Every hello ends with a goodbye

I’ve said it’s breaking my heart so many times, it feels like it’s lost it’s meaning. But I swear every time I say it, it hurts more than it did the previous time. I didn’t know that it was possible to be in so much pain.

“all i ever did was share my soul with you and i guess that wasn’t enough and good enough for you”

How do you tell someone that when they reply to you after twelve hours, it breaks your heart. How do you tell them that, them forgetting to reply to you, breaks your heart. How do you tell them that they never hit you up first and you notice. You notice how everything has changed. How do you tell them that things weren’t like this before and you ache for things to be the way they used to be.

“I want to rip my heart out of my chest. I want to stop feeling.”

“I don’t know how to stop missing you. My mind always finds an excuse to think about you.”

“I miss you caring about me. I miss you saying good morning and goodnight and hugging me when I’m sad and checking to make sure I get home safe. Now all we have is glances across the room and unsaid words in our minds. I guess I just miss knowing that I meant something to you.”

There’s more ways to lose your life than just dying.

Wish I could stop feeling so fucking broken but I have never felt so alone