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fandoms: the inheritance games 98% of the time. the cruel prince, the hunger games the originals, shatter me ?
music: taylor swift, selena gomez, laufey, beabadobee, lana del rey, one direction.
shows/movies: gilmore girls, modern family, star wars, stranger things, ladybird, little women '19, dead poets society, perks of being a wallflower, etc.
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Girl, you once did a Grayson x reader fic where the reader was besties with Xander can you please post it again it was one of my favs!!!!!
hii. it was one of my first fic so i deleted it😭😭but this is the second ask about it. I'll try to write the fic again maybe :( I'm glad you liked it !!!
heyyy girlyyy, could you please do a oneshot/headcanon (whatever you prefer!) about Grayson Hawthorne, where she has selective mutism? Thanks!
here anon!!! i hope you like it <3
as someone w selective mutism myself this was so nice 😭 idk how exactly it is for everyone out there but this is a part of of how mine works? idk. i js hope people get more aware of selective mutism and not call us weird or "doing it on purpose" cuz we're NOT❤️
authors note: i have selective mutism too 🥰. also idk if it's a one shot or hc it's a mix of both!
selective mutism is an anxiety disorder where one can't speak out loud at certain situations with people whom they do not feel comfortable with. like new people even.
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- obviously grayson didn't know that reader has selective mutism. or has heard about it (from my knowledge, ik that very few people are aware of this disorder)
- and reader has never told him about it as well. bc who would randomly say it?
- in the past, reader had struggle interacting with anyone outside the people she sees everyday.
- anyone intimidating or above her age group, she doesn't speak with them
- not because she doesn't want to, it's just she can't. she freeze up her words where she's not comfortable.
- grayson never knew because by the time he met the reader, reader has gotten better with her anxiety. but that doesn't mean it's completely gone.
- she was fine interaction with his family and talked comfortably but one day when reader met toby blake, who was way older than her age group said hi to her, that's when grayson knew. gray didn't talk about toby much to reader
- and it was an awkward scene because no one kemw what was happening.
“hi, nice meeting you.” toby said, but she just nodded. she couldn't form the words out loud even though they were right in her throat and mind and heart but she just couldn't speak. it's not that she doesn't want to or physically can't.
it was the mental process that affected her.
grayson brushed it off thinking she was just ening her shy self but no. during dinner when toby asked something, she would just nod or shake her head. and when she wanted to say something to grayson, she would whisper it to him.
"so, what do you do for work?" toby asked her.
she panicked, this isn't a question you can answer with nod or shake of head. she knew that, and she looked at grayson, eyes scrunched slightly hoping he'd understand her: answer for me.
"uh, she works at a cafe as a part time job for now." grayson said. finding her sudden behaviour weird. he was the only one who noticed it too.
later when everyone was talking in the living room, reader was doing fine, but stopped when toby entered and thea, ever so being herself called it out. "okay, what's with you? you're being weird. can't you just speak to him? it's rude and grayson can't always be your mouth. we get it you're shy or whatever but this is straight up weird."
"thea!" grayson said with stern voice.
"what? you see it too. one moment she's fine and conversing, next she's acting like shes a mute or something." she rolled her eyes.
reader didn't say anything just looked down. waiting for this to somehow blur into another conversation. another topic, something that's not her. she felt grayson's hand on her. "let's go talk in private?" he asked.
- she explained your situation, she told him how she has always struggled with talking to certain people. she gave him a long list, including her teachers. "it's not just specially people. sometimes I can talk to them but not around other people, you get wha i mean? i can answer my teachers when it's just me but when it's I'm with my teacher in an uncomfortable moment like parent teacher meeting, i can't speak. for you, I'll be okay talking to you but if your uncle was here then i... just can't. i can only whisper, that's how it is. that's how I am. thea was right, I am weird."
- grayson comforted her saying it's okay, and it's not her fault or that he's weirded out. after hugging her for a long moment they both left to their apartment.
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- gray DEFINITELY does research, like full blown one.
- he genuinely wants to understand and know how to help her
- he would quickly read and understand her signs, like when she's fidgety or eyes widened or just a look at him and he'd be her voice.
- he wouldn't complain, but he'd also encourage her to try to over come this and talk to someone.
- sometimes even when she gets comfortable with people, she can't speak because "what if they make it weird? now that I'm speaking after so long? would it be awkward?"
- grayson hears out all of this, and would be willing to do everything to help her be comfortable.
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warning: alcohol consumption, but of steamy kiss (read a/n)
a/n: you can skip the kiss/makeout description if you want, it starts when you see a asterisk and ends with a asterisk.
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Ever since she could remember her first memory, she remembers Jameson being there. They have been friends that long but after school they had to part ways because of college. And yet, they find ways to see each other then and there all the time. It was like the north and south side of the magnet, it was impossible for them to stay away from each other that long.
She decided to surprise him this weekend, but what happened was he surprised her. Jameson Hawthorne was visibly having a bad day on a Friday night. Even though when he has one of those days he always presents himself to be fine, sometimes even his best friend can't tell if he's actually doing fine or doing bad.
“You know, you can tell me anything, right?” She told him as she sat next to him on his massive bed.
“I know.” He simply just nodded.
“Okay.”
Jameson smiled when she didn't push the topic further, it's why they've been friends this long, they have the perfect understanding of each other.
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“Why do you have a bottle of booze?” Jameson asked with a smile knowing it is to cheer him up. “Not that I am complaining.”
She entered his room with, as he said, a bottle of booze. “We're going to have a sleepover.”
They haven't had a sleepover since they were 10. Jameson chuckled, even as kids they used to play some insane games, and do insane activities together during sleepovers.
“Let's play Drink or Dare.” He suggested.
She nodded in agreement, and climbed on the bed to sit next to him. The game went on for sometime with each taking turns. She got more drunk than Jameson who was also wasted but not as bad as her. Given the fact that she's lightheaded wasn't helping her case either. Both of them were drunk and stupid, it was Jameson's turn to dare her again.
“I dare you to—” He was cut off by her slurred words.
“No, something easy please. And it shouldn't involve the kitchen again. Or the theatre, or the—”
“Okay, okay! I dare you to steal one of Nash’s hats, right now.” He dared her. She was happy with it so she exited the room, and went to Nash’s wings, to his closet.
Jameson had the most stupid, lovesick grin when she opened his door wearing Nash ‘s cowboy hat, she was giggling as she climbed on the bed, this time sitting way closer to him than before, he was sitting with his back to the headboard, his legs spread out. He just stared at her in awe. Without being aware of his actions he moved the strand of hair that was dangling on her face, and spoke without even thinking.
It wasn't even his turn but he dared her again.
“I dare you to kiss me. Right here, right now.”
*
He wasn't thinking straight, but thought that she'll just drink from the bottle but to his surprise she actually smiled widely and leaned forward to press her lips onto his. It was a soft, delicate kiss at the start. But once Jameson started kissing back, the fire caught up, to add fuel to it he put his hands on her waist, and pulled her closer, her hands landing on his chest as they both kissed each other with heated passion. Jameson was greedy, and needed more physical contact with her so he pulled her onto his lap, it gave him a better angle even.After sometime the kiss turned into a whole makeout session with Jameson kissing her neck, and collarbone.
*
Later after what felt like hours they stopped to catch a breath. Jameson was expecting to kiss more because, God, he had been waiting for this since forever. He didn't need the kiss, or to get drunk to realise it, he always knew but the kiss just made him realise how much exactly he wanted his best friend to be his girlfriend. He was about to lean in but she got off of his lap, and laid on his bed comfortably.
“I'm sleepy.” Was all she said.
Jameson didn't know what to say at first but got himself together quickly. “I'll sleep in the guest room.”
“No, stay.”
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Next morning, Jameson was already awake when she woke up with her hands on her head with an obvious headache.
“How is your head?” Jameson asked as he gave her some painkillers, and a glass of water which he kept on the bedside table.
“Horrible. We're never, ever, ever drinking like that again.” She said after taking the pill.
He smiled but the memories from last night flashed, he was waiting for her to say something about it.
“How the hell did Nash’s hat come here?” She asked, looking at the cowboy hat.
Jameson felt disappointed that she doesn't remember how, it means she probably doesn't remember the kiss as well.
“How much do you remember?” He asked.
“Uh, a couple rounds of drink or dare.” She tried remembering it.
“Okay.”
“What's with that tone?” She asked.
“What tone?”
“You sound so sad…did we break into Nash’s room or something? Or something even better that I don't remember.”
Jameson was debating whether or not to tell her about the kiss, she did kiss him last night but did she actually want it? Hell, did he even want it? Or was it just a stupid thing that they did when they got drunk. He was so confused but lying to his best friend isn't an option.
“Uh..I'm not sad, it's just you forgot that we…kissed.”
“What?!”
“Yeah.”
“Liar.”
“I'm not.” He said it in a serious tone, she looked down for a while before speaking.
“We were both wasted…and it's just a kiss.”
Jameson’s heart was pricked by a hundred needles. “Yeah, just a kiss. And a drunken mistake.”
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a/n: i wrote under the anon reqs and tumblr didn't let me POST it was banger than THIS
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grayson the type to be scared of flying little bugs. he definitely would have grown out of it a LITTLE but i can see him screaming at butterflies!
also he his favourite ice cream flavour would be something basic like vanilla
he wouldn't even add choco chips or sprinkles or smth, just plain and boring but he loves it a LOT. he doesn't play about his vanilla ice cream
the first time he tried on suit as a kid, he realised he'll truly never be a ‘normal’ kid, or have normal childhood.
the suit really showed him who he is; the heir apparent.
workaholic!!! or else he'll go insane. he needs to be working or doing something important, or he swims
grayson HATES brainrot, and everyone ragebaits him, esp lyra when they get into a argument (should I write an x reader fic with this idea? yes I should)
has an emotional attachment with a toy that was given to him by zara when he was a kid, he never played with it but it's a symbol of his lost childhood as a kid
grayson still stare at his grandfather's potrait everytime he passes by because he still can't get over everything. he's not sure he ever will.
secretly watches reality tv shows. only to judge the people there.