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Wish I was cared about more, but it's fine.

sickfrr

I wish I felt safe with you. I wish I could go back and feel what it’s like to be held without fear, without overthinking, without wondering if I’m going to be misunderstood again. I wish your presence made things easier instead of more confusing.

bpderanged

I'm not even angry anymore when people lie or disappoint me. I just end up blaming myself for trusting them and having expectations in the first place.

After everything, I should have known better.

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condemnedbody

I think bashing my head against a wall will fix me.

if i say i don’t think i can go somewhere, you don’t need to try to tell me how much fun it would be if i went. i know how fun it would be. i know how fun it would be if i wasn’t so afraid. but i am. i am afraid.

#agoraphobic #actually agoraphobic #agoraphobia #vent

i don’t think you understand, i want to

i want to be able to leave the house without needing to prepare for at least a day beforehand

i want to be able to go to the grocery store

i want to be able to eat at a restaurant

i want to go to that concert

i want to be able to browse a store on my own

i want to be able to take a walk

i want to be able to function

i want to be normal

#vent #agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic #agoraphobic #mental health

nonromanticising

maturing is realising that no one gives two shits about you and you either gonna make it on your own or off yourself

torn between “i don’t deserve to be treated like this” and “maybe it’s all my fault”

#actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd #bpd fp #bpd relationships

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sugaglos

"I was burning inside, while you came only to blame me for the smell of ashes"

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daddystinygirll

BPD feels like being both the victim and the villain in the same story.

You're the one bleeding… but you're also the one holding the knife.

megofwands

“There is Loyalty, but Blood.”

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