Standing against a wall, she felt like a fixed point as the party moved around her. Siobhan had been by her side for a while, evaporated a little laterâ April knew better than to rely on her roommate being her only friend in a crowded room, but somehow, it always seemed to come down to that. Now, she stood alone and sipped from her designated Solo cup of coke and Bacardi, not quite enjoying the masked taste of rum beneath the syrupy-sweetness of cola, not resenting it either; mostly, it kept her from looking like a lost kid waiting to be retrieved from the mall security desk. She had tried, a few times, to do the brave thing. Insert herself. Both hands gripping the cup, sheâd walked up to one group where she recognized some peopleâ here was Eddie from her freshman Linguistics class, and Tabitha from Photography Clubâ and smiled prettily, a flush already stealing into her cheeks, and glanced around as they debated some episode of TV which had no relevance to her, though sheâd still managed to blurt something embarrassing into the conversation, some inane bit of trivia about one of the actorsâ which had earned her a questioning, sideways look from Tabitha, and nothing at all from anybody else. The conversation moved on to other topics, easy-flowing and indifferent. Shortly afterwardsâ finding it difficult to keeping looking so fascinated by the inside of her drinkâ April had drifted away again. Now she was orbiting the edges of the party like a stray satellite, knowing that if this room were the universe, itâd let her go largely unnoticed. By eleven, she was beginning to cast glances towards to the door, ready to drift on somewhere else less crowded, perhaps less lonely, when she remembered the plate sheâd brought. It was one of her good ones; a big fancy dish with a scalloped edge. The cupcakes, she thought, eyeing the stairs to the basement, then letting her feet take her in that direction. Maybe seeing how much the plate had emptied would lift her spirits.Â
But instead, she was met with heartbreak. Massacred buttercream. So many innocent victims, smashed against the wall, fallen to the floor. Whatever spirits she still had left were taken and broken, quickly, like a stick. âOhâŚâ Her eyes had grown huge, looking around at the floor, and when she lifted them, saw the arm reared back in an overhand pitch, there was very little separating April from a deer staring helplessly into oncoming traffic. âOh, please donâtâ â With a small yip, she ducked, just in time for the cupcake to sail past her head and smack straight into the wall, sliding down to a similar fate as all the ones around her feet. âOh my god!â She stood frozen in place for a second, hardly moving a muscle. A startled prey response. Then, when it seemed like no other cupcakes were about to become airborne, she braved a look upwards. âThey were⌠they were for Courtneyâs birthday!â she managed, eyes a little wild, perhaps with too much rum in her voice. The rum was quickly becoming a sting she felt when she blinked: the inevitable precursor to tears. âWhy would youâŚâ She heard her own pleading despair. âIâm sorry, if you didnâtâ like them, just, please stop throwing them, and let me⌠clean this up.âÂ
Greeted by a pair of wild, startled eyes, Mercy had half a mind to laugh in her face when he saw just how shocked she looked. He probably would later, anyway - even if he could help it, there was some sort of sadistic part of him that could recognize a soft underbelly in the blonde thatâd all but tiptoed downstairs and enjoyed pressing, seeing how far he could take the shock, âBulls-eye,â he declared, pointing to the wall behind her where the cupcake slid pathetically to the floor. Some of them stuck, while others followed suit, almost immediately dipping to the ground, âThink you fucked up on the icing for some of these things. You make it yourself? Itâs crusty as fuck on some of these - thoseâre the good ones to toss around, they stick to the wall pretty well,â Like they were on the Food Network, giving her genuine advice, though the grin on his face implied he was mocking her efforts. As her voice pitched the more hysterical she got, Mercy recognized the wobble in her tone, a warning that she was getting to the point of tears. This was when he laughed, something cruel and genuinely surprised - he hadnât expected it to be that easy, to work her up so much, âWho the fuck is Courtney?â he asked, licking obnoxiously at the icing of the next cupcake heâd prodded at carelessly, âAre you gonna fucking cry? Over cupcakes? If they mean that much to you youâve got bigger issues than the mess. Here - I believe in sharing,â This time, when Mercy tossed her one of the desserts, it was lobbed in a careful underhand so that she could properly catch it - itâd been the one heâd just licked, spiral finish of the icing squished and running velvety smooth now, âYou clean up for everyone who pisses you off? Thatâs a bit pathetic, I gotta hand it to you. Make Courtney clean it up, if anything. Dunno if sheâs done fuck all wrong, but her nameâs Courtney, so she canât have done anything that great, either. Whatâs your name? Tiffany? I feel like Courtneyâs and Tiffanyâs are on the same level of annoying. Tiffany more so, a bit - take the hint.â