimidation Meme
Sometimes it’s difficult for people to seek contact with each other because they can feel intimidated by others. Using this meme, you can send the symbols to my askbox that represent to you how intimidating I am to you. This way, it could be more clear to both sides how things are based on these feelings.
😗 - YOU ARE THE SOFTEST BEING. 😀 - I’m not afraid of reaching out to you. 😃 - To me, you are easy to approach. 😊 - I think you are a really friendly person. 😶 - I’m not sure if I can reach out to you. 😐 - You seem a little distant from others. 😓 - I feel like you would not really like me. 😲 - I’m afraid of reaching out to you. 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😥 - I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool. 😫 - I admire you from the sidelines because you seem cool and I’m just a dork. 😧 - Senpai, notice me???? 😦 - I feel really insecure when I want to reach out to you. 😨 - You intimidate me….a whole damn lot. 😭 - I wish I could be your friend but to me, you are so hard to reach out to. 😱 - I am so incredibly intimidated by you, it even makes me a little anxious sometimes. 💀 - OH MY GOD DON’T EAT ME PLEASE
True Detective Sentence Meme: Season One (another of my favorites, well, the first season at least.)
WARNING: Triggering content, NSFW content, religion/death/violence/sex/drugs/suicide mentioned. Lots of foul language
Regular Quotes
I’d consider myself a realist, alright? But in philosophical terms I’m what’s called a pessimist…
Oh, just a regular type dude… with a big ass dick.
People out here, it’s like they don’t even know the outside world exists. Might as well be living on the fucking Moon.
It’s all one ghetto man.
Stop saying shit like that. It’s unprofessional.
So what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning?
I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it’s obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.
Let’s make the car a place of silent reflection from now on.
Can I ask you something? You’re a Christian, yeah?
I know who I am. And after all these years, there’s a victory in that.
Can you get pills pretty easy?
Listen, when you’re at my house, I want you to chill the fuck out.
There’s nothing I can do about it. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but… I’m gonna have a drink.
Given how long its taken for me to reconcile my nature, I can’t figure I’d forgo it on your account.
Hmm. That sounds God-fucking-awful.
Isn’t that a beautiful way to go out, painlessly as a happy child?
Trouble with dying later is you’ve already grown up. The damage is done. It’s too late.
I can be hard to live with. I don’t mean to, but I can be… critical.
Sometimes I think I’m just not good for people, that it’s not good for them to be around me.
Such holy bullshit from you. It’s a woman’s body, ain’t it? A woman’s choice.
Girls walk this Earth all the time screwin’ for free. Why is it you add business to the mix and boys like you can’t stand the thought? I’ll tell you. It’s cause suddenly you don’t own it the way you thought you did.
Is shitting on any moment of decency part of your job description?
Nothing man, sorry, forget it.
You got some self loathing to do this morning, that’s fine, but it ain’t worth losing your hands over.
What’s your deal?
I don’t have “a deal”.
You’re kinda strange, like you might be dangerous.
Of course I’m dangerous. I’m police. I can do terrible things to people with impunity.
Now what do you mean exactly… these visions you mentioned.
Shiiiiit, just what have you two heard about me?
What the hell good is cake if you can’t eat it?
You know, throughout history, I bet every old man probably said the same thing. And old men die, and the world keeps spinnin’.
What do you think the average IQ of this group is, huh?
Just observation and deduction. I see a propensity for obesity. Poverty. A yen for fairy tales.
I think it’s safe to say nobody here’s gonna be splitting the atom.
You see that. Your fucking attitude.
Not everybody wants to sit alone in an empty room beating off to murder manuals.
Yeah, well if the common good’s gotta make up fairy tales, then it’s not good for anybody.
Well, I don’t use ten dollar words as much as you, but for a guy who sees no point in existence, you sure fret about it an awful lot.
I mean, can you imagine if people didn’t believe, what things they’d get up to?
Exact same thing they do now. Just out in the open.
Bullshit. It’d be a fucking freak show of murder and debauchery and you know it.
If the only thing keeping a person decent is the expectation of divine reward, then brother that person is a piece of shit; and I’d like to get as many of them out in the open as possible.
Well, I guess your judgment is infallible, piece-of-shit-wise.
You figure it’s all a scam, huh? All them folks? They just wrong?
People incapable of guilt usually do have a good time.
Do you wonder ever if you’re a bad man?
World needs bad men. We keep the other bad men from the door.
But I think I’m all fucked up.
You don’t have to fall in love at first sight, you know.
Every time I think you’ve hit a ceiling, you, you keep raising the bar. You’re like the Michael Jordan of being a son of a bitch.
Fuuuck! Hell of a bedside manner you’ve got.
Ahh, you know, being stupid is different than going in sick, and this is a bar, not a fuckin’ bedside.
All the dick swagger you roll, you can’t spot crazy pussy?
So, enough with the self-improvement-penance-hand-wringing shit. Let’s go to work.
Oh God damn it, I am so done talking to you like a man.
What the fuck you think I want with you, huh?
I’m sorry. What are you suggesting, exactly?
I will skull-fuck you, you bitch!
This is none of my business… I don’t want to hear it.
Do you know the good years when you’re in them, or do you just wait for them until you get ass cancer?
What always happens between men and women? Reality.
Someone once told me time is a flat circle.
The newspapers are gonna be tough on you.
No, buddy, without me… there is no you.
Yeah. Fuck this. Fuck this world.
You know, people that give me advice, I reckon they’re talking to themselves.
A man’s game charges a man’s price. Take that away from this, if nothing else.
I’m the person least in the need of counseling in this entire fucking state.
Thought maybe we should talk.
If you get the opportunity, you should kill yourself.
Hey, man, look. Why don’t you just get out of here, please? I don’t want to get arrested. Just - just get… before I do something to you.
I slept with someone… And you know him/her… You’re close.
Oh… Now, what-what are you saying?… What - what are you - what the fuck are you saying to me?
Life’s barely long enough to get good at one thing. So be careful what you get good at.
If you were drowning, I’d throw you a fuckin’ barbell.
Why would I ever help you?
Hey. You better get those jumper cables ready, the motherfucker is lying.
Get on out of here, you’re classin’ the place up.
My family’s been here a long, long time.
He ain’t gonna talk with you.
I got a car battery and two jumper cables argue different.
A man remembers his debts.
Fuck, I don’t like this place… Nothing grows in the right direction.
What happened in my head is not something that gets better.
Well you know what, I just got here; I was gonna leave, but then you woke up - Jesus, what’s your fuckin’ problem?
Not a care in the world.
I’m not supposed to be here.
Yeah… well, I’ll come back by tomorrow, buddy.
Don’t ever change, man.
Agh. Ah, fuck. Ah, he got me pretty good…
Do I strike you as a talker or a doer?
You’ll rip out your fucking stitches. Stop it.
This is the place.
Everybody’s got a choice, ____… Shit, I sure blamed you.
There you go… Everybody’s got a choice.
It’s hard to find something in a man who rejects people as much as you do, you know that?
Come die with me, little priest.
The DEEP SHIT™
I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution.
There can be a burden in authority, in vigilance, like a father’s burden.
I think the honorable thing for our species to do is to deny our programming. Stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction - one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.
This place is like somebody’s memory of a town, and the memory is fading.
I contemplate the moment in the garden; the idea of allowing your own crucifixion.
I don’t sleep, I just dream.
You got kids? I think of the hubris it must take, to yank a sole out of nonexistence into this meat; a force of life into this thresher.
I know who I am. And after all these years, there’s a victory in that.
Yeah, back then, the visions, yeah most of the time I was convinced… Shit… I’d lost it. But there were other times… I thought I was mainlining the secret truth of the universe.
I mean, it’s like somethin’s got your name on it, like a bullet or a nail in the road…
People… so goddamn frail they’d rather put a coin in the wishing well than buy dinner.
This… This is what I’m talking about. This is what I mean when I’m talkin’ about time, and death, and futility.
They welcomed it… not at first, but… right there in the last instant. It’s an unmistakable relief. See, cause they were afraid, and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just… let go.
All your life–you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain–it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person.
And like a lot of dreams, there’s a monster at the end of it.
You see, we all got what I call a life trap - a gene deep certainty that things will be different…
Nothing’s ever fulfilled, not until the very end. And closure - nothing is ever over.
I have seen the finale of thousands of lives, man. Young, old, each one so sure of their realness. You know that their sensory experience constituted a unique individual with purpose and meaning. So certain that they were more than biological puppet. The truth wills out, and everybody sees. Once the strings are cut, all fall down.
In eternity, where there is no time, nothing can grow. Nothing can become. Nothing changes. So Death created time to grow the things that it would kill.
And you are reborn, but into the same life that you’ve always been born into. I mean, how many times have we had this conversation? Well, who knows?
When you can’t remember your lives, you can’t change your lives, and that is the terrible and the secret fate of all life. You’re trapped by that nightmare you keep waking up into.
I can see your soul at the edges of your eyes. It’s corrosive, like acid.
Sometimes… this feeling like life has slipped through your fingers… like the future is behind you, like it’s always been behind you.
There’s a shadow on you, son.
I saw you in my dream. You’re in Carcosa now with me… He sees you… You’ll do this again… Time is a flat circle.
There’s no such thing as forgiveness. People just have short memories.
All my life I wanted to be nearer to God. But the only nearness - silence.
Some people, no matter where they look, they see themselves.
You see, sometimes people… mistake a child as an answer for something, you know, like a way to change their story.
Look, as sentient meat, however illusory our identities are, we craft those identities by making value judgments: everybody judges, all the time. Now, you got a problem with that… You’re livin’ wrong.
Once there was only dark. If you ask me, the light’s winning.
「 ❀ 」 “I love dark chocolate and milk chocolate, but white chocolate is a lie.”

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「 ❀ 」 » itsyourbestnightmare . ⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ should have stayed dead ˎˊ˗
“…Do you even remember me?”
It was him again. Popping out of the ground but this time staying a good bit away just so if they did walk closer…Well a battle wouldn’t happen. Not that chara would ever fight him! They were best friends till the end, nothing could ever bring them apart and the fact they were back was the case!
That one time was just a mistake.
“Come on! You know me, right! Best friend forever? We did everything together? I mean, I know I look like this but…I can prove it!”
「 ❀ 」 “......”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ It’s too much. The ONE person in the world that she truly loved was ruined. Her own actions were the ones that ended his life. If she would have tried harder to fight... Well, honestly? It was dumb to think Asriel would ever hurt anyone. ˎˊ˗
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ How funny that he changed so much. Now he was almost as bad as her. Despite how emotionally numb she felt lately, since she died, she still feels uncomfortable around him. What a cruel fate for an ANGEL like Asriel. To be cast out of heaven because of a DEMON like her. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」 “Of course I remember you, Azzy.”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ They had done everything together. They were so close. Closer than he ever should have gotten to her. Of course she killed him. That’s all she was good for. Killing him now would be merciful. Even if he didn’t see it that way. The Asriel she knew would never be okay with what he was now. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」 “Do you want something from me? I thought for sure you would hate me for back then.”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ Might as well humor him. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」 » bonepranks . ⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ cowardly idiot ˎˊ˗
there is something horribly unsettling about this – sans feels like his mind is being torn in half as he just tries to understand what’s going on. who is this. what do they know. how do they know it.
it’s something so close, like walking into a room and forgetting why as soon as you go inside.
and then just like that, the fear seems to vanish from his expression, and he’s nonchalant all over again.
* nah. * i get the feeling you’d get a kick outta that, ya little freak. * i’ve met humans before, kid. * most of them are kinda weird, but not like you. * something tells me you aren’t human enough for it to do anything to you anyway.
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ She laughs. How amazing. It’s been SO LONG since she’s felt this much. Being DEAD doesn’t leave room for much emotion, after all. It’s not like she can feel MUCH. Mostly just echoes. Feelings like hate, bitterness, boredom. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」 “You don’t think I’m human? What else could I be?”
⋮ ━━ ˗ˏˋ Chara knew she was always more like a DEMON than a human, anyway. Now even more so, since she’s dead and all that. Since she’s decided her purpose is to get as strong as possible. ˎˊ˗
「 ❀ 」 “Oh Sansy... “ Sarcasm. “It must be so lonely knowing about the resets...”