One of my recent projects that I've finished is this drawing of Camelot (BBC Merlin) :]
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One of my recent projects that I've finished is this drawing of Camelot (BBC Merlin) :]

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I wrote a little something to cheer myself up and maybe y'all need it too, so here's a sweet first chapter for a potential new fic
"What are you doing?" Gwen's voice sounded like she was talking to her two year old. Merlin felt offended.
Merlin fic idea:
Merlin finally meets reincarnated Gwen, who introduces herself as Gwen Pendragon. Merlin's then like, "ok, so Gwen and Arthur have already met and gotten married. Cool cool cool. Definitely not heartbroken at all" but then reincarnated Arthur keeps flirting with him, and Merlin keeps rejecting him because he refuses to betray Gwen. BUT THEN Merlin gets invited to a party and Gwen says she wants to introduce him to someone then goes "This is Morgana, my wife" and Merlin's brain gets an error message.
Merlin | 3x02 The Tears of Uther Pendragon Part 2
gods. when arthur asks gwen to look at him before he leaves on the journey to sacrifice himself to the veil because that's the memory i will take with me. like as a warrior he's always living with the knowledge that death could come to him at any moment and he's decided that the one thing he wishes at death is to die with remembrance of the people that made his life worth living. and then in his actual deathbed he deliberately looks at merlin and rubs his head and smiles as long as he could until he falls unconscious
like!!! its just!!! this man defines his life by trying to be of value to the people he loves and actively makes his death be defined by it too

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For the @merthurmicrofic prompt: sickness, words: 1071
It should be romantic, poetic! Even heart-warming! The idea that your soulmate can draw on their skin and they appear on yours should be beautiful. They would either be an amazing artist and turn your body into a canvas or be so sloppy , that would you smile at how adorable it is.
Fate intended for people to have romantic stories based on this. But not all people used it as mature adults. Fate had to sit and watch idiots in love fall into even stronger denial. The last straw was when people started drawing genitalia on their faces to piss off their soulmate.
So fate declared that whenever two soulmates were close to each other but wouldnât cooperate, they must start to feel sick. The sickness would grow the longer the idiots insisted on their idiocyâŚ
âYou do realize those are just fairy tales right Merlin?â Will leaned on the desk with his arms crossed, judging Merlin, again.
âDonât you have a full sleeve of butterflies on your left arm?â Merlin looked up from his laptop and stared back at his best friend.
âThat part yeah, not a fairy tale.â Will straighten up and shrugged. âBut the disease? Or what, lovesickness? You canât tell me youâre worried that you might end up with some sort of rare disease because your soulmate is an ass.â
âHe is a prat and an ass and someone who will get us both sick, watch me prove this theory with my own health, Will.â Merlin sighed and closed the laptop. He had always been excited to find his soulmate. He couldnât wait until the bond got strong enough for them to draw on their skins. But when it did, he got disappointed rather quickly.
The day he felt he could write something for his soulmate; excitement was bubbling out of him. He wrote a whole paragraph on paper. Edited the whole thing. Asked his mom to edit it again. Read it out loud in front of the mirror multiple times. At this rate, he could recite the whole thing from memory.
He started to write it on his forearm the next day.
Hello dear soulmate!
Iâm Merlin! Whatâs your name? Iâm 9 years old! How old are you? I like drawing! Do you like drawing? I will draw a sword I learnt in class for you! :)
Bye
And he waited.
And waited.
And waited more.
He was starting to lose hope when one day he felt a tingling sensation on his wrist. He gasped as he watched a very neat handwriting, his soulmateâs handwriting! Was appearing.
My father said no son of mine will associate with dark arts. Donât ever address me.
The sadness in Merlin very soon was replaced by anger. Which ended up with him drawing a poop on his cheek just to irritate his soulmate. And he kind of secretly hoped that this would make him talk more.
But a response never came. And Merlin was starting to feel bad for what he had done.
Hello again.
Iâm sorry for the bad drawing. Can we be friends? Please? :(
The nine-year-old Merlin never got a response since thenâŚ
And Merlin spent the next decade, trying to not think about it.
It wasnât easy to not think about your soulmate when everyone around you found theirs already. Will showed up with a sleeve of new tattoos almost each week. Gwen had already found her soulmate, Lance, and they always exchanged small sweet messages to each other. Gwenâs hands were basically filled with heartwarming messages.
People wore their soulmate arts on a daily basis. And even though Merlin no longer envied them, he had started to worry about something else. Getting sick.
His soulmate never wrote anything on their skin, while Merlin had reminders and bunch of pen smudges all over his hands. So, this made it difficult to even guess who his soulmate could be. The guy could walk past Merlin and he would never know! And next thing he knew, he could be sneezing and burning in fever and fall behind his assignments. University was brutal and Merlin couldnât let a prat make him fail.
âHey Merlin! You there?â Merlin was pulled out of his thoughts when he noticed a cup of coffee being shaken In front of him.
âGwen! Youâre my hero!â He happily accepted the coffee.
âYou never call me a hero even though I get you coffee all the time.â Will grumbled as he hugged Gwen.
Merlin was too focused on coffee to respond.
@merthurmicrofic prompt bound (753 words)
Modern AU | pre-engagement panic | domestic chaos
â Pick up the phone, damn it, Gwen!
â Merlin, helâ
â Gwen, I found a ring!
â Do you mean recursion? Or that stupid loop âfixâ Josh put in after the last DDoS?
â I mean a ring made of metal, in a little velvet box.
â OMG, Merlin, are youâ
â GWEN! I found it in Arthurâs sock in the wardrobe. Arthur doesnât know I found it!
â Ohhh⌠why were you going through his socks?
â Because I was cold.
â Havenât you got socks of your own?
â I have, but mine are just warm, and Arthurâs are warm and fluffy. Anyway, yes, I sometimes wear my boyfriendâs things at home. When he canât see me, because it annoys him. But I like it. It makes me feel⌠bound to him when I miss him. Anyway, Gwen, I found the ring, and I donât know what Iâm supposed to do now.
â Put it back and pretend you never saw it.
â Excellent advice. How?
Headcanon: the Triple Goddess is the real reason Merlin is bad at healing magic (has to actively try and try hard when everything else seems to be oh so natural). She won't let him. We all know if he had that capability, he'd be using it as liberally as he could. He would saved Arthur. Laws don't apply to him (Nimueh gave him the water so it was because of her powers the balance had to be restored; he didn't do that himself. If he was able I have no doubt no one would have died). The Triple Goddess can't have that though. It'd ruin the whole "Future King" part of Arthur's Destiny.
You know how Merlin said he's happy to be Arthur's servant until the day he dies? It's still true. He's no longer his servant and a large part of Merlin died with Arthur. His heart, his soul, his prophesied other half. Now he bides his time on earth until he can serve his king again.
do you ever think about if arthur had been the one to watch merlin die
like
tHIS IS JUST BECAUSE MERLIN GOT HIT AND HE LOOKS POSITIVELY DEVASTATED
ARTHUR LOVED MERLIN JUST AS MUCH AS MERLIN LOVED HIM AND IM SO UPSET MY GOD
That gif and tbh that episode was such a gift because it showed us, in much detail, what happens to Arthur when Merlin comes close to dying and goes missing.
We just have to think about when those rocks fall and Arthur looks like his entire life has just crumbled around him⌠and then that scream of Merlinâs nameâŚ
Anyway then youâve got an Arthur who will order his knights who have just scoured a forest to scour it again. Who will not even let his uncle say that Merlin is dead, that will not accept a new manservant, that will plan to go out on his own to look for Merlin, who admits he canât accept that Merlin is gone and that he wont rest till heâs tried to look for him.
And thatâs just after Merlin is missing.
Oh and I could mention so many more instances where Arthur will put everything on hold for Merls. Like in 104 or when he wanted to abandon the quest in 402.
Could you imagine if Merlin died? And Arthur had to watch?
Arthur wouldnât have handled it well. He would try to be strong at first but he would crack pretty fast and Merlin would know this and would probably want him to go to which Arthur would refuse because if Merlin is going to die, he wonât be alone.
And fuck, Arthur would at least have tears in his eyes or would actually be crying the entire time. He would then try to be strong again but then, Merlin is dying would hit him and heâd be set away again.
I donât think Arthur would be able to compute once Merlin died. Heâd be in steadfast denial for a long while. He wouldnât be able to take it, I donât think. He wouldnât move, he wouldnât do anything. If his whole world crumbled just when he and Merlin got separated, then his whole life would just be dust blowing in the wind if Merlin had died.
This is absolutely true. He's emotionally stunted only in the way he has a hard time properly expressing them or getting words out, but he has so many and they are strong. He'd be a "heart on the sleeve" type of person if his father hadn't thrust so many unfair expectations and lessons on him. Merlin and Arthur are ride or die. Merlin at times is Arthur's sanity and responsible for it because he treats Arthur as a human being, not a prince or Pendragon.

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I have never seen anything so perfect and amazing in my lifeee
Guinevere BBC MERLIN (2008â2012) 1.01 "The Dragon's Call"
Them eyes say "look at my lady, she so hot. I get to undress- I mean serve that. Serve her all night every night.
During this sequence thatâs supposed to feel victorious and like, âyeah things arenât perfect, but the good guys won today!â Merlin watches Guinevere and Arthur hug intimately and you know what? He looks sad.
He looks like he wishes he could touch Arthur so freely and affectionately. He looks like heâs desperate to be seen for everything he is and everything heâs done for him. He looks like heâs accepting heâll never be with Arthur like that and itâs breaking his heart.
That man is deeply in love and he canât do anything about it. He is happy for them because he just wants them to be happy, but that doesnât mean it doesnât feel like a dagger in his heart.
It reminds me of that quote from Sherlock, âyou look sad when you think he canât see youâ
Merlin fanfic "The Impersonated Self" on ao3 gotta be the most depressing magic reveal fic ever. Arthur and the other knew and accepted him, Morgana and Mordred dead, changes was about to happen... By all right everything was good but it's so depressing. Characters died within the first two chapters and it's so sad and Merlin was struggling with extreme self loathing and myriads other psychological and physical issues he have, Arthur was trying his damnest best but he was so tired and he can't seem to get anything right especially his footing with Merlin and the past that keep haunting him. Merlin and Arthur relationship is simultaneously fragile and strong like they're on a precarious balance that could tip to one side at any moment.
The overall tone seemed so bleak but always with a ray of hope, however small. I was crying every chapter (and mind you I'm only at chapter 3). It's so haunting and real and I love it and I can't wait for it to tear me a part by the end of it đ. And I love Merlin and Arthur characteristics here. They're both unraveling in their own way, Merlin more so. Arthur trying to pick up the pieces but know there were part he broke himself, knowingly. I feel SO SAD for Arthur. You can feel his emotional exhaustion, his grief and guilt and literally everything and he's going to break your heart. I love him sm in this god help.
I could ramble more lol but it's so good everyone please read it đ.
Some evil sorcerer after magically appearing in the throne room: Arthur Pendragon, this was a long time coming. You don't remember me, do you?
One of the guard tries to get a hold of the guy but his hand just goes through him like he was made of smoke.
Arthur: Who are you and what do you want
The sorcerer: Six years ago you and your knights were responsible for the death of my entire family. You murdered them. They were good innocent people. Their blood is on your hands.
Gwen next to Arthur: We understand your anger and your grief. My father was executed too under the magic ban but we lifted it and we're trying to do better. I'm sorry for what happened to your family.
Sorcerer: It doesn't change anything. The Pendragon rule has brought nothing but death and fear. It must end. I spent years following you around, getting to know your dirty secrets. One of them is currently with me and if you don't leave Camelot until midnight I will kill your one true love.
Arthur very confused, looking over to Gwen and the back at the guy: You will never get your hands on Guinevere.
Sorcerer now with a grin: oh I'm not talking about your queen
Now everyone looking around to check if anyone was missing.
Sorcerer exasperated: I am talking about that pretty servant of yours
Arthur: Merlin!? Why the hell do you think I'm in love with him??
Leon huffing: Let me guess, the longing stares?
Sorcerer: uhm yes and the
Leon nodding: the intense flirting, the being attached by the hip?
Gwaine laughing: don't forget the innuendos
Gwen: You keep bringing him to our dates
Sorcerer: I didn't know that, that's fucked up
Gwen: He's grown up with Uther, he's a good man but-
Arthur: But!??
Merlin yelling from somewhere in the background from wherever the sorcerer was hiding: Don't interrupt her you oaf.
Arthur, pouting: Sorry
Gwen: He needs Merlin to help with his emotions. I truly understand and respect the effort and passion on your part but we actually need Merlin to get him to be reasonable.

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Arthur and Merlin never getting a happy ending is fucked up but think about Gwen. That woman lost her mother, her father, her brother, had to watch her best friend not only resent her but slowly lose her mind and turn evil. She lost her first love and her husband. She was imprisoned, tortured, enchanted and exiled. Uther planned to execute her, she had to watch Merlin getting more and more depressed and she somehow not only survived but stayed good and ruled a kingdom in the end? And there are people who hate her wdym omg
Can we talk about the moment Arthur sees Gwen and Lance kissing and his first impulse is drawing his sword, running up to them and fighting Lancelot.
But when he comes closer Gwen's instictive move is to protect Lance, to shield him. Like the actual moment she puts out her arm Arthur stops right that second and his face falls. It looks like she slapped him and I think it's actually worse than the kiss. You can see in his face all the anger suddenly on the spot changed into this gut wrenching pain because he sees that she loves Lancelot and that he was again not enough. It's the running theme in his life, not being enough and then getting abandoned. I think in a way it makes the ending better and worse because after all he is the one to leave in the end. And when he does he is actually in the arms of somebody who would have torn the world apart rather than leaving him.