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for @merthurmicrofic | prompt : « man » | 657 words
There is a man in his cave.
This in itself is nothing special, for over the years there have been various men in Merlinâs cave for various reasons, some more pleasurable than others, but something about this man is particularly striking. In one hand he holds aloft a torch, its flickering light illuminating his golden hair, and his other hand grips the pommel of a very finely made sword. His piercing blue eyes are not filled with the fear or hatred that Merlin has come to expect, but instead seem to be brimming with steady resolve. Merlin is most certainly intrigued.
âWhat are you here for?â Merlin asks, his voice a low growl that echoes across the rocky chamber. The man before him does not flinch at the sound â no, if anything, he looks even more determined.
âI am Arthur Pendragon, King of Camelot, and I am here for you,â the man replies, taking a step forward. âThe druids speak of a great prophecy, a prophecy in which Camelot and the mighty Emrys work side by side to restore magic to the kingdom. They told me I would find him here, although I must admit, you are not quite what I was expecting.â
Merlin laughs. âNo, I never am.â
Arthur gazes at the not-quite-man stood before him. It had been naĂŻve of him to picture Emrys as an old man, he knew this, but at the very least he had expected, well, a man. The creature in front of him does look like a man, at first glance, but when one looks more closely, little discrepancies start to pop up, warning that all is not as it seems. Those golden eyes that seem to glow in the half-light; the long, spidery fingers that appear to taper off into claws; the hints of two stubby horns poking out from the top of his head. No, this is no man. This is a creature of magic.
âSo, will you come to Camelot with me?â Arthur asks, all of a sudden feeling rather small in the vast expanse of the cavern.
âWell, it is certainly an interesting proposition,â the creature says, slinking towards him. His feet drag soundlessly across the floor, and Arthur swears he sees the outline of a tail as he adjusts his torch. âBut, pray tell, what is in this for me?â
The not-quite-man is almost level with him, and Arthur had clearly underestimated his size. The creature is a whole head taller than him, and his golden eyes are locked on Arthur, drinking in the young kingâs appearance.
âWell,â Arthur stammers, internally cursing the druids for leading him here without properly explaining what he would be facing, âthe druids did, er, mention the possibility of, well, a marriage proposal, but I see how absurd that is now, of course.â He hastily continues, praying that the torchlight does not reveal the rather unexpected rush of blood to his cheeks. âNaturally, I have already repealed the magic ban, and I shall have need of an Advisor on Magic, or some sort of Court Sorcerer if you would preferâŠâ
âNo,â the not-quite-man says. âI shall take up your first offer. I shall be Queen.â
Arthurâs mouth opens and closes soundlessly.
Merlin chuckles softly as he takes in Arthurâs shocked countenance. The King is rather adorable like this, all things considered, and Merlin concludes that he is most certainly the most interesting man to have ever stepped foot in his cave, and perhaps the most beautiful one as well.
Merlin is more man than dragon, really, if you ignore the wings (which Arthur somehow hasnât seemed to have noticed yet), and becoming Queen of Camelot does seem quite an alluring idea, especially if it means he gets to spend every day sat alongside its golden-haired King. Maybe he will forgive the druids for revealing his location after all. Itâs been quite a while since he last had some good fun.
Happy Aromantic visitbility Day! I have in honour of that written an aromantic asexual Merlin Merthur fic! Not all aro folks want love in a romantic sense and that's okay! But in this story Merlin does, and that's his experince.
Those were the three words that threw Merlin's world upside down.
Three words that morning, when Arthur had insisted that they go for a ride in the woods like old times, and he had taken him to his favourite spot and confessed those three words.
Merlin knew he loved Arthur, he was devoted to him body and soul, he cared for him so very deeply to the depths of his very being.
Yet Merlin didn't know if he'd ever experienced love, at least in the romantic sense.
"You don't have to say anything in response, if you do not feel this way for me, we can continue on. I know you care for me, you always have, and now things are different with magic returned and you being my court sorcerer. I wanted to tell you how I truly feel, how I've always felt," Arthur said so earnestly taking Merlin's hand softly in his, and reaching down to kiss it.
It didn't feel strange, it felt warm, and comfortable, because he was Arthur, his king, the man he trusted most in the entire world.
A man who had been so honest right here today with him, and so he breathed in deep and decided to be honest to.
"Arthur, I- I have to tell you something, something that may, and probably will change your feelings for me, and that's okay, I won't be mad," Merlin explained softly.
"I don't think anything could ever change how I feel for you, but please tell me anyways," Arthur replied.
Merlin sighed, it was now or never.
"I care for you, so very deeply. When I found you I was instantly drawn to you even when you tried to take my head off with a mace," he winked and Arthur chuckled.
"I love you Arthur, but I don't know if I've⊠If I've ever loved someone in a romantic sense⊠Which probably makes no sense but just listen please."
Arthur smiled and kept watching him intently.
"I have never really found people attractive, in the sense of I've never had the desire to have physical relations with another person. I'm not adverse to the idea of having sex, I- I have done it before, but I didn't really care much for it, but I cared that the person I did it with found connection and love through that. I don't know if I romantically love you, but I do know that I care for you and love you so terribly much. I would do anything for you. If you still love me and wish to court me, I would be honoured and would love to do so with you, but I understand if this isn't what you wish. I will respect and care for you regardless of your feelings," he said softly.
"Oh Merlin, my Merlin, my dearest most beloved friend, none of that changes a thing," Arthur said throwing his arms around Merlin in a tight embrace.
"I understand what you're saying, I understand that your feelings are complex, but I also understand your devotion is deep, your love however you say it is, is true, and I wish to return it, so Merlin of Ealdor, Court Sorcerer of Camelot, Emrys of the Druids will you do me the honour of allowing me to court you?" Arthur said getting down on his knees.
Merlin chuckled a wet laugh, "Yes, you clotpole, I'd be happy to court you."
Arthur stood up and picked up Merlin swinging him around in a joyful embrace, before placing him back down, and asking, "May I kiss you?"
Merlin smiled and cupped Arthur's jaw kissing him in response, and it felt like coming home.
For @merthurmicrofic | Prompt: Stars | Word Count: 139 | Inspired by GO3
Somewhere overhead, hidden beyond the clouds and the city lights, the stars wait.
Merlin talks about them as though he knows them personally.
About constellations and comets and dead suns whose light is still travelling across the universe. Arthur understands very little of it. He finds, to his surprise, that he doesn't mind.
Merlin's eyes shine when he speaks.
Arthur thinks they might outdo the stars themselves.
Neither of them notices the hours passing.
Neither of them notices the rain stopping.
Neither of them notices the beginning.
Ten years later, Arthur will learn the names of meteor showers he can't pronounce, constellations he can never remember, and exactly how Merlin's face looks when starlight catches in his eyes.
One day, years from now, Arthur will look at the heavens and think of Merlin before he thinks of anything else.
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for @merthurmicrofic prompt 'stars' , 896 words !!
Arthur still isnât quite sure how theyâd ended up here. One moment she was almost in bed, hair braided and wrapped up in a veil, fire dying slowly, the stones of the floor cold against her feet. The next she was hastily dressed only in a tunic, stumbling after Merlin, shivering despite the lingering warmth of the sun.Â
âMerlin,â she growls, teeth clenched together. âWhy on earth are we out here? At this hour?âÂ
âOh be calm, My Lady,â Merlin says, throwing a glare over her shoulder. Which is easy for her to say because sheâs dressed, with a cloak around her shoulders to go with itâthe fur lined one Arthur had given her last winter, which means Arthur knows, precisely, just how warm it is.
âIâll âbe calmâ when Iâm warm and in bed, like Iâm supposed to be.â
âDonât worry,â Merlin says, all sing-song and cheerful, âyouâll get all your beauty sleep, this wonât take long.â Arthur is too busy trying not to shiver her tits off to bother with the clear uncertainty in Merlinâs voice, but she makes a note of it anyway.
âRight,â Arthur mutters, making a show of rolling her eyes even though Merlin wonât see it. âWhatever âthisâ ends up being.â
They are slowly making their way to a part of the town Arthur isnât sure sheâs seen before. Itâs still within the walls of the castle, tucked right up against the edge of one. Nearing it they are met with what appears to be a wall of trees next to the bakers, impenetrable and a dead end.
âWow!â Arthur says, trying to sound as falsely enthused as she can. âTrees! This was really important, Merlin! Iâm so glad that I was drug out of my bed just toââ
âCan you stop being a prat for two minutes?â Merlinâs eyes are wide and she looks about two seconds away from attempting an attack on Arthur, her hands on her hips and her eyebrows raised. Arthur raises her hands in surrender and makes another show of rolling her eyes, which would really have carried more significance if Merlin hadnât stuck her tongue out in response.Â
âCome on,â Merlin says, turning away and lifting up a branch revealing a path that Arthur is entirely sure wasnât there before. âAfter you, your Royal Highness.â Arthur makes sure to take a swing at Merlin with her elbow when she ducks past.Â
Inside, after the trees, is a careful sort of clearing, a few flowers scattered around, some bushes growing up against the wall, tall grass. Merlin glances at her carefully once sheâs followed.Â
âWhat⊠is this?â Arthur asks, hushed and soft, scared to break something, to shatter the strange bubble of peace theyâd stumbled into.Â
Merlin flaps her hands around and chuckles. âOh, itâs nothing. Just aâjust something Iâdâyou know. I stumbled in here one time by accident and itâs. Nice. You know.â Arthur does know.Â
âWhat, something youâd stumbled on while you were slacking off?â Arthur asks instead of the other million things she wants too, because everything else seems too raw, and the moon is too clear for honesty.Â
âNo! Can youâ! Oh for goodness sake, come here.â Merlin grabs Arthur's arm, fingers resting in the bend at her elbow, palm hot against Arthur's cold skin, through Arthurâs cold tunic.Â
Somewhere in the center of the clearing Merlin unclasps her cloak and spreads it against the ground. Her breath catches when it leaves her shoulders, and Arthur pretends to feel vindicated about not being the only cold one and shoves the urge to wrap Merlin back up way down.Â
Merlin gestures for Arthur to sit, and, when she does, settles down by her side. Wordlessly, Merlin lies down, shifts so that her feet are brushing against the grasses just past the end of the cloak, and reaches out a hand to pull Arthur down beside her.Â
âThis,â Merlin says, gesturing up with her other hand, the one that hasnât found a place to sit on Arthurâs shoulder and isnât, therefore, slowly driving her insane, âis why I brought you out here.âÂ
Arthur glances up, and feels her breath leave her in one fell swoop. Itâs only the sky, itâs only the stars. The same ones Arthur has seen a million times before, this time framed on one side by the walls of her castle and on the other by trees grown lush and green in the summertime. Itâs nothing special, nothing worth being taken from her bed for, and yet.
There is something about the stars, tonight, by Merlinâs side. Something about the way they cluster and something about the way they swoop together and something about the careful pictures they draw and something about the way Arthur can feel Merlinâs smile burning into the side of her face.Â
âDo you like it?â Merlin asks, whispers, Arthur can feel her breath against her cheek. Arthur turns to face her and their noses almost brush they are so close.
âYes,â Arthur whispers in reply. She watches in an enchanting kind of fascination how Merlinâs smile changes from something tentative and awed to something mischievous and maybe a little evil.Â
âWorth getting dragged all the way out here for?âÂ
Arthur chooses not to dignify this with a response, instead turning silently back to the sky and fighting down a smile at Merlinâs responding laugh.
The cold water was a visceral shock, dripping from Merlin's messy hair and pooling on the floor beneath his raised, aching arms. Chained to the ceiling of Morgana's grimy hovel, every breath felt like a slow painful rasp in his lungs.
Morganaâs touch came as a cold mockery of kindness as she then cleaned a jagged gash on his ribs.
"You know, there's one thing I don't understand, Merlin," she mused, "you're Arthur's servant, nothing more. Yet, time and again, you've proved yourself willing to lay down your life for him. Why are you so loyal to Arthur?"
"I don't expect you to understand, Morgana," Merlin countered, hiding the secret warlock behind a mask of defiance. "You have no sense of duty, no sense of loyalty."
"Don't think I don't understand loyalty just because I've got no one left to be loyal to. Not like I used to. And your devotion? like mine, it is utterly misplaced."
With a flick of her hand, a shimmering vision of Camelotâs high halls ignited the air. Merlinâs magic itched beneath his skin, telling him this was no illusion. It was a true glimpse of his home.
He saw Arthur, face drawn with a familiar, desperate conviction. He saw Gwen urging Arthur to abandon the search, her voice a low whisper "Arthur, please, think about what you are doing," she kept following him as they exited the castle and descended the steps, "Who knows if the mercenaries have even left the forest? The patrols found no sign of him."
 "You see, Merlin?" Morgana hissed, her eyes showing a victorious glint that testified her belief of having won. He forced a mocking grin, even as the pain settled like a heavy weight in his chest. He had to lie. Had to pretend not to believe what he was shown. Just like the mundane, trusting Merlin would have. He shielded his true self behind a facade of disbelief while his feelings are silently hurt. Inside, he was relieved that Arthur would remain safe from this trap, yet a sharp ache radiated outward from the hollow space within him. The physical torture was nothing compared to this heartache: the quiet realization that to his oldest remaining friend, he had become replaceable, expendable. And for his safety he had to pray to be the same to the man he loved.
Later that day, even while his thoughts remain shrouded from the vessel his body had become, a spark ignited in his heart at seeing Arthur looking for him. That his King had not abandoned him.
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Prompt: Pain | Words: 427 | Written for @merthurmicrofic
For @merthurmicrofic | Prompt: Exile | Word Count: 1174
Merlin never intended to keep the letters.
That, perhaps, was the strangest part of it.
He never intended to send them either.
The first was written three days after he left Camelot, in an inn so damp that the ink feathered across the page.
âąâąâââââââââąâą
Arthur,
You will be pleased to know that exile is every bit as miserable as you would have hoped, though I suspect you imagined it occurring at a much greater distance from your borders and with considerably fewer sheep, because I seem to be surrounded by them no matter where I go, their mournful complaints following me along roads that twist through hills so empty and grey that they look as though the world simply forgot to finish them, and if there is a lesson hidden somewhere in this landscape then I have not yet found it, unless the lesson is that loneliness grows louder when there is nothing else left to make noise.
I do not know why I am writing this.
You are not going to read it.
Even if you did, I suspect you would crumple it up before reaching the end.
Merlin
âąâąâââââââââąâą
The second letter was written two weeks later.
âąâąâââââââââąâą
Arthur,
Today I heard your name spoken by strangers.
They were merchants sheltering from rain beneath the awning of a blacksmith's workshop, and they spoke of you as men speak of mountains or storms, as something large enough to exist beyond argument, and I stood among them with my hood pulled low while they discussed your victories and your judgments and the future of your kingdom, and for a moment it was as though I had stepped outside my own life entirely and become merely another listener collecting stories about a king I once knew.
A king I once served.
A king who looked at me as though he had never known me at all.
I keep returning to that moment.
Not because I blame you.
Not entirely.
The truth is far more irritating than blame, because I understand why you looked at me that way.
You spent years believing that magic wore a certain face, spoke with a certain voice, carried a certain threat, and then suddenly you discovered it had been standing beside you all along carrying your packs and polishing your armour and complaining about your impossible habits, and what could you have felt except betrayal, because every memory must have shifted beneath your feet at once, every certainty turning strange.
I understand.
I simply wish understanding hurt less.
Merlin
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The third letter was never finished.
The page survived only because Merlin folded it away before the fire could reach it.
âąâąâââââââââąâą
Arthur,
I saved your life again today.
You do not know it.
You never will.
A group of mercenaries were moving south, carrying coin stamped with a foreign seal and discussing the reward that awaited them if they managed to put an arrow through the heart of Camelot's king before winter.
I followed them for three days.
They never reached your borders.
That sounds rather dramatic written down.
You would laugh at me.
Or accuse me of showing off.
I can hear you saying it now.
"Merlin, if you're going to save my life, do try not to be so smug about it."
And then I would point out that I was not being smug.
And then you would
âąâąâââââââââąâą
The sentence ended there.
Merlin could not remember how Arthur's voice sounded when he was laughing.
That frightened him more than he wanted to admit.
âąâąâââââââââąâą
Months passed.
Winter arrived.
The letters accumulated.
A stack of conversations with a man who never answered.
âąâąâââââââââąâą
Arthur,
There was snow this morning.
Snow that falls silently and covers everything so completely that the world appears untouched by human hands, and I found myself thinking of the morning after we returned from Ealdor when a storm trapped half the court indoors and you spent three hours attempting to convince everyone that you could ride through a blizzard without difficulty, only to fall off your horse before reaching the gate.
You swore every witness to secrecy.
Nobody listened.
You threatened executions.
Nobody listened to that either.
It occurs to me now that kings possess far less authority than they pretend.
I miss you.
There.
I have written it.
The words look ridiculous.
They look small.
They look incapable of carrying the weight of what they mean.
But there they are regardless.
I miss you.
Merlin
âąâąâââââââââąâą
The last letter came nearly a year after the first.
By then the edges of Camelot had become rumours on the horizon again, something glimpsed from distant roads, close enough to ache, too far away to touch.
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Arthur,
I think I finally understand what exile is.
It is not distance.
Distance is simple.
Distance can be measured.
A man may count the miles between himself and home, may mark them on maps, may cross them again if fortune allows.
Exile is something stranger.
It is carrying a place inside you that no longer has a place for you.
It is waking each morning with habits built for a life that has vanished.
It is seeing a badly saddled horse and immediately turning to make a sarcastic remark, only to discover there is nobody there to hear it.
It is knowing exactly where your loyalties lie and having nowhere to put them.
I used to think my destiny was a grand thing.
Dragons have a habit of making everything sound grand.
But perhaps destiny is merely endurance.
Perhaps it is remaining faithful to what you love even after it has cast you out.
You are still my king.
I do not know whether that matters anymore.
I do not know whether you would want it to.
But it is true.
And truth, unfortunately, has never cared much about what either of us wanted.
Merlin
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Years later, when the letters had yellowed and the folds had begun to crack, Merlin stood beside a lake beneath a sky the colour of old steel and watched a king rise from enchanted waters, and as astonishment and relief and grief crashed together inside him so violently that he could scarcely breathe, he found himself thinking not of destiny, nor prophecy, nor all the long centuries between then and now, but of a stack of unsent letters hidden away in a wooden chest, each one written to a man who had never answered.
Arthur looked at him.
Merlin looked back.
And for the first time in a very long while, exile ended.
@merthurmicrofic {} prompt: Man {} words: 245 {} I might be pushing the rules with this one ngl but we'll see what happens {}
Some people give their lives to a cause.
Some people have an innate sense of honor or duty.
Some people spend their lives wandering, and it takes them a while to find what they're searching for.
He found what he was searching for.
It's not what he expected-mainly because he hadn't expected anything at all.
But a man?
No...not just a man.
Merlin was much more than that. He was something inexplicable. Something that pulled Gwaine towards him and kept him firmly in place at his side despite the fact that Merlin did not need him there.
Because of course, when he found what he was looking for, it would already be taken.
Tragic, really-a painful sort of wound that festered in his heart.
He'd never been a jealous man, but people can certainly change.
The truly unfortunate thing is that Gwaine cannot compare.
He cannot offer Merlin the safety a king who would break laws and hault armies to assure him peace can.
All he can offer is his heart, his dedication...his life.
And from there, all he can do is watch as a king he does not measure to holds a man he fell hopelessly in love with to his chest, slowly-gratuitously savoring the taste of what Gwaine imagines to be finer than any wine.
It's pointed, possessive even, a direct warning.
Gwaine can't be appalled or offended, because if he had Merlin's body against his, he'd do exactly the same.
Modern AU | first date | fluff with a bite | romcom energy
â The Big and Little Dipperâsee them?
â I think anyone can find the Great and Little Bear in the night sky, Merlin.
â Probably. Now look a bit to the left. See that bright star thereâthe brightest in that little W of stars? See it?
â Yeah. (He isnât looking at the sky. Heâs looking at Merlin.)
â Thatâs Cassiopeia. And if you go right, along the handle of the Big Dipper, thereâs another bright starâArcturus. Thatâs Bootes.
â Youâre quite the expert on constellations, arenât you. Into astronomy?
â Not really. I was ill a lot as a kid, and Mum didnât want me parked in front of the telly all day, so she got me a telescope and a star atlas. And between the Dippers thereâs this long chain of starsâsee how it sort of winds around the Little Bear? Thatâs Draco.
â You talk about it like you love it. Your eyes practically glowâlike starlight.
â (alarmed) Ohâbloody hell. I got carried away. Iâve ruined it, havenât I?
â Not at all.
â (flustered) I just⊠When I like someone, I get nervous. And when Iâm nervous, I start talking. Usually about something I know loads about, and which is generally interesting only to me. Sorry.
â You like me, then. Should I be expecting a second date?
â Well⊠if the stars align.
â âŠ? (staring questioningly)
â I meanâwhat if you go home, realise youâve gone out with a total nerd, and decide you never want to see me again?
â I realised you were a nerd when you flooded my place and, instead of helping mop up, your first move was diving under the bed to rescue a box set of every season of Doctor Who on DVD.
â âŠDid I? I donât remember that. I was in a blind panic.
â Sure. And the Deadpool poster in your living room was a bit of a clue as well.
â So it doesnât put you off?
â No. Nor does your nervous chatter. Itâs actually quite cute. I like you. What about our second date?
â Are you always this pushy?
â Yes. I donât like uncertainty. You like me too. Whatâs stopping you?
â I donât know. Your overwhelming self-confidence, maybe?
â Or your evident lack of it.
â Ouch. That was fastâstraight from compliments to criticism. Maybe I should think more carefully before I agree. What would my friends say if I went on another date with a bloke whoâs got such arrogant tendencies?
â I think you should spend less time worrying about what people might say and accept that our second date is already written in the stars.
â Oh really? And whyâs that?
â Because weâve been chatting regularly for nearly three weeks, and if you wanted to stopâif you didnât want thisâyouâd have done it ages ago.
â Maybe Iâm still undecided. What if Iâm not sure what I want?
â Well, the way youâve been staring at my lips for the last five minutes suggests you know exactly what you want right now. (stopping short right in front of Merlin)
â Does it? (slightly leaning forward)
â And for the recordâI want the same. Thereâs just one problemâŠ
â Like what?
â Iâve got a strict rule: no kissing on the first date.
â Oh, come on. Thatâs absolute rubbish.
â No. I mean it. Even if youâre desperate, youâll have to wait a week and meet me againâsame time, same placeânext Friday.
â Youâre an unbearably cocky arse.
â Maybe. Just a little⊠But you like it.
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âYeah, Iâm still going to stay. Tomorrowâs the day, andââ
âThat sounds more like a reason to go.â
âI know, but itâs already well gone midnight, and Iâve been drinking.â
âIâll come get you. All you have to do is ask.â
âYou wouldnât get here until dawn.â
âI donât care.â
âI know.â
Forehead pressed to the cool, black window-glass, Arthur closed his eyes and smiled. After the chaos of the evening, the shouting and the accusations and the old familiar wrench of disappointment, his fatherâs house now was quiet, near to peaceful. He had Merlinâs voice tight and fierce in his ear. Arthur hated to worry him but could revel selfishly in the second-order effects: in being protected, even from afar.
âIâll be heading back first thing tomorrow. Home before youâve time to miss me,â Arthur said softly.
Merlinâs sigh came through the phone receiver like the rustling of sheets, like the intimate friction sound of a hand stroking down an arm, like they might be together and touching and not needing to speak at all.
âThatâs not possible,â he said.
âItâs only that I donât feel right leaving without even seeing him tomorrow,â Arthur replied.
âYou donât have to make excusesânot for me, and definitely not for him.â
It might have been a rebuke if it werenât said so gently, and if they hadnât had that exact conversation a hundred times before. Arthur nodded, rolling his head against the window where it lay, even though Merlin couldnât see him.
âI love you,â he said.
âI love you too. Sleep well, okay? Call me back if you need to, whatever time.â
âI will.â
âOkay. Goodnight.â
âGoodnight.â
Still, a heartbeat passed before either of them could stand to hang up; but Arthur steeled himself and did so, bolstered by his commitment to being home again before supper tomorrow. He could stand one more night after all heâd stood before. Whatever Merlin feared, Arthur had changed in many ways, and mostly through him. His father did not hold the same absolute power over Arthurâs head and heart that he once had.
Pushing away from the window, Arthur stowed his phone in his jeans pocket and meandered down the hall. Thick rugs muffled his footsteps, which had always creaked treacherously on the old wood when he was a boy, unable to sleep, sneaking out of bed and across the house to sit below that very window which had the best view of the stars stretching out in a great carpet above the woods behind the house. The rugs had appeared by the time Arthur made his first visit home from uni. This was due to the sudden lack of children one might be tracking by ear throughout the house, ever watchful, in oneâs own way.
Arthur came to his childhood bedroom. Lamp-light glowed around the edges of the door, and Arthur pushed it open.
There was his father, sitting on the side of his double bed with dark red covers he had, very solemnly at the age of twelve, exchanged in the place of his old footie sheets. Uther had his hands clasped tightly between his knees, hunched over with his glasses beside him and his head bowed, but when Arthur came in, he straightened up. For a moment, they only stared at each other. Utherâs hairâwell thinning at this point, steely gray as long as Arthur could remember itâstuck up in the back as if heâd been running his hand over it non-stop. He looked tired and old.
âPlease sit,â Uther said.
Arthur sat with a foot or so between them, Uther towards the foot of the bed, Arthur towards the head. Despite the distance and their rough equivalence in mass, the give of the mattress naturally pulled them toward each other and forced each to sit stiffly to remain apart.
âYou know, I blame myself,â said Uther.
âFatherââ
âPlease, justâlisten.â
Arthur folded his arms tightly across his body, so tense in posture it pulled his shoulders inward. Heâd been prepared for the both of them to spend a night licking their wounds, to have a grim but cordial breakfast, then depart with only familiar hurts. But if Father insisted on having him sit here and listen while he droned on about how clearly only his parental deficiencies could have produced a son as inadequate as Arthur, well: Merlin might get his deepest desire, and not in the way Arthur had intended to fulfill any of his short-term dreams: but Arthurâs relationship with his father, such as it was, would not survive this.
Uther took his silence for acquiescence, while Arthur only searched for ice to numb what he was sure was coming.
âI blame myself, because it was I who spent every day of your life instilling the values I thought would be important in your life. I molded you into a man who would stand tall, who would carry himself with a pride he deserved, to hold convictions and fight for them against all censure and opposition. Yet I...I have had hours to think, and perhaps all these thoughts I should have had sooner.â He rubbed his palms on the knees of the slacks he still wore at this hour, then took up his glasses and wiped at them, for something to do with his hands. âI was the one who pushed you, yet when confronted with the man you have becomeâproud and upright and willing to fight for your convictionsâI react poorly. And I am sorry, Arthur.â
âWaitâwhat?â
The tension slipped from Arthurâs shoulders like a too-large coat, the sort a son might throw on to playact at being his father. He leaned across the space heâd put between them.
This whole time, the two men had picked their own spots on the walls to stare at instead of each other: old rugby trophies, a bookshelf that was half suspiciously-pristine textbooks and half well-thumbed mystery novels, tape-marks on the paint where Arthur had pulled down his childhood posters and left imperfects Uther had never even tried to smooth over. But their eyes met now, and if either had a wetness that perhaps exceeded the norm, well, they were both upright and proud and all the rest, and like gentlemen, would let it go unremarked.
âYou are my son,â Uther said. âIf a vulgar, communistic Welshman is going to make you happy, of course I ought to give my blessing. Of course. I hope one day you may forgive me for ever acting otherwise.â
And what was Arthur supposed to do with that, other than grab his father by the shoulder and pull him into a rough hug, and perhaps drip a tear or two on his expensive businesslike sweater, under circumstances where he wouldnât see it? Utherâs hands came up to pat his back, at first almost delicately, but then firm, clutching, a man who had seen something irreplaceable and vital nearly crushed by his own carelessness.
âHe will. He already has,â Arthur swore damply, with a manly sort of sniffle. âAnd I will. Too. I promise.â
âGood. Thatâs good.â
They disentangled themselves with much dignity, then assumed identical postures alike to the one Uther had worn when Arthur came in: leant forward, hands clasped, elbows on their knees. Done with the business of emotions, they once more ceased to make eye contact, which was right, and good.
âOf course, you will have the wedding here at the house,â said Uther briskly. âYou young people are prone to desiring a more modern venue, but the gardens have been recently profiled, and even if tradition is to be eschewed the historical valueâŠâ
Arthur would not be needing to call Merlin again that night. His phone could stay in his pocket, the one opposite the ring box heâd been carrying for weeks. Tomorrow was Arthurâs birthday, and for the first time in his memory, his father had gotten him something he truly wanted.
It wasn't surprising that Merlin's attire hadn't come up as of yet. Merlin's life had been thrown so upside down recently that for a while he could scarcely acknowledge what his own name was, let alone give space for aesthetic concerns. From the moment his crew had been called out to check in on a man passed out along the riverbanks, expecting a drunk, and finding instead a very familiar blonde head and aquiline nose, Merlin's heart had both frozen and exploded, caught high in his throat and never settling back down.
There was Arthur's confusion, and Merlin's joy, but there was also grief and anger and panic and a change that Merlin had spent his centuries praying for and now that he was here, entirely did not know what to do with. He hated the fear in Arthur's eyes when a car drove by on the road, the sorrow when he read through Merlin's history books, the insecurity when he quietly asked Merlin what he was to do in a world that no longer needed kings.
So Merlin's mind is understandably distracted as he dresses, pulling on an oversize sweater that was a gift from a coworker, his favorite flowy maxi skirt, a loose scarf for the early fall chill. And really, it was Arthur's fault too, for he had something to say about the ring in Merlin's lip and the length of his hair and the size of his platform boots, and yet nothing about his dress. But when they left Merlin's terrace house with Arthur charging out the front door and insisting that Merlin was lagging behind, as always, Merlin thought no more of his clothes than what he always wore off-duty.
And how could he, when it felt like the sun had finally returned after an endless winter? He knew the terror of being a man out of time, he saw it reflected so clearly in Arthur's eyes. He was prepared to protect Arthur against it all, to feed him the world in bits and pieces, morsels he could swallow.
Arthur didn't want a morsel. He was wide-eyed at indoor plumbing and email and matcha lattes and antibiotics and travel documentaries and Duolingo and breadmakers. He insisted Merlin take him to the local cafe, the thrift stores, the library, the high-end shops, the parks. He was ravenous (at times literally, when anything containing the taste of vanilla or citrus was involved) to take in the world that fate had thrust him back into.
Merlin could never deny his king anything. Every time Arthur smiled at some new flavor or appliance or disease now neutralized, Merlin felt the sun reflect its warmth on him, too. And it was impossible not to smile back.
Even when he was being a brat.
"Get the one with pine-apple," Arthur orders, looking over Merlin's shoulder at the pastry display. While Merlin's spell smoothed Arthur's Brittonic into modern english, words that didn't exist in his time sometimes came out a bit misshapen. "And three mack-a-rooms."
"Macaroons. And you didn't even eat the ones I bought last time."
"Those tasted odd. Like chewing on a sprig of wheat."
"I told you you wouldn't like pistachio. It's not my fault you couldn't resist the fact that they were bright greenâ"
Merlin had first managed to coax Arthur out of his house and into a public place with the promise of food finer than even the most extravagant feasts in Camelot. Ever since then, he hadn't had a single weekend without Arthur demanding some sort of confectionary. And while that certainly had its upsides (Arthur's delight at the taste of passion fruit and the sugary crumbs on his fingers when he insisted Merlin try a piece and the tranquil mornings as they sat the park and every so often Merlin would turn his head and Arthur would already be looking at him, and how long had he beenâ?), Merlin wasn't looking forward to seeing how Arthur would handle the dentist in the event of a cavity.
But he categorizes all of that as problems for Future Merlin, who's doing better than he has in quite some time, and right now Present Merlin is only concerned about enjoying his fruit tart. There's a peaceful silence as they leave the bakery, walking over to the park they often visit.
A pair of young men approach them, and Merlin barely notices before one steps in front of him, deliberately, and knocks his shoulder into Merlin's chest.
The tart splats against Merlin's favorite sweater, smearing custard and whipped cream.
"What the fuâ" Merlin whirls, expecting to see a pair of sniggering teenage boys. But no, these are men in their mid-twenties, looking at Merlin not with juvenile amusement, but with disgust.
"It's no more of an embarrassment than you already were," one of them spits. "Either dress like a man, or take your freak ass homeâ"
He stops talking. Arthur's stepped forward, closer than most people are socially comfortable with. "What is the meaning of this?"
It's not a question. The other man is taller than Arthur, and clearly thinks that gives him an advantage. "What are you, his boyfriend? You into that, you sick fuck?"
Merlin's seen enough of Arthur's body language to know that he's about to throw a punch. He doesn't stop it.
Arthur hits hard, not just with his arm muscle, but with his body weight too, the way a boxer would. The man's head whips to the side, momentum nearly knocking him off his feet. Arthur aimed for the jaw, not the noseâ which means the man instead goes down, out cold.
The other man for half a second looks stupid enough to charge at Arthur, but then his pants fall down around his ankles. He tries to take a step forward, and instantly falls down, not quite catching himself fast enough to avoid smacking his face against the cobblestone.
Arthur's got the look in his eye that indicates he'd like to deliver them to the police station himself, but people are already starting to give curious looks from a distance, and memory spells always leave Merlin with a migraine. "Come on," he hisses, grabbing Arthur's wrist and quickly dragging him away.
Arthur waits until they've ducked into a little grove at the park to gently pry his wrist free, although his face is all thunder. "They should be arrested. They assaulted youâ"
"Technically, you're the one that assaulted them," Merlin points out. Arthur still didn't quite grasp that dueling wasn't an acceptable practice to resolve disputes. "It's not worth the trouble."
"They were worse than Saxons," Arthur retorts, aghast. "Utterly barbaricâ" And then he quiets, jaw working in the way such that Merlin knows something more is coming, something uncomfortable. "I⊠I don't understand. What was it that made them target you?" Then, before Merlin can try to distract him from the crucial detail, "They said you didn't⊠dress like a man?"
Merlin goes to cross his arms over his chest, until he realizes his sweater is still covered in custard. "They're just knobheads. TheyâŠ." Merlin chews his lip, catching the cool metal of his ring. Thinking about what words he can say that wouldn't reveal more than he was ready for. "They think of dresses and skirts as woman's clothes, and don't think men should wear them."
"I see."
Merlin can't read anything in Arthur's face, and it's making his pulse quicken. "Did you⊠did you not wonder, before now? About what, what I wear?"
"I've seen plenty a wizened elder in a tunic. At first I assumed you were merely dressing your age."
Merlin rolls his eyes, but his hands still uneasily fidget by his side. He knows Arthur's deflecting. "But then?"
"I assumed things were different now." Now it's Arthur's turn to avoid Merlin's eyes, putting his hands over his pockets and looking out over the park. With the soft breeze, the background shrieks of children laughing, the melody of quiet conversation, Merlin could almost close his eyes and imagine himself back home. Almost. "Many things are."
"Things are different," Merlin says. "Most people used to think like those two men. Now there are a lot fewer of them."
Arthur nods, still looking over the park. Merlin watches the clench in his jaw, and waits. "You⊠you never wore women's clothes in Camelot. Did you want to?"
"Never occurred to me. It didn't untilâ" He swallows down the word hundreds, doesn't want the reminder of how much time there is between himself and everyone he's ever loved. "âquite some time had passed. And then I started, and," he shrugs, aiming for casual, "'s comfortable."
"As in more convenient?"
1500 years, and Merlin's still never braced for when Arthur's gaze zeros in, all of the attention of a hunter finding the weak spot. Like he can see where the edges of Merlin's defenses don't quite line up. Merlin takes a deep breath. "I can change my body however I wish. I can be a man. I can be a woman. I can be a bird, a cat, a snake, I once spent two decades as an oak tree. Trying to make myself match those around me only made me more aware of how different I was. So eventually I just⊠did as I pleased."
He's watching Arthur so carefully, looking for a twitch, a frown, anything that indicates he's stumbled too far, where not even Arthur's innate compassion can understand him. He wouldn't be upset, as long as Arthur wasn't cruel about it. He's long since learned to take whatever scraps he can salvage.
But after a moment Arthur just nods, looking back at Merlin. "I'm sorry about your sweater." He takes a step to Merlin, gingerly grabbing the hem to inspect the fabric. "Do you think it can be cleaned?"
Merlin's gaze darts around to make sure no one's looking their way, and then his eyes flash gold as the stain on the sweater disappears. "Good as new."
"I used to wonder how you always got even the worst stains out of my clothes," Arthur grumbles. "Do you want to head home? We don't have toâŠ."
Merlin rolls his eyes. "I may not be a man, but I'm not a damsel. I don't need coddling after losing my tart."
"Well," says Arthur. He lets go of the sweater, but he doesn't step back. His hand moves slowly, courageously, to Merlin's hand hanging by his side. Their knuckles brush. "If you ask nicely I might be persuaded to split my pastry with you."
Merlin slowly curls his hand around Arthur's own, and watches as Arthur's cheeks turn pink. His gaze doesn't stray from Merlin's however, and Merlin thinks he'll never meet a braver man. "Even the macaroons?"
"Don't get greedy," Arthur retorts, and pulls Merlin along into the light of day.
âI, and the kingdom, need you to find your strength son.â
Uther stepped down from his throne. Arthur kept his head bowed and stayed kneeling before his father and his king.
âI, know you can do it Arthur. Youâre a good knight, and a good man. â
Utherâs words echoed in Arthurâs head and pressed upon his shoulders.
Prince, legacy, knight, manâŠ
All things he apparently was, yet all things he constantly seemed to fall short of being.
*
âWhat should I do Merlin?â Arthur asked his manservant later in his chambers.
Merlin paused what he was doing and turned to look Arthur in the eyes.
âI think you should follow your heart.â
Merlin often said odd things like that. To be fair, Merlin was a pretty odd man. Arthur had caught him looking at, feeling and even stealing womenâs dresses on multiple occasions.
But he was still a man.
A man who gave very different advice to his father.
Arthur stayed silent.
âYou shouldnât have to marry the princess if you donât want to.â
Merlin moved towards him.
âIâd be lying if I said I wasnât relieved to hear you say that Merlin.â Arthur began. âBut how can I follow along with what I want when so many are counting on me to do something different? What could it mean for the kingdom?â
âIt would mean,â Merlin said, stepping even closer, âthat Camelot will one day be ruled by an honest man who only does what he truly believes in.â Merlin was close enough to touch now. âWhen he believes in his knights, and in his people, when times are hard, they will believe in themselves too.â
Merlin moved to give Arthurâs shoulder a reassuring squeeze.
âYour heart is good Arthur. You should believe in it. I do.â
Arthur felt himself both shrink and grow as Merlinâs intense blue eyes beheld him. He lifted his hand up to meet Merlinâs, giving it a squeeze as he closed the small distance between them, making it almost non-existent. Arthur kept in contact with those blue eyes as he let Merlinâs hand go. Merlin reached for Arthurâs face, almost as if in a daze, and held it reassuringly as he stroked his thumb along Arthurâs cheek.
Merlin gave a little jump, and took his hand away, as if he hadnât realised what heâd been doing. Arthurâs cheek still felt warm where it had been, and he felt his heart cry out for Merlinâs touch again.
âMerlin,â Arthur whispered in a hushed, deep tone, âMerlin, I donât mind if you donât.â
Merlin responded by returning his hand to its place and pressing his lips into Arthurâs. Arthur felt his entire body relax into Merlinâs hold, applauding him for the most correct action heâd ever undertaken. He felt so elated it was as if his heart could fly out of his chest. Based on the way it banged against his ribs it seemed like it might be trying to.
When it came to it, his heart could not truly tell the difference between a woman and a man.
Gaius's Easy Guide to Dissection (For the Inquisitive Prince or Manservant)
for @merthurmicrofic prompt "frog" / @merlinbingo prompt "Gaius" (yeah ik frog is a super old prompt but i hope this is worth it!! lol)
G - 500 words - can be read as gen or pre-slash merlin/arthur
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âAnd thus, after making an incision, carefully, Merlin, you don't wish to slice the entire beast to ribbons, do you? after making the incision, you may separate the skin to revealââ
âHahah!â Merlin crowed, prodding at the frog's innards with a frankly worrying degree of alacrity. âIs that his stomach? I wonder what he had for breakfast?â He peered closer, squinting, and muttering. âBet it was nicer than my breakfast.â
âBe serious, Merlin,â Gaius admonished, and smacked the offending pupil upside the head. Gently, of course. He was a tutor, not a tyrant. âYou would do well to remember that we are engaged in scientific inquiry. Your complaints about my cooking can wait.â Then, as an afterthought, he added, âOr you may do the cooking yourself if you are so dissatisfied.â
Merlin, wisely and hastily, shut his mouth.
There was a polite cough from the vicinity of the door, followed shortly thereafter by a less polite cough, and both physician and apprentice looked up. âHi Arthur,â said Merlin brightly, attempting to wave. Unfortunately he did so with the hand still holding the knife, and nearly took Gaiusâs eye out in the process.
âHello, Merlin,â Arthur drawled. âMy laundry has been languishing for three days now. What ever are you doing.â
Merlin beamed. âWeâre dissecting a frog!â Then he pulled an exaggerated frown and continued, âBut if your royal socks need washing, I suppose the frog can wait. Itâs not as though weâre doing any important scientific inquiry or anything.â
The eyebrows (both of them; Arthur was not such a master of the facial expressions of disdainful incredulity as Gaius himself, after all) elevated themselves. The mouth said, âNo, no, by all means, carry on.âÂ
âActually,â Merlin said, and dashed across the room to seize Arthur by the wrist, âwhy donât you join us? Iâm sure Gaius wouldnât mind, would you, Gaius?â He crooked a thumb in Gaiusâs direction and stage-whispered, conspiratorially, âHe loves a captive audience.â
Gaius sighed deeply. If only, he mused, he were permitted to recreate the old fairy tale about the prince who was turned into a frog. Such methodology was likely the only promising avenue by which to stimulate Merlinâs interest in the amphibious.
Still, there was something to be said for having, as his vexatious ward had so indelicately put it, a captive audience. Gaius drew himself up to his full height as Merlin, looking as though Yule had come early, dragged a stricken Prince Arthur round the back of the table and plonked him onto a stool.
âIndeed, sire,â said Gaius, adopting his most ponderous voice, âwe would be ever so fortunate to have your company. Now where was I? Ah, yes,â he droned. âWe had just created the initial incision.â
The look of abject horror on Arthurâs face was worth every bit of the whole frustrating exercise. Out of the corner of his eye, Gaius saw Merlin wink. Perhaps the boy did not exist solely to torment him, after all.
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Happy Pride Month here is a dragon fic which is rather ace of me haha! I hope you enjoy this cute little merthur oneshot from Aithusa's POV!
It is technically related to my fic "Of Scales and Secrets" But you don't need to read it to read this!
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Aithusa didn't understand mankind. They seemed so complex, and strange always doing things for reasons beyond her understanding.
She did know one thing about man though.
Most of them hated magic. Her Papa taught her that. Merlin the dragonlord who called her from her egg and had been raising her alongside Kilgharrah.
Kilgharrah didn't like humans at all, Aithusa just thought they were odd, not bad, just misunderstood, after all how could one hate magic when it was the very life force of the land?
Papa told her that most humans didn't see the world the way they did though. Not seeing the magic everywhere they looked the earth vibrating with life.
Aithusa thought that must be a terrible way to live, blind to the essence of reality.
But her papa chuckled and said, 'It isn't sad when it's all they've known.'
Aithusa still would rather see life through magic's eyes.
Her Papa didn't stay for long though, always leaving the forest returning to his home in the tall stone towers.
Aithusa tried to follow him once when she was very little but he caught her and took her back home, that was when he explained his purpose, and why he had to live amongst the humans and not with Aithusa amongst the magic.
He told stories of a Golden King, a man destined to lead the world into a new era of peace, and freedom for magic everywhere. Finally uniting man and magic once more.
Aithusa loved these stories, and hoped one day she could meet the man that had garnered her Papa's love and devotion.
Her Papa seemed to hope for that too.
So Aithusa waited and continue to grow into a strong young dragon. Proud and magical just like her papa knew she could be, and then one day her Papa didn't come to visit at night.
Kilgharrah explained he had told him to rest for a few nights while he watched over her because he was terribly tired.
Aithusa didn't like that. She wanted him here now with her, she would watch over him while he slept but the older dragon huffed a laugh and said it didn't work like that.
Aithusa thought it could and they were both just being dumb.
A few days later however her Papa returned during the daylight, and with a wonderful present.
Walking beside him hand in hand was a man with golden hair, a long red cloak, and strange metal scales.
It had to be her Papa's king!
She soared down to greet them, prancing over to them happily when her papa said, "Arthur, meet Aithusa, Aithusa this is Arthur. Be gentle my dear."
Aithusa reached forward, her body low to the ground with her wings tucked in, she didn't want to scare off her papa's king, so she gently sniffed Arthur.
When he didn't flinch away, she leaned forward placing her snout against his chest snuffling a greeting, "Hello!"
She watched the man's blue eyes as they crinkled softly with a smile, and he began to stroke her snout.
A minute later the man bellowed letting out a cheerful laugh!
Aithusa warbled, "Happy! Happy King!"
She pranced around the king flapping her wings showing off her scales as she leapt up into the sky, getting a gasp from the king, "Wow, Merlin! She's amazing. Aren't you, Aithusa?"
He scratched her scales and Aithusa smiled bearing her teeth. Together now, now he saw how great magic was!
Finally, here beneath the trees and by the water surrounded by nature, man and magic were reunited at last and Aithusa couldn't be happier.